I wish there was something more than numbness
Something that felt different to this
I wonder if the numbness were gone if my chest would feel lighter
I wish there was nothing more than numbness
A sensation I've come to rely on
It feels of nothing and a thousand knives at once
Comforting how such pain turns me to nothing
I wonder if the numbness remained if my chest would feel lighter
There's safety in this nothing
A way forward if I'm numb
I think I'll stay here
Hidden in the shadows
The cold and nothing my salvation
I wish for only numbness
R&R