THIS IS MY FIRST YAOI SO CRUSH ME IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT AND TELL ME HOW I CAN IMPROVE FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER. I LIKE THE CRITISISM. ALSO, SORRY IT IS SO LONG, I JUST SHIP IT SO MUCH I WANTED A LONG STORY. I HOPE YOU GET THROUGHT IT AND YOU DON'T GET BORED. – McNya
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The dots are the change in the point of view, not that I doubt your intelligence but just as a friendly reminder.
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Kagami had never thought of Kuroko as a friend, it was only until they moved forward and became the duo that they were now that he had even really thought about it. Until now he always thought of himself as a 'one man band' and that is all he would ever need, especially to catch up to those shit heads that call themselves 'the generation of miracles'.
"Kagami-kun, you shouldn't look so serious all of the time." Kuroko said in his hushed, cool voice.
This is the millionth time they have walked home together and one too many when he thought about it. They didn't have much in common besides the fact they both love basketball and dislike the way all the member of the generation of miracles functioned. They walked through the chilly air the same as they did nearly every day, silently while occasionally glancing at each other or making small talk about what they'll do. However, every so often the small boy would glance at the giant by the side of him when he thought he didn't notice.
"You're small but you're not in a blind spot or anything" Kagami said still looking forward "can you stop doing that?"
"Doing what?" Kuroko was the type to play dumb and he was not fond of it, his mood heated and his anger was never tamed easily. Kagami stopped suddenly allowing Kuroko to walk forward a few steps before he realised.
"YOU KNOW WHAT!" he yelled too aggressively for the situation.
"Sorry but I really don't" he said in his cool voice and collected poker face, he hated how he never knew what he was thinking.
Kagami looked down on to the pavement and kept walking, Kuroko, like always following closely behind.
"Just stop glancing at me like that, you know what I am talking about"
"Sorry".
Then only silence, they always got near Kuroko's house first and so they started to depart.
"I'll see you in class tomorrow then" Kagami said as the corner where they broke off was near.
"Yes, I shall, although-"
"You have to come in to school and practice, no point trying to get a day off. I know she was tough on us-"
"I never do I was just wondering if you would like to accompany me" his eyes fell to the floor so his expression was hidden.
"Why?" Kagami stood on the pavement confused. Kuroko had never asked that of anyone before and certainly not him even though, despite himself he was pretty close to him.
"My parents will be out and I like the company. Number two is with Riko because she wanted him for a little while."
Kagami was a bit shocked for a second there, Kuroko looked, well a bit more human? He was always like a robot and never showed emotions. He knows he has them, obviously but they come out in little bits at a time. A light blush came to his cheeks and Kagami took a little pity in that. It must've taken all his strength to ask him.
"If you really want me to" he said in his cool manor.
A happier faced graced Kuroko's face and a little butterfly in Kogami's stomach, although he pushed it aside as nothing more than hunger.
Kuroko's house was just as Kogami pictured it, neat, sweet smelling, and simple but actually well decorated. He took off his shoes at the entrance and pretty much made himself at home walking in to the kitchen to cook.
"Wow" he looked in to the fridge and he had never seen such a good variety of foods. He could really cook up a storm.
"My parents are going for a little while so they stocked up, help yourself."
As Kogami cooked he could feel Kuroko's gaze on him and he couldn't shake some intense feeling coming off him.
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Kuroko always had a knack for being able to think whatever he wanted and no one would ever know what he was thinking. He watch Kagami cook and admired him greatly. Not just as a player but as a person off the court. Although being his new light gave him a whole new appreciation of him that he never had for Aomine-kun. He enjoyed his company, his voice, habits, hot tempered personality and all round found him a very attractive person.
I don't think this was a good idea now. Kuroko was working his way to thinking how Kogami could maybe see him in the way he saw him? If only a little bit. He'd had a few feelings for Kise but nothing as strong as he developed for Kogami and had never acted upon them before. He must have been the first person to come to his house besides the time Momoi-san had invited herself.
I don't think I can do this after all now that I think about it. He's just too, manly, I guess to ever see me in the way I see him and even if he did what would I do then just recklessly telling him about how I feel? I can't even think this through logically.
