I knew when I married Louie I would have to make sacrifices. A lot of them. I would have to sacrifice my devious, scheming ways, sacrifice seeing my friends and family every day, sacrifice living in New York, sacrifice checking Gossip Girl. But the biggest sacrifice I had to make was also the biggest mistake I ever made. I sacrificed love. True, undying, unyielding love. I could have gotten it back. I have no doubt in my mind that he would have taken me back at any moment without a spilt second of thought. But now its too late. Now the only man I ever truly loved is gone, and along with him all of my hope. The only reason I am still living is because of the one ounce of love I still have in me. The only reason I am still alive is because of Audrey Elizabeth Bass. Our daughter. One day she's going to grow up and wonder where her father is. That is when I will pull her into my arms and tell her our story in the hope that she will somehow understand, and also that she will never make the same horrid mistake I made. I am telling you this story, that I will one day tell her, with the same hope that my mistake is never repeated by any person ever again, and that no one will ever have to go through the pain that I went through. Please I am begging of you, if you are ever lucky enough to find true love, cling to it and never let go no matter what happened. This is the story of the man who couldn't be moved, and how with one story, told by a fifteen year old girl, changed my life forever.