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A/N: I know the first chappy is short but I got to get into bed. So, I figured this would be a good stopping point. If you like it so far then please REVIEW. If I get reviews I will put up more but if I don't receive any then I will not finish it.

All Is Far In Love and War

I remember the way I felt the day he returned to SmackDown. I watched him stroll up the hall like he was the greatest thing around and no one could touch him. I love his new cocky attitude and the new look. He saw me sitting and staring and smiled in my direction showing his beautiful smile and saying simply, "Kurt" and nodding his head. I wanted to die. He had actually talked to me and acknowledged my presence. I knew it wasn't much but it was a lot better than the days when The Great One could care less about me outside the ring.

I have lusted for Dwayne, The Rock, Johnson for so long now it had almost become a past time for me. Even when he was in Hollywood filming his movies I was still right on top of him. I knew where he was or what he was doing. I knew where I could find him in case I got brave but that never happened. I have always been so scared of losing and of being alone. To not have someone else there with me to support me and be there for me. It seemed as the only really thing that I even loved or cared of could care less about me. Then that smile and I thought things were changing for the better until Stephanie told me the news.

"Kurt, look I know you aren't going to like this idea very much but Dwayne wants to go to Raw."

"What, Why?" I ask as my heart shatters into a million pieces.

"He said he has worked for Smack Down long enough and he thinks he needs to share his character. He's only doing what Austin said the fans would like."

Then it hit and I knew. It was Steve. He was leaving to be with Steve. I had forgotten all about it. Dwayne was doing whatever he could to be close to Austin. Dwayne wanted Austin to notice him as bad as I wanted Dwayne to notice me. I could feel my stomach start to twist and a lump well up in my throat. I knew that if something wasn't done or I didn't tell Dwayne how I felt about him I was going to loose him forever.

"Kurt, are you OK?" I hear Stephanie say outside my thoughts.

"I just need to sit down, Steph."

"Kurt, look you can't let this bother you. Besides, no one even knows how you feel about him but me. Not even Dwayne knows so you can't go acting upset about it."

"I know it, Steph. It's not that big of a deal but…

Then I hear his voice outside the door asking for Stephanie. Stephanie shots me a glance to see if its ok and I nod slowly telling her to open the door. She opens the door and Dwayne walks in. His smell intoxicated the whole room and his brown eyes hypnotized me instantly. He was in his wrestling trunks and had sweat rolling off his back. I hear him speak to Stephanie not even noticing I am here. It's almost like a rock crushing away and my heart. Then he turns to leave.

"Hey, Kurt! Sorry The Rock didn't see you sitting there."

"Hey D." I manage to get out.

He smiles and walks out the door. He is always so pumped after wining his matches. He sometimes stays in character until the next morning. It's just something he does. Tonight was the last night I would see him walking the halls. Vince and him had just screwed Hogan and he was off to stake his claim on Raw and off to stake his claim with Austin.