I Cant Be Your Friend, Anymore by Rushlow
Sony lyric's belong to whoever they belong to, I know for a fact they don't
belong to me. Same goes for Harry, Ginny, and Voldadork and Cho. Don't own
them either, though I wouldn't wanna own Cho. Enjoy the fic thingy.
*~*~*
This might come as quite a shock
But I've given it alot of thought
And this thing that's come between us, can't be ignored
I've taken all I can
This is where it's gotta end
Cause, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
"Harry, we need to talk alone please." I told him quietly. I could barely
do this as it was, I didn't need a crowd to bare witness to this.
"Sure. What is it Gin?" he asked. He looked a bit uncomfortable but that
was nothing to how I was feeling at the moment.
I led him to a darken corner of the common room. I sat down on the floor in
the corner of course. I had a bad habit of trapping myself when I wanted to
talk about something serious. And this was a very serious matter indeed. It
was now or have myself committed later. He looked at me confused.
"Is something the matter Gin?" he asked. If only he knew, and he would soon
enough. Suddenly I wasn't so sure of myself but I sucked that back and took
a deep breathe.
"Yes, yes there is. Now before you say anything let me speak."
*~*~*
And I can't be accused
Of not being there for you
How many nights have you shown up at my door
I hope you understand
That this wasn't in the plan
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
"We can't be friends anymore." I sighed a big breath of relief. Now that
part was off my chest. He looked quite crestfallen. Could he.....nah he
doesn't, he couldn't.
"I tried not to let it get this far, but I couldn't help it and now it has
to end." He was still confused if not even more so than before. "I can't
take feeling like this anymore. Its driving me mad. You know how I feel
about you. I tried so hard to move on and squash these feelings but they
just keep getting stronger. So strong that now I can't ignore them
anymore."
*~*~*
And, it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And, all I wanna do is show you
How I really feel inside
You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
I think this was a bigger blow to him than I thought. Oh well, I have to do
it or else I will lose myself completely around him. Right, I still have
more to say to the clueless git.
"For awhile I was hoping that our 'talks' would help us get to know each
other better and then that would lead to an 'us' possibly." I took another
breath and gave him a few more moments to absorb all this. Really I was the
only one who could even comfort him after his nightmares from Voldadork. I
was the only other person who has had an encounter with the bloody jerk who
lived to tell about it. Like Cho could understand it, Puh-Lease. Even if
she could, she wouldn't."
*~*~*
Now, it's up to you
Do I win or do I lose
Will my heart fly, or lie broken on the floor
Take me as I am
Cause I wanna be your man
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
"Now you know all this. And now you can decide if we can give it a shot or
if I am going to have to go commit myself to St. Mungo's. Either way my
heart is in your hands and every second it kills me a little more. Being so
close to you tear's me in half. I can't stand to be around you, because I
can't have you but I also can't stand being away from you because then
everything seems so drabby and pointless."
*~*~*
And, it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And, all I wanna do is show you
How I really feel inside
You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
My overdue, probably going to make him run and scream, long ass talk is now
almost done. I have one more thing to say.
"So Harry do I win or do I loose? Because we can't be just friends
anymore."
Now I was beginning to think maybe this talk wasn't such a good idea. Was I
ready for the answer? Well ready or not, I would find out soon. As soon as
Harry found the ability to speak again I would know.
He looked quite nervous and I couldn't read his eyes. So his face
expression was useless to help me guess at what he was going to say. Goody,
his mouth is moving, words coming out any minute.
"Gin I...." He started to speak.
*~*~*
We can't be just friends
Anymore...
*~*~*
Hope you enjoyed this. I was orignaially gonna do this for Jilly's
challenge but I couldn't find the lyrics at the time so I did What Was I
Thinkin'. Pretty darn funny so check it out and leave a review.
Embyr Black
**swings chain back n forth trin to hypnotize u** You are getting sleepy
very very sleepy. When I count to 3 and clap you will leave a review
praising this piece and then you will do the same w/ her other ficxs as
well
1
2
3
**claps**
Go on now, review.
