A/N: Okay, So I really like the Girl meets world episode, Girl meets RileyTown and I have to say that it was pretty sad. So I decided to make a one shot fanfic about it. This is my very first Girl Meets World fanfic but I might write more in the future :) I actually was gonna finish this up last month but for some reason I forgot about it lol sorry about that guys.

I know I haven't posted anything in a while and it seems like I only updated or post something

I hope you enjoy anyway. And Have a Happy Thanksgiving! :)

They say, sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me, but do people ever stop to think how that statement is such nonsense? Take it from me, 14 year old Riley Matthews.

It's true what people say about me, I'm goofy and I'm weird, it's what makes me Riley Matthews. People accept it and love me for it, I loved and accepted me for it. But it's crazy how a few texts from one person can change how you feel about yourself.

I have no idea who this person is, but I have to admit, they sure do know how to make a person hate themselves for who they are. I didn't know words can hurt this bad until now. Every awful text I got, everything they said hurt me so much to the core.

...You exist and you're weird, and you get in the way of where I'm looking. So stop being weird and stop being happy. No one should be as happy as you. Stop being who you are. Or I'm gonna put my foot in your weird, stupid face!

Yep, so sweet, right? What a nice text to make someone feel good about themselves, right? Right?

Wanna know what else is worse? When comments like that just sticks to me like glue and I can't get it out, it's so frustrating and stressful. Why people have to be so cruel? I don't just understand it. Is this person so miserable and so unhappy with themselves that they have to go around make another person be miserable just like them? Is that it?! Do they know how much what their saying to me is making me feel right now? Do they even know how much I shed tears at night because of their cruel comments towards me? I bet they think it's funny for them to talk to someone like that, but they don't think about other's feelings before saying that stuff. I guess they don't really care.

How typical.

I don't know how to deal with this; I don't know what to do. I don't want to tell my friends and family about this! They can't find out! They just can't! They might freak out a storm! Especially Lucas, he might freak out more than a storm. When it comes to someone hurting his friends, he's like our own personal protector.

Yes, I am happy, outgoing and cheerful on the outside, but on the inside, I can get extremely insecure, nobody knows this but me, only me. Just because I look happy on the outside doesn't mean I can't have things I dislike about myself like anyone else can.

Sometimes I don't feel pretty, sometimes I don't feel like I'm good enough, it's a feeling I sometimes have but I never talk to anyone else about it.

I just don't know what to do, who can I talk to? Who can I run to? Who can help me with this? Tears are soaking my pillow every night, I just feel so alone and helpless in this situation.

I wish I wasn't feeling so destroyed and broken on the inside, because that's how I'm feeling at the moment.

I don't think anyone will understand. Ever.