Haku: -cries before she even starts writing the fic-
Yami Haku: What is it now Hikari?
Haku: It's just so SAD!!!!
Y. Haku: So I'm guessing you're warning people to get the tissues? What is it with you and your fics? It seems every one either involves angst or rape.
Haku: That's not true and you know it. -Blows nose-
Y. Haku: MmmmKay. Well, seeing as my Hikari is in no state to tell you this without bawling her eyes out. Yugi lovers will not like this ending.
Yami: -abruptly leaves the room-
Y. Haku: -sweatdrop- Well seeing as my Hikari is about to cry.
Haku: -sniff-
Y. Haku: I have to do the disclaimer. Here it is.
MY HIKARI DOES NOT OWN YU-GI-OH! IN ANY WAY! SHE WISHES SHE DID, BUT ALAS, SHE DOESN'T!
Haku: -still sniffing slightly- This fic also contains Anzu bashing (I only know her from the American series, so keep in mind that Anzu means Tea. and Shounen ai is contained in mild quantities in this fic. so watch out.
Y. Haku: I guess you got over what you're going to do to Yugi then?
Haku: -dissolves into tears once more-
Y. Haku: guess not. -sweatdrop-
Ch 1: How my soul doth bleed for you.
The once pure boy stared at the blood seeping down his arms. He sighed, his broken spirit lying on the floor of the bathroom, tears welling in his eyes and rolling down his face. So this is what it was like. to feel rejection, blood and suffering? Not that it mattered, it was just peculiar. He sighed, gently washing his latest wounds, knowing that his Yami wouldn't feel his pain. He'd closed their link long ago. when he couldn't stand it anymore. Right now he just relished in the fact that this pain meant he could still feel as he bandaged his slashed hands. His Yami was most definitely asleep now, the angel of darkness would be snoring lightly, his tanned skin shining in the moonlight, his tri-coloured hair glinting gently as it splayed elegantly over his pillow. Yugi sighed, looking at his reflection. The boy's once pure and innocent eyes were dark and hooded, whilst his skin seemed sunken. His hair, once so sleek and well kept, hung in a limp and tangled heap about his face as he watched himself through the eyes of a boy far away from that time and place. This hurt deeply, more than rejection should. Even though he had never been rejected, just left behind in a world too fast for the youngling. The fallen angel made no attempt to stop the tears that once again fell from his eyes. Yami. how he loved him, yet the dark half of his soul would never know.
Yami lay awake in bed that night, hearing Yugi walk past his bedroom, then back again a little while later. //Aibou?// It was no good. Even as he spoke the words he knew that they wouldn't get through. Yugi had made that decision some time ago, and it didn't seem like he was going to change his mind. Yami just wanted to know why? Why had the little vision of light changed so drastically over the last six months? It brought tears to the pharaoh's eyes knowing that the one had changed, but not knowing how he could get his little one, so precious to him back. The questions that left him awake at night still plagued him, but the boy would not answer, he simply avoided Yami wherever possible. Was it jealousy that kept him away? After all, the boy had only been this way since. well since he had started going out with Anzu. A pang of guilt wormed its way through his insides as he felt for the boy once more. He sighed and rolled over, contemplating how strange it was that his dark soul had somehow managed to become the Lighter part of the bond, how Yugi would no longer be innocent, not since he had changed. Yami sighed and closed is eyes, thinking about what had happened from the beginning.
Well it had started he could say when Yugi's grandfather had passed away, and if that wasn't abrupt enough, the young man had reached adulthood, meaning that he would have to fend for himself. Well, not *entirely* by himself, seeing as he had Yami, but Yugi still felt pain as his grandfather had been torn away from him, right when he needed him the most. At this stage, Yami had suspected nothing wrong with his Angel, and thought that everything would work out okay, what with Jou and Honda. Even Seto was supportive. But it wasn't that. the boy was lost in a way that none of them thought, his wide innocent eyes would make them all melt and plaster big goofy grins on his face, none more so than Yami. That was back when their relationship was stronger than ever. two friends, never to be parted. Yami sighed as with a jolt he was brought back to reality, as he felt the empty spot where his mind link usually rested, like a piece torn from his soul he shook his head angrily. He thought that their friendship could have withstanded anything. how very wrong he was.
Anzu on the other hand felt nothing of the pain that the boys felt as she looked out over the world with a big goofy grin on her face. Tomorrow was her and Yami's 6 month anniversary and she was so happy she was practically dancing. She had her clothes all ready laid out for their date tomorrow, and was busily hugging her knees and thinking that she ad to be the luckiest girl in the world. Right now, she didn't give a damn about the little mouto and his problems, let him sort it out. She didn't really care for him, only his sexy. drool worthy. loveable. smart. ((Y. Haku: Somebody slap the authoress. Haku: -blink-)) Well anyway, she only really cared for Yami. And Yami was hers. Forever. She sighed and drifted into a peaceful dream world, her dreams filled with wondrous things.
Yugi awoke the next morning, the same dread that seemed forever with him filling him up, taking him away from the Euphoria that was his dreams, Dreams with Yami. of what could have been, but would never be. He sighed, feeling his other half coming down the stairs, and hesitating for a moment outside his door. Yugi sighed and waited to see what would happen, but like every other morning, the cold that emanated from the boy's room seemed to put the pharaoh at unease, and he passed the door by. And like every other morning, Yugi waited until his presence had left the house before making his way downstairs to set the store up for another day of business. Not that he ran it anymore, no, that was the job of Jou and Honda. He just got it ready for their appearance, at the end of each week, putting their pay upon the counter for them, before hiding back upstairs, away from the world, away from them, but mostly away from Yami and that slut Anzu. See, Yugi knew that Anzu hated him, no matter the wool pulled over Yami's eyes that she didn't. But he would not spoil this for his other half, though it was destroying him that his dear pharaoh would never be able to return the feelings that the short man felt. He sighed and set about making up some excuse should anyone come up and run into him. He unconsciously gripped his puzzle, and the mind link flared briefly between him and his Yami, and the Yami felt the full impact of his pain.
