The blond boy was trembling, his hair and clothes had been soaked by the rain and he felt so cold. If only he hadn't said all those stupid things to Yato, he wouldn't be in this situation now. Why had he started talking about dating? He wondered what it felt like to be dating a girl. He didn't remember anything from the time when he was alive. Has anybody ever kissed him? Loved him? But it didn't really matter to him now. He was outside in the rain, in the woods behind the city, where he had ran off to after having a fight with Yato. He could understand why Yato had been angry, after all he belonged to him and he sweared to obey his master for ever.

It was still raining hard, sitting under a tree didn't help much but. He didn't know what to do anymore, he had already wandered too far in the woods. He had to accept the fact that he was lost. As if the situation wasn't already bad enough, it started to get dark. He was scarred of the dark and of the shadows. There were no lamps in here, no place to hide in.

''Yato, please, help me.'' he whispered.

The god was frustrated. He could feel a lot of strong emotions coming from his Yukine. Despair, fear, sadness, shame... He didn't understand why Yukine hasn't returned yet. Sure, he had got a little angry at him for blabbering about dating girls but he never expected that it would affect the younger one so much that he could run away. He wanted to go look for him but he didn't know where to start. Hiyori could always instinctively find him or Yukine but she was on vacation with her parents right now. Suddenly he though he heard Yukine call him, it was very faint but he definitely didn't imagine it. Then he saw trees and got again hit by Yukine's emotions. Yato has never before received any pictures or sounds from his regalia but he decided to believe it was real and go after his intuition. Yukine was in the woods, lost, alone and it was getting dark. He had to find him soon.

It was night. Yukine couldn't think straight anymore. He had cried at first but now he couldn't even do that. He was somehow numb and he never felt so lonely. It was like the night will never end. Sometimes, when he blinked, he saw monsters, they were all around, he wasn't sure what were they waiting for but he knew they will eat him, kill him, crush him, tear his flesh as soon as they decide to do so. But when he blinked again, there were none.

''Yukinee! Yukine, are you there?'' he heard Yato calling him. He couldn't move, he was still paralysed by the fear of the monsters. If he will move they will surely attack him.

''Ya-to,'' he tried to call the god looking for him, his voice was barely audible but Yato heard him. Suddenly he felt being pulled into tight hug.

''Yukine, are you alright? Yukine!'' Yato was calling him, stroking his back, he also felt being kissed in the hair.

''Yukine, I will take you home.'' said the god and looked into his regalia's eyes. In that moment, the blond boy started to uncontrollably cry.

''Yato, I am sorry, I am so sorry, please forgive me.'' he said as he finally hugged his master back.

''Shh, I'm here now, it's okay.'' Yato tried to comfort him.

''I am sorry. I know you were right. I don't have right to date or love anybody. I know nobody can love me since I am dead. I will never say things like that again, will you forgive me?'' begged the blond boy and couldn't stop shaking.

''I told you it's okay. Don't cry.'' Yato hugged the boy a little tigher. He could feel Yukine's emotions and he was so scarred the boy will break or was already broken beyond repair. He kissed him. He wanted to show Yukine all the love he felt for him. Then he picked him up and carried him home.

Yukine had fallen asleep while being carried, he woke up when was Yato trying to undress his wet clothes. He was confused for a while but then remembered what had happened and started crying again.

''Yato, I really am sorry...'' he started but the god didn't seem angry at all.

''Let's warm you up first, take off the clothes.'' commanded Yato as he also started to undress. After that, he grabbed Yukine and carried him to the bath. They went in together. It was a little embarassing for Yukine but he didn't want to protest to anything his master was doing. In the bath, Yato was still holding him in his arms and Yukine let his head rest against god's chest.

''Yukine, I was so worried about you. Don't ever run away into the woods, okay?''

''I am sorry Yato.'' whispered the blond boy.

''It's okay. Just promise me not to do it again.'' demanded the god.

''I promise.''

''Okay. Then there are other things that are troubling me. The things you said, when I found you. It seems you don't understand at all how important you are for me, do you?... Yukine, I love you.'' said Yato.

''I don't believe you.'' said the boy and as soon as those word slipped from his lips he wanted to take them back. It was right that he didn't believe that his master could love him but he shouldn't oppose anything he says.

''Oh, my little one, I know you don't but it's true. I love you. You are strong and beautiful. And you are mine, that's why I was angry this afternoon. I don't want you to run around with some stupid girl, I want you to stay with me.'' said Yato while stroking blond's silky hair. Emotions flowing from his regalia were finally becoming pleasant.

''Feeling warmer? Okay, let's go to bed.'' said Yato.

Even though Yukine usually slept alone, he didn't feel like doing that today. After all that had happened, he couldn't bear the idea of being alone. He didn't forget about all those things that can hide in shadows.

''Yato? Can I sleep with you today?'' asked the blond boy. The question slightly surprised Yato, it seemed that his regalia meant it in a completely innocent way, as if not aware of the other meaning of those words.

''Sure, why not?''

Yukine climbed into Yato's bed but he was careful not to touch him. Of course Yato had noticed this but it didn't make him angry. He knew Yukine wasn't very much used to intimacy. He wrapped his hands around the blond's body and pulled him closer. Only then he noticed the boy was crying again.

''Little one, don't cry, I am with you, there is nothing to fear.'' said Yato and looked into blond's eyes. There he could see a brokenness that made his heart hurt. But still the boy was very beautiful, with his white skin and rather girlish features, and Yato would do anything to make him happier. He kissed his regalia, first on the forehead then on his lips. There wasn't anything sexual in it, he just wanted to comfort the crying boy, but the boy kissed him back using tongue. When the kiss ended, they were again staring into each others eyes.

