I hate living. What is the matter if everyone hates you ? Why should I care ? Till I'm six, everyone laughs at me. Everyone hates me. I hate myself too. I don't think I merit to live. I'm not good enough.

I sight, and continue walking. Hokage-sama told me to have a rest. It have been month I didn't stop doing missions. Even at night. It was because I wanted to go out of the village. I didn't want to see the mean looks that the people give me. I can hear, on my road, people speaking on my back.

- Look ! It is the demon !

- Mummy, he scares me.

Even the children hate me. I swallow and open my door. I enter my house and started crying, lying on my bed.

Why does everyone hate me ? I saved them ! But they do not remember it. They think I am a murderer. That I killed everyone who died during the war.

Maybe it's true. It's may not be Kurama the killer but me. Only me. Just me…

- Naruto ! It's me, Sasuke ! Sakura-chan and me are waiting for you for a mission. Kakashi sensei didn't come finally.

I sight and look at myself in a mirror. I hate this blonde hair. I hate this scares on my cheeks, I hate everything ! I dry my tears and did I big fake smile at the raven boy when I opened the door.

- Here am I ! The fabulous Naruto !

- C'mon baka. Let's go. Sakura-chan is waiting.

Yes, I'm an idiot. But I want everyone to think I am a happy innocent boy. Not a evil, ugly, demon boy. Otherwise, there would hate me. Lee, Tenten, Sakura-chan and … Sas'ke…

We were running on the roof, heading to big gate. I saw the pink hair of my teammate and went to say hello to her.

I started walking very fast, talking very fast, a big smile on my face. This wasn't me. It was a false Naruto. A wrong copy of it. The real one is just a broken boy. An hideous and mean boy. Naruto is a killer !

- Are you okay, Naruto ?

- Hn. Why ?

- I don't know… You look strange.

I look at the raven boy. He is so intelligent, he will obviously know one day by his one.

But not far away where we were,I heard a Kunai heading among us. It was strange because we went very far for the village but I didn't thought about it to much and push my teammate among the floor. Sakura start moaning, asking me why I did that but when a Kunai passed just next of her, she shush.

- How did you know ?

- I know a lot of things you don't, Sakura-chan.

I can see the eyes of my friend on my but I prefered to concentrate. Someone was coming. And I knew it was for Sas'ke. For his Sharingan. There were so popular.

- STOP HIDING ! I KNOW YOU ARE SPYING AT US !

- I didn't knew that the demon was so strong. But I will still kill your friend.

And the battle started. We yelled, trees were falling, animals were running, and Sas'ke and Sakura were just looking at us two, astonish.

But suddenly, the stranger turned and started to run toward the raven boy. I understood to late his attention and all I could do was to stand in front of my friend.

I cough blood when the hand of the stranger hits my chest. I started to see blur and before fainting, I killed the stranger by cutting his head.

Know I can rest for eternity. I can be myself. I can stop hiding behind Naruto the joyful boy. Even if I am hearing someone screaming, I smiled. It was my first one. It was hurting my cheek but the sensation was so pleasant. I would had love to smile more. Now, I will be buried with a smile on my face. I will smile for eternity.

I felt my life going out of my body. No more laughing. No more mean words. I was free at last.

And I died by doing two good action. Saving my best friend life and killed myself. No one will harmed anymore. No one will be scared anymore. The demon is dead.