Is it worth it ?

by toy89supra

this is my first fanfic so i am new to how everything works but I have a lot of ideas and I am sure that it will be highly appreciated and hope you like this. this is what happened to Youtuber that had a successful channel but to him he has lost things that he had at the start that was gone the more videos he made and this is what he had to say.

Is it worth it?

Is this, all worth it? All of the times that you and me spend was all for what is worth, or is it just trash in the bin left in solitude. Is saying "thank you" at the end of every time we meet lost it's meaning and purpose? Is it still worth trying to entertain you for that matter?

Even at the last second I hope you still with me, and still working on what I made and building on what we've started. My work and purpose was to entertain and make others happy, even in darker times.

I don't even know? But I feel like I have lost contact with all of which we started and built. Why do I even bother trying? I mean it was not like you cared anyways, and not even for a millisecond.

I am done with all of it, and I don't care even when you miss me in due time. I just don't want to waste time from me or anyone else.

I just want to leave this. And I mean all of it.

I feel like I am shooting blanks out in the dark and hoping that I made the right shot even with the chance of not making it.

It is time to go. All of it must go. I am done with this. I see that I made a fool of myself, and only for just laughs for the people that were not even my friends. It was a game then but now I see the truth and its all burdened on my back. Goodbye "YouTube."