He has his heart set on telling him tonight and it would be his only night. Sure he could tell him any time but he really want to make, a pass on him, even just the once. It may ruin friendship but it would never ruin their basketball together, that is assured. Hopefully Kogami would let him down easy if he just couldn't have that kind of relationship with him.
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A few more moments passed and Kagami could hear Kuroko get up and walk towards him.
"Have no fear, this food is in good hands. I am sure that cooking is not necessarily your strong suit or at least for the variety I am cooking up, it won't be long just take and seat." He turned around to wonder what was up with him. "Why do you have stand so close" he turned to look down on him. "You really should stop doing that."
Kuroko was just standing there, looking at him with that poker face. For a few seconds he was lost in those eyes that were like pools of the bluest ocean, someone could really get loose themselves looking in to them.
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Okay, now is your chance. 3, 2, 1 – Kuroko suddenly grabbed Kagami by his apron and pulled the overly tall highschooler towards him in to a light kiss. Just a simple one and even though his action was rough the kiss wasn't, it was slight and meaningful. He suddenly got a little ahead of himself and pressed a little harder. Kagami wasn't pulling back but then again he wasn't doing anything. After a few more seconds he pulled away and looked down at the floor, he was sure his face would have been completely red.
"I'm sorry" was the only words he could muster in his embrassment and muddled up feelings. Why didn't he pull away? Why isn't he saying anything? Is he shocked? Didn't he mind?
He finally raised his head in a desperate attempt to get all of his feelings out at once and fast otherwise he would just dissapear in to the house, let Kagami leave and never say anthing more about it.
"I'm sorry I just thought it was the fastest way to show you how I feel. I'm not good with words but I really, truly think you're an amazing person but I feel like I want more from our relaionship. I know, for one I am a guy and you're kind of in a relationship of your own with Basketball but I find that I like you so much more."
He looked in to Kogami's eyes and for once with the exression on his face he couldn't tell what he was thinking.
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As Kagami was pulled towards Kuroko's soft lips he just didn't know what to do. Part was to pull away and the other to just go with it. Despite being a dude he just stayed there, still. Trying to work out if he liked it or not and as Kuroko pulled away, he felt a little bit sad? Maybe when he but he was still all confused and had no experience on the whole ordeal. He stood there waiting for something to be said but Kuroko just bowed his head and looked to the floor.
"I'm sorry" his words faint. Idiot, you've got nothing to be sorry for. You're braver than most people and it's not like it wasn't enjoyable in the end. Was what he was thinking but the words didn't come out. He wasn't being soothing here, Kuroko lifted his head and upon looking at his expression he was kind of sad or in a way deserpate to explain himself but he didn't need to. Kogami's face gave no idication of his feelings though.
"I'm sorry I just thought it was the fastest way to show you how I feel. Well you sure showed me, didn't you? You're quite reckless in this sort of thing, I would never expect it from you.
"I'm not good with words but I really, truly think you're an amazing person but I feel like I want more from our relaionship." Really? I just though you kind of tolerated me. I know about the whole 'me being you're new light' but I never though you liked me that much until now.
"I know, for one I am a guy and you're kind of in a relationship of your own with Basketball but I find that I like you so much more." He giggled to himself in his head. 'Married to basketball' that's one way to put it but I've never really been approached by anyone before. Maybe because I was foreign or because I was scary, probably my eyebrows. In these few seconds they both just stared at eachother with quite the intense gaze.
"Kuroko I," he was suddenly interrupted by his small voice.
"I know and you can leave if you want to, I just want to get it off my chest. Don't let this interupt our being team mates, that would truly break my heart. You can leave if you want to and I will not mention it again I just-"
"No, I was just going to say let me serve the food and then I will discuss this with you. I don't want it to burn or anything." He said with an awkward smile across his lips.
They sat and ate quetly for a time, a defening silence fell between them but their mind were beyond quieting for even a second. Kagami was focused on the fact that he didn't know what he was feeling. He didn't know if he could put these feelings together to be romantic but he knew deep down that they were. The silence was weighing heavy on him and so he finished quickly. Kuroko a couple minuets after probably with the same awkward tension on him.
