Dear Diary,
I got this diary on occasion from my Father/Headmaster. he said i would need it through this stage of life, so here i go writing what i did today and what is going on in my mind. Thank you fo listening to my my Diary. i guess i can write here whatever i feel. so im doing that right away. prepare..
Today it was such a normal day at the Cross academy. All the students where like everyday. You know what I mean. The nightclass was as normal too. But, as always Kaname- Sempai looked at me and Zero with a strange look. And I don't know what it is about.
Zero and I are together since that evening. When he was brought home by the headmaster. He is my Half dad too. I remember like it Happened Yesterday. He stood there quietly while I was told to help him find the bathroom. He looked so friendly. I guess I fell a little in love with him that time.
After staring at each other for some seconds, I got his hand and helped him wash himself. He was Covered in blood. I still don't know what happened. Being my usual self, I couldn't help but ask him what, He cried. I held him in my arms while we sat there silently in the bathroom of our 'outo-san/嘔吐さん*' (* Father in Japanese)
Kaname- Sempai wasn't his usual self today either. He looked at me like 'Why did you betray me' or something. Why? I don't know. What I also don't know is what happened the night when kaname- Sempai rescued me from that scary Vampire. I know he rescued me but what happened before? I need to talk to him very soon.
I also feel a bit scared about it. About what happened. I'm also a bit scared about Kaname- Sempai. Only a little but though. Because he rescued me after all. I don't know what I feel for Kaname- Sempai. I guess it isn't love what I feel. But something else. What is it?
I also keep having these dreams. About that night. When he rescued me. I also dreamed about a very pretty but similar woman. Like I know her. But I never saw her in my life! What is wrong with me? She called me by my name. 'Yuki, Yuuki!' She said. What did she want to tell me about?
So many questions unanswered. I need awnsers now. I need them. I feel like the dreams are getting scarier. Or 'Yume/夢' like we call it.
I guess I will go to sleep now. It's getting late. Headmaster is singing in the shower, what an amazing man he is.
Until tomorrow!
P.s. Oh no I forgot doing my homework for tomorrow!
'Still you do not awnser..'
(Ending theme first season, Still doll by Kanon wakashima)