its either him or me...you cant have both"screamed the jet black haired boy standing in front of her
"but...harry..i.what... do... you mean..," cried the girl that was sobbing at the thought of losing anybody else
"you know..i always thought you knew..and you know something else...i fucking trusted you...i let you into my heart...i ..fell..in love with you...i thought you would always be by my side..always there to help me when i have fallen..remember the promise you made,"rage increasing in every word he spoke
"i know the promise ..i made..and i never ever...have..or had..any intentions of breaking it..and i never fucking have...so please...stop this..you know i would do anything for you...please just stop the yelling..
"WHY ...in the bloody hell should i...i mean you let me down ..all..i wanted...for us...was happiness...i did everything for you..i even made one of the eviliest deals..that will haunt me for the rest of my life..for you...when i battled voldemort all throughout my mind i was saying..just kill the bastard...so finally i can confess my total love to you...so it would never ever have to be a secret ever again again,"
All she could do was stare in silence..and barely take in this shocking news
'but no...you did this..to me...when i finally found you...with him..no less...whispering sweet nothings in your ears...my heart dropped...and was instantly torn out..and stomped on...you RUINED me...,"exclaimed harry with malice in this voice
"so ..like i said again...its either him or me...decide now...before you make it any worse,"as his voice dropped shakely
"i...i...cant...but you dont understand..please...you dont understand...let...me...,"as she was instantly cut off by his finger roughly silencing her mouth
"there is no need for a fucking explanation...i ..GET...it...i guess all of this was just a dream..a dream that turned ..into a ugly...bloody..nightmare...,"harry said as he got on his broom about to depart
"well ..i hope this is what you want...goodbye...forever...hermione,"were his last words as he flew into the darkness
END FLASHBACK
His words echoced in her mind ...piercing her brain over and over like the dagger that cut her ghostly pale skin whever she needed the pain to go away. That night played over and over in her mind for about 5 years now. The night was the night where everybody in the wizarding world rejoiced and was not longer afraid...it was the night where the dark lord vanished..forever...and as the prophecy stated...harry killed him
But the night was so blurry ...so painful...that she only remembers that night to be one thing...the night that everything near and dear slipped away
It was the night where both Ron and harry left her..left her to cry and carry all the problems of the world...on her broken back..and she could only say one thing
"no...this is not what i wanted at all...not at all,"