You were human at some point , you ought to understand .
You have been weak , like me, you've struggled as I did .
You've longed for your god to hear your prayers, too hard , too long and you were disapointed !
You renied your god becoming what you are now .
But you see , I'm not like you .
When you were weak , you still had strengh ( your faith ) while I had none !
I can't reny a god , if I don't even believe in one .
That's why I choose the easy way out .
I'll not fight , there is too many battles in life and I'm tired .
I'll just let the flow carry me.
Wether I sink or stay afloat doesn't matter because I'll drown either way !