I lie awake at night for you and pray
We cross the deepest oceans, cargo across the sea
And if you don't believe me just put your hands on me
And all the constellations shine down for us to see
-Vanessa Carlton, Hands on Me
Kairi's POV
Sora, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not what you want, apparently. I'm sorry for everything you've been through. I'm sorry we drifted apart after you left me. Again. I'm sorry about your mother being diagnosed with breast cancer. I'm sorry Riku moved away. I'm sorry Selphie cheated on you. I'm sorry you get so angry. I'm sorry I can't do anything. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Sora, but I love you and always will.
I saw Sora today. At school. With a group of pretty girls. I wish I was in that group. What happened to us? We've been through everything together. I remember when we first met, and everything we did together, up until this day. I remember a few weeks ago when we talked... for about two minutes. Then you left me. Again. Please, please Sora realise we belong together. I love you.
Am I not good enough? Your smile, your eyes, when you look at me... it dazzles me. When I'm around you, I can't breathe. I look stupid, like the shy little girl I was a few years ago. Do you remember us back then? I miss that.
I remember when you told me you liked me. I cried I was so happy. Then a few hours later, you took it back, and broke up with me, and my heart. I tried to mend the pieces but... the memories... it hurts.
You traveled worlds to find me...
These are the confessions I cannot confess.
Sora's POV
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I left you. Again. It almost killed me. But I fought my way home... to see your smile, your laughter, everything about you I fought for, It kept me going. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry I've been so angry. I can't take it. You don't look at me, you hate me I bet. You should, I hate myself, everything I've done to you. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.
Every so often, I'll see you in the hallways of this jail cell, this hell, this... school. These temptations when I see you... I could get on my knees and confess my love for you.
I guess I'm not good enough. You aim high, reach that amazing Prince Charming that you deserve. I wish I could be your Prince Charming, but I'm to horrible to you, I'm to ugly, I'm to sloppy, my grades aren't good enough, I'm not nice enough, I'm... not good enough for you.
I've always liked you, I really always have. I made bad mistakes, to many. I can't believe I chose Selphie over you. And Rikku.. and Yuki, and Jessie... and all the others. I hate myself. UGHH!!
I travelled worlds to find you, I love you Kairi.
These are the confessions I cannot confess.
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