Sony lyric's belong to whoever they belong to, I know for a fact they don't
belong to me. Same goes for Harry, Ginny, and Voldadork and Cho. Don't own
them either, though I wouldn't wanna own Cho. Enjoy the fic thingy.
*~*~*
This might come as quite a shock
But I've given it alot of thought
And this thing that's come between us, can't be ignored
I've taken all I can
This is where it's gotta end
Cause, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
"Harry, we need to talk alone please." I told him quietly. I could barely
do this as it was, I didn't need a crowd to bare witness to this.
"Sure. What is it Gin?" he asked. He looked a bit uncomfortable but that
was nothing to how I was feeling at the moment.
I led him to a darken corner of the common room. I sat down on the floor in
the corner of course. I had a bad habit of trapping myself when I wanted to
talk about something serious. And this was a very serious matter indeed. It
was now or have myself committed later. He looked at me confused.
"Is something the matter Gin?" he asked. If only he knew, and he would soon
enough. Suddenly I wasn't so sure of myself but I sucked that back and took
a deep breathe.
"Yes, yes there is. Now before you say anything let me speak."
*~*~*
And I can't be accused
Of not being there for you
How many nights have you shown up at my door
I hope you understand
That this wasn't in the plan
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
"We can't be friends anymore." I sighed a big breath of relief. Now that
part was off my chest. He looked quite crestfallen. Could he.....nah he
doesn't, he couldn't.
"I tried not to let it get this far, but I couldn't help it and now it has
to end." He was still confused if not even more so than before. "I can't
take feeling like this anymore. Its driving me mad. You know how I feel
about you. I tried so hard to move on and squash these feelings but they
just keep getting stronger. So strong that now I can't ignore them
anymore."
*~*~*
And, it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And, all I wanna do is show you
How I really feel inside
You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
I think this was a bigger blow to him than I thought. Oh well, I have to do
it or else I will lose myself completely around him. Right, I still have
more to say to the clueless git.
"For awhile I was hoping that our 'talks' would help us get to know each
other better and then that would lead to an 'us' possibly." I took another
breath and gave him a few more moments to absorb all this. Really I was the
only one who could even comfort him after his nightmares from Voldadork. I
was the only other person who has had an encounter with the bloody jerk who
lived to tell about it. Like Cho could understand it, Puh-Lease. Even if
she could, she wouldn't."
*~*~*
Now, it's up to you
Do I win or do I lose
Will my heart fly, or lie broken on the floor
Take me as I am
Cause I wanna be your man
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
"Now you know all this. And now you can decide if we can give it a shot or
if I am going to have to go commit myself to St. Mungo's. Either way my
heart is in your hands and every second it kills me a little more. Being so
close to you tear's me in half. I can't stand to be around you, because I
can't have you but I also can't stand being away from you because then
everything seems so drabby and pointless."
*~*~*
And, it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And, all I wanna do is show you
How I really feel inside
You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But, I can't be your friend, anymore
*~*~*
My overdue, probably going to make him run and scream, long ass talk is now
almost done. I have one more thing to say.
"So Harry do I win or do I loose? Because we can't be just friends
anymore."
Now I was beginning to think maybe this talk wasn't such a good idea. Was I
ready for the answer? Well ready or not, I would find out soon. As soon as
Harry found the ability to speak again I would know.
He looked quite nervous and I couldn't read his eyes. So his face
expression was useless to help me guess at what he was going to say. Goody,
his mouth is moving, words coming out any minute.
"Gin I...." He started to speak.
*~*~*
We can't be just friends
Anymore...
*~*~*
Hope you enjoyed this. I was orignaially gonna do this for Jilly's
challenge but I couldn't find the lyrics at the time so I did What Was I
Thinkin'. Pretty darn funny so check it out and leave a review.
Embyr Black
**swings chain back n forth trin to hypnotize u** You are getting sleepy
very very sleepy. When I count to 3 and clap you will leave a review
praising this piece and then you will do the same w/ her other ficxs as
well
1
2
3
**claps**
Go on now, review.