I was emotionless

Others looked upon me as one without feeling

I certainly looked the part

Yet there was part of me that wasn't like that

Deep down I was a thinker

But things one hides inside themself is not often reflected on the outside

I was a mercenary

These feelings are seen as a weakness

In our field of expertice

There is no right or wrong,

Ones morals had nothing to do with it

The life I led was a lonly one

Perhaps all I needed were companions

But people like I don't work well with others

My outer shell is a terrible person with no cares but himself

When I attempted to make my opinion audible

I would stutter

Not quite knowing what to say

People like me weren't ment to befriend others,

We are born into this world as if we were the last of our race

Everyday is a struggle,

Our minds fight over the same idea,

Do I care or no?

I could never really tell what my own opinion was

I would think something one moment and another the next

My employers eased my unsure thoughts with a gold coin or two,

With this I continued on without question,

Something that I shouldn't have done

After all

What is all the money in the world to me if I can't enjoy it,

The guilt of my wrong doing would follow me no matter where I hid

Naturally

Being someone thats done wrong his whole life

I almost didn't belive it when I did something right

To be truthful I still don't

But now I have broken the curse

I have made allies

I am part of an ever growing family

None of us are perfect

The Gods be thanked for that

I do belive that these friends of mine will lead me in the right direction.

We will get lost along the way

But we'll find a way around it

With them I will be able to use my sword the way I should have in the beginning

I have found my way out of that terrible hole

I will take my vengence now

But in a way that I was ment to take it

Not by killing those that I do not know

I will no longer shed the blood of those that are uninvolved

But by finding the one who started it all

The one who killed my tribe, the Forest Clan

I am Scias

I am one of the six that set right the wrongs of an entire world

At the very least

That proves that I am strong enough to correct my own