Just a Jade one-shot... :P Just clarifying my view on the relationship Jade has with her father.
ME: i don't own Victorious...
Everyone else: OMG! I COULDN'T OF GUESSED!
EnjoY!
I hate birthdays! Or, I don't really hate birthdays I just hate celebrating them.
Ever since I said this in my 'stuff I hate' segments people have kept asking me why.
I just tell them it's because I don't want to celebrate that I'm one year closer to death.
Which is partly true but I won't tell them the reason I think this way.
Tori made this REMARKABLE clever comment yesterday (notice the sarcasm) about that I'm always telling everyone how I have a death wish, so I would actually be very happy for being closer to death…. It actually doesn't sound that bad anymore… but that's not the point.
Not celebrating birthdays actually means a lot to me, if that makes any sense.
It has all to do with my father. Ugh, why did I even have to bring him up?
He doesn't except who I am. So why should I keep trying to change his mind?
I just want him to see that I'm not throwing my life away.
Anyway, when I was little, before I became who I am today, my father always kept forgetting my birthday. So I decided to ask him why we never celebrate my birthdays.
He then looked me in the eyes and said "Jade, I love you. And the thought of you being one year older makes me sad because it means you'll be one year closer to never breathing again. And we don't want to celebrate that, do we?"
That is the nicest thing he has ever said to me. Even though it was probably just an excuse for forgetting. But I still feel… like he cared. I just want to feel that again. Please?