Disclaimer: Plain and simple, I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh or Yuugioh.
For Angel in Disgiuse8: supportive, friendly, and encouraging even if this anime isn't your regular read. Let's hope the next school year will be easier on the both of us, though I doubt it.
Summary: It can be difficult admitting to being jealous of your yami, especially when you're supposed to be so pure-hearted. [Yugi's POV]
Yami and hikari have separate bodies.
Little White Envy
I'm sorry
You don't deserve this
Are you disappointed in me now?
Please don't be
This is petty
I know
Guess I should've expected that
You figure out everything eventually
So like you
Just wish you didn't take this so seriously
I'm sorry
Have some empathy, Yami
Omnipotent
I hate that word
Not that I hate you
Even if that's what you are
But hey, that's a good thing
I'd never want to be ungrateful
You've done so much for me
Stuff I can't do for myself
Because I'm weak
You're not
And not just physically either
Though that is what others notice first
The lithe body
Shapely muscles
Regal stance
And authoritative voice to match
Are your cheeks tinting pink?
Don't be that way
So how many months in the gym, Yami? I'll go.
Fast metabolism?
No wonder
All you eat is junk food
Alright, so my body's the same way
Only, it works against me
Yes, I know it makes me look 'cute'
I've been told
But not the type of 'cute' for a teen boy
You've got it down flat
Though 'cute' isn't the word they describe you by
I won't say it but you know exactly what I mean
Don't look at me that way
Stuttering is very unbecoming for you
Which reminds me, I know all about it
Even if you wanted to protect me
Thank you
Don't worry, I understand perfectly
And I'm....... happy for her, and you
She deserves to be with someone she's truly happy with
I-I always want the best for a friend
There's just a strange stabbing pain in my heart is all
No, she's definitely not shallow
She sees way past that, as I do
Your intelligence, courage, stamina
Three millennia must have done wonders
I know, but it's not all about duelling
Course I had no idea what the Black Lustre Ritual was until you told me
And we were sharing a body back then too
Your way of thinking is way beyond me
But you're the pharaoh
Is it true? Can you really see into people's souls?
Whoa, that's awesome!
And that's why you're the King of Games
But don't forget, when you're on top, there's envy
What me? Hehe, no, not really
Just the vessel is all
Vessel
That word makes me feel used
I was just, you know.......there
Okay, I did help out but you did most of the strategising
And that's why we always won
Because of you
You, Yami
Had it been only me, I wouldn't have made it past Duellist Kingdom
I break down too easily
You've always held firm
Why do you look so solemn?
Isn't it true?
Oh, you can see can't you?
Can't hide anything from you can I?
I'm sorry
I don't mean to
It's just...hard sometimes
This disappoints you doesn't it?
Because a light is supposed to be untainted
Free completely of earthy evils
So I guess it'll hurt you more to know
But it's true
I cling onto your flaws to stay level-headed
You are ruthless
And that hair thin deviation of yours makes all the difference
I feel better reflecting on that
It's nothing but that's all I have left
The fact that I am more humane than you
When it comes to being able to control anger
I am better
I best you
Please don't look that way
I hate seeing pain in your eyes
Is it because I'm better than you at something?
Or is it because your 'light' isn't pure as snow
And it saddens you
I'm sorry
But be realistic, Yami
I'm only human
But then again, human might not be good enough for you
A pharaoh
A god
You need a perfect light
Someone who can shine brightly enough through your darkness
Sorry I can't be the ideal light
I've let you down
It's plain as day, Yami, you don't have to say anything
And you don't have to forgive me either
In any case, I'm still sorry
I'll try my best, but it's not going to change anything
Don't go into my soul room anymore, by the way
No, don't be alarmed
The toys are still there
It's just that
Well........
The room's not so warm and inviting anymore
It's nothing, the temperature has just dropped a few degreases is all
And the smiles on my plushies aren't quite so......benevolent
They're a little more on the malicious side
I'm sorry
Yes it is that bad?
Don't blame yourself for this
It was entirely my fault
No, I don't think it can be fixed, as long as well, you know
I still care for you. You know that right?
We'll still work together as partners
We always have
A-alright, if you need to, than go
Thinking has always been another of your strong points
And I don't want to see you upset
Just hope you'll know
The thumbs up
High fives
And pasted smiles
Have always been for you
Even if they're weren't always sincere
-End-