In that time they had become the best washing duo but in silence. After, Kogami still wasn't ready to sting his feelings in to words but was releavied to turn around and see Kuroko had disappeared in to the house to give him that little bit more time he needed to gather any of the wits of which had not left him to fend for himself. He explored the house and found Kuroko in what must have been his room, just having made his bed next to his. This didn't scare him or make him feel nervous but a little bit happy and yet shocked at how Kuroko was kind of just doing it but with an ever so cute blush that dusted his cheeks.
Might as well try and do something to break this silence. I mean we're just creepily looking at eachother now. "So, Kuroko" He began averting his gaze from his and looking at the floor slighly. "I've been thinking and I believe that I can requite your feelings but I just- I don't know how a two dude relationships works and I don't know if I am ready to try."
With that Kuroko had already gotten across the room without him knowing and pulled him in to a passionate kiss and this time he didn't care, falling in to it with him.
Kuroko decided to disapppear and get away from Kogami, leaving him to his own thoughts after their meal. He had more going around his head, he was sure. Most of it being happiness, at the chance that he might with someone he deeply admired and thought would throw him aside if he knew how he truly felt. In that he never realised he was making Kogami's bed right next to his and wished he hadn't. I hope he doesn't get the wrong idea with this. I don't want him to jump to conclusions and think that I think I am already with him or something like that. I just wish I was more experienced in a relationships. With that he walked in to the room slowly. Kind of gazing at him, making eye contanct and breaking it again.
Kogami suddenly started talking after a few minuets of silence and just randomly gazing at each other. "So, Kuroko" he got all chocked up at that moment but didn't let him see it. This was his moment of truth and he didn't know how he would react if he was rejected at this stage.
"I've been thinking and I believe that I can requite your feelings" his eyes widened and without a second thought started to move slowly to the giant. I cannot believe it but he said it I know he said it.
"I don't know how a two dude relationships works and I don't know if I am ready to try." He was already so close to him. I guess we'll just have to try if you're so unsure he said happily to himself, grabbed him and drove him to a passionate kiss.
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This time he started to kiss back, it was a weird and wonderful sensation all at the same time and before he knew it his hands were on the small athletes back pulling him in ever closer. His skin was soft as he briefly touched it when his shirt ruffled up a little. Silky and yet firm. Kuroko was pulling him closer as the kiss got deeper and they opened their mouths for each other tongues willingly.
I have no idea what I am doing right now and it's not like I don't like it but – in that thought Kuroko let out a little gasp of pleasure that made Kogami feel a little more excited to make him feel that way. Okay well, it's kind of like a girl, I guess. Nothing to it really, he seems to be enjoying himself and so am I nothing wrong here. With that and each passing moment he just a little harder, bit by bit. He didn't want to force himself on to him though, he had no idea what he would do and no idea how Kuroko would react but he was getting that little bit too excited with each little ruffle of his shirt so he could feel his skin, with each little moan that escaped Kuroko and so he just-
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Kuroko was way too excited for his own good, Kagami was actually contributing to the kiss now. This was to get him in to it but it's only be 10 seconds and he already seems to be getting more excited with each passing second. His hands were touching and exploring, it was too much for him to bare "Ah-." He supressed his little moan the best he could but it only drew Kagami closer to him. What if he actually wants to go further than this? I've never done this and I am pretty sure hasn't but I just- Just can't stop myself. I am so sorry Kagami I don't want to lead you on but I don't want to disappoint you with my lack of knowledge and experience.
A couple minuets went on and his moans were coming in louder and clearer now, little gasps escaping constantly and he just couldn't control himself. He was already hard and at this point didn't want Kagami to feel it or even know.
BAM- Was the sound of Kogami pinning him against the wall and pressing himself against him making him all the more anticipated for what couldn't happen. Then he was being picked up, light as a feather and brought to the bed. I have no idea how he knows what to do but he can continue.
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In his excitement everything happened so quickly, I have no idea what I am doing but I might as well continue.