Disclaimer: I don't own anything
This is set when Edward leaves Bella in the woods, its how I think she would feel.
Love is truly the worse pain
Have you ever felt loved
Because I have
When you feel it its amazing
The best feeling in the world
But when that love is ripped away from you
Leaving you alone and shocked
But most of all you feel is the pain
Like a hole has been ripped in your chest and your heart pulled out
The hole never closes and can never be filled
It tears you apart day by day
Until your no more
When the first time your love never said he loves you back
That's the worst sort of pain you can feel
It stabs deep into your soul and scars you for life
you think everything's ok
Then it hits you like a ton of bricks
you think you will cry for the rest of your life
The tears just wont stop
Now your feel sad, alone and hurt
Hurt by the one person who promised
To never hurt you
And he did, and that is the worst pain
Thoughts run through your head
Am I not good enough
I know no-one could ever love me
I'm useless
I feel terrible pain if I think I have hurt him
But he tells me I'm no good for him
And that hurts
Its like he doesn't even care
I always thought of love as sweet
Love as something I would always want
Now all I think is it's a mask for pain
And the pain is the worst ever
And nothing can ever help you
your all alone
you feel pain and just want to curl up and die
you have no purpose no more
There's no point
Are all the sweet things he said just a lie
Did he ever mean any of it
Now I'm having my doubts
I wish he wouldn't do this to me
I don't want to be hurt again
He says I'm so perfect
But I have to disagree with him
I don't think so
I never was and never will be
The conclusion to this is
Love
you have it and it's the most wondrous thing in the world
But it is just a fancy mask for how much pain is hidden behind it
And the longer you go the bigger the pain will be
There is always pain at the end
It is a what happens every time
Love hurts and always will
In the end I found out it hurts to much
So I decided what I think will be the best thing to do
don't love
EVER
The first thing I would like to say Is I apologize for the poor excuse of a fanfic I wrote before.
It is not like me and I am not happy with my self that I even posted such a disgraceful piece of work, but thank you for all who reviewed it and pointed out what I did wrong.
It was a very emotional time for me and it was a way for me to let out my pain inside.
I hope you all think this is a bit better I made the much needed changes.
well like before please tell me if you don't agree with my changes or think it could do with more improvement I do like to hear your constructive criticism it helps me.
So thanks to all : )