Author's Note: KOS-MOS reflecting on life, thinking in her heart
In Dreams, We Live On:
...
To
die...
To
sleep...
Maybe
to dream...
And
in dreams...
I
live forever in eternity...
For
I am free to sever the chains that bind...
The
bonds that tie humans to death...
Therefore...
I
die...
I
sleep...
Perchance
to dream...
Dream
of a world free of pain...
Free
of the harsh reality we know...
You
are free...
To
sever the chains that bind you...
"May
your souls rest in peace..."
Doesn't
chaos say that?
When
an enemy has fallen?
Why
pray for those whom we hate?
Why
be born when we are meant to die?
Why
does he wish such fond things for them while it is rather us that
suffer more?
...His
heart is pure and clean, undefiled...
Will
I...
One
day be like that?
Or
will I only be excused of my sins when I die?
No
matter how much I repent by feeling remorse for the dead?
No...
God
is dead: Humans are the only Gods now.
...
I should've known that...
All
I am...
Is
a mere weapon...
A
weapon created by the hands of men...
And
one day will die by the hands of men...
To
live by the sword is to die by the sword, right?
I
live to kill, I kill to live...
Makes
sense...
...Chief
Uzuki...
Shion...
Will
you ...
Save
me from myself?
From
these thoughts that now plague my once straight-forward mind?
This
fear I hold is not something you programmed...
Is
this... what it's like to be human?
To
question your very existence?
To
question your lot in life?
Why?
Why
do I feel this way...
...when
I have no heart...?