''I also love you Yato but I am human. My love is different.'' then he once again kissed Yato in the way that was anything but innocent, ''I am sorry.'' finished Yukine and waited for god's reaction.

''Don't be.'' Yato tangled his fingers into the blond's hair and pulled him into another kiss. This time it was him who asked with his tongue for entrance and he was allowed it. After he finished with exploring his regalia's mouth he moved to his neck where he sucked and kissed his tender skin.

Yato knew it would leave love marks but that was exactly what he wanted, to make Yukine completely his, to never again let him doubt who does he belong to. The blond couldn't hold back his moans which pleased the god. Yato somehow pulled off Yukine's pyjama pants and unbuttoned his shirt. He had now access to the blond's chest and he started to play with his nipples. He gently sucked the right one and even bit lightly from time to time. He traced his hands all over blond's body as he moved his mouth to the other nipple.

Then he finally took the boy's already erect member and squeezed it which made the blond boy scream in pleasure. The god moved his mouth from boy's nipple to his ear.

''Is this really okay for you Yukine?'' asked Yato and softly bit blond's ear making him moan loudly.

''Y-yes, master.'' whispered the blond boy fervently. Yato was surprised by Yukine usage of words because the boy almost never called him master even though Yato loved it.

''But you are so young, so beautiful, so innocent, I don't want to break you.'' said Yato even though he started to pump the boy's member slowly.

The god was really concerned about his regalia, as always he could feel Yukine's emotions and to tell the true, he was quite confused. There were confusion, fear, shame as well as love. Yato kissed Yukine and Yukine moaned into the kiss. Yato was still pumping him and the sensation was making the boy crazy.

''Ya...Ya- to, moore, please'' pleaded Yukine and Yato took advantage of Yukine's open mouth to put in three fingers.

''Suck'' he commanded and Yukine quickly obeyed covering the fingers in saliva. Then Yato spread Yukine's legs and moved in between. He stopped pumping blond boy's erection and instead took it into his mouth. At the same time he inserted two fingers into the boy's hole making him scream both in pain and pleasure.

The god started moving his mouth and fingers in steady rhythm, sending waves of pleasure through the boy's body. He never felt so good. The warmness surrounding his need and those scissoring fingers were simply too much. He could no longer hold back neither the moans nor the screams.

''Ya- to, I- I ... will come,'' said Yukine and Yato started to move his skilled mouth faster and pushed in third finger, directly hitting boy's prostate. It took just a few more thrusts and the boy came, arching his back, screaming , his whole body vibrating in strong orgasm.

Yato swallowed everything and licked his lips. Though he didn't take out his fingers and caressed boy's hips with his other hand. He also planted kisses on the boy's stomach. Yukine couldn't help it and got hard again. But then everything stopped.

Yato took off his pants and positioned himself in between the blond's legs, his erection, considerably big, pressed against Yukine's legs but not moving, not entering, just looking at the beautiful flustered boy under him.

''Yato...'' whimpered Jukine in frustration.

''What is it, my little one?'' teased the god and started playing with one of his nipples again.

''I w-want it.'' murmured the boy.

''What do you want, Yukine?'' asked the god with smirk on his face and glimmer in his eyes. He also couldn't wait to fuck the boy senseless but this was so much fun. And the way the boy keept blushing was very adorable.

''I want you to f - fuck me,'' said the boy in barely audible voice.

''Then you have to beg me.'' explained the god. Yukine looked at him, his perfect body and face, silky hair, glimmering eyes full of lust, so beautiful.

''Master, please, I want you inside of me, I- I beg you, fuck me... hard, I need it, please!''

''Your wish has been heard loud and clear'' said Yato and pushed his full length into Yukine who throwed his head back and screamed. He panted heavily, he felt amazing but at the same time it was painful.

''You are so adorable. But are you okay? Does it hurt?'' asked the god and Yukine couldn't tell if he was still being playful or concerned.

''I love it, the pain, the pleasure, everything. Please, Yato please, continue.'' pleaded the blond boy and so the god finally started to move with rhythmic thrusts, each of them faster, always hitting Yukine's sweet spot. He positioned blond's legs wider to get better access and thrust even deeper. The god couldn't control himself anymore, he was pounding into the small body under him so hard and fast, sending waves of euphoria through the boy's body.

The god felt he was close to climaxing so he wrapped his fingers around the boy's erection. A few last pumps and thrusts send them both over the edge. Yato filled the boy's body with his warm seed and then he carefully pulled out.

He looked at the boy, who was still panting heavily, his whole body trembling, love marks on his neck and his own sperm on his chest, so lovely. The god begun to lick it to clean the boy, getting a few last soft moans from him, as he was already barely conscious. When he was clean, the god wrapped his arms around him, burying his face into boy's golden hair who snuggled deeper into the embrace of his master.

''I love you Yato.'' whispered the blond boy as he slipped into the land of dreams.

''I also love you Yukine.'' replied Yato but the boy could no more hear him. The god felt Yukine's steady breathing on his neck and the warmth of Yukine's body pressed to his own. That's when he decided that he will protect the boy no matter what, from his memories, from the dark and his monsters.

Hi dears,

I am new here and this is my first story in English which is not my first language so please, if you find any mistakes, could you tell me? I would also be very grateful if you could tell me what you liked and disliked about the story. I am not sure if I should continue writing... I mean, I have much longer story in my mind but I am not sure if it is any good.

Also I have a feeling that Yukine and Yato aren't very popular pairing even though I find them very sweet. What do you think?