//Yugi.// His voice flared briefly over the mind link, before it was shut down once more by the boy.
Haku: -is still sniffing slightly-
Yami: You MADE ME GO OUT WITH ANZU????????????
Haku: Ummm. yeah. you're probably wondering about that aren't you? Well you see. I'll do anything in the name of a good plot and. well. erm.
Y. Haku: She thought it would make an interesting twist.
Haku: What he said. (And yes, my dear Yami Haku is male. -pats his head- -glomps him-)
Yami: I don't believe it. But I thought you hated Anzu?
Haku: I do. but come on. you don't think you're gonna go out with her forever do you?
Yami: I better not be. And I noticed the small bit of Anzu bashing in this chapter.
Haku: -evil grin- Yes, well anyways. R&R anyone? -scowls at the shortness and prays that the next chapter is longer-
Yami Haku: What is it now Hikari?
Haku: It's just so SAD!!!!
Y. Haku: So I'm guessing you're warning people to get the tissues? What is it with you and your fics? It seems every one either involves angst or rape.
Haku: That's not true and you know it. -Blows nose-
Y. Haku: MmmmKay. Well, seeing as my Hikari is in no state to tell you this without bawling her eyes out. Yugi lovers will not like this ending.
Yami: -abruptly leaves the room-
Y. Haku: -sweatdrop- Well seeing as my Hikari is about to cry.
Haku: -sniff-
Y. Haku: I have to do the disclaimer. Here it is.
MY HIKARI DOES NOT OWN YU-GI-OH! IN ANY WAY! SHE WISHES SHE DID, BUT ALAS, SHE DOESN'T!
Haku: -still sniffing slightly- This fic also contains Anzu bashing (I only know her from the American series, so keep in mind that Anzu means Tea. and Shounen ai is contained in mild quantities in this fic. so watch out.
Y. Haku: I guess you got over what you're going to do to Yugi then?
Haku: -dissolves into tears once more-
Y. Haku: guess not. -sweatdrop-
Ch 1: How my soul doth bleed for you.
The once pure boy stared at the blood seeping down his arms. He sighed, his broken spirit lying on the floor of the bathroom, tears welling in his eyes and rolling down his face. So this is what it was like. to feel rejection, blood and suffering? Not that it mattered, it was just peculiar. He sighed, gently washing his latest wounds, knowing that his Yami wouldn't feel his pain. He'd closed their link long ago. when he couldn't stand it anymore. Right now he just relished in the fact that this pain meant he could still feel as he bandaged his slashed hands. His Yami was most definitely asleep now, the angel of darkness would be snoring lightly, his tanned skin shining in the moonlight, his tri-coloured hair glinting gently as it splayed elegantly over his pillow. Yugi sighed, looking at his reflection. The boy's once pure and innocent eyes were dark and hooded, whilst his skin seemed sunken. His hair, once so sleek and well kept, hung in a limp and tangled heap about his face as he watched himself through the eyes of a boy far away from that time and place. This hurt deeply, more than rejection should. Even though he had never been rejected, just left behind in a world too fast for the youngling. The fallen angel made no attempt to stop the tears that once again fell from his eyes. Yami. how he loved him, yet the dark half of his soul would never know.
Yami lay awake in bed that night, hearing Yugi walk past his bedroom, then back again a little while later. //Aibou?// It was no good. Even as he spoke the words he knew that they wouldn't get through. Yugi had made that decision some time ago, and it didn't seem like he was going to change his mind. Yami just wanted to know why? Why had the little vision of light changed so drastically over the last six months? It brought tears to the pharaoh's eyes knowing that the one had changed, but not knowing how he could get his little one, so precious to him back. The questions that left him awake at night still plagued him, but the boy would not answer, he simply avoided Yami wherever possible. Was it jealousy that kept him away? After all, the boy had only been this way since. well since he had started going out with Anzu. A pang of guilt wormed its way through his insides as he felt for the boy once more. He sighed and rolled over, contemplating how strange it was that his dark soul had somehow managed to become the Lighter part of the bond, how Yugi would no longer be innocent, not since he had changed. Yami sighed and closed is eyes, thinking about what had happened from the beginning.
Well it had started he could say when Yugi's grandfather had passed away, and if that wasn't abrupt enough, the young man had reached adulthood, meaning that he would have to fend for himself. Well, not *entirely* by himself, seeing as he had Yami, but Yugi still felt pain as his grandfather had been torn away from him, right when he needed him the most. At this stage, Yami had suspected nothing wrong with his Angel, and thought that everything would work out okay, what with Jou and Honda. Even Seto was supportive. But it wasn't that. the boy was lost in a way that none of them thought, his wide innocent eyes would make them all melt and plaster big goofy grins on his face, none more so than Yami. That was back when their relationship was stronger than ever. two friends, never to be parted. Yami sighed as with a jolt he was brought back to reality, as he felt the empty spot where his mind link usually rested, like a piece torn from his soul he shook his head angrily. He thought that their friendship could have withstanded anything. how very wrong he was.
Anzu on the other hand felt nothing of the pain that the boys felt as she looked out over the world with a big goofy grin on her face. Tomorrow was her and Yami's 6 month anniversary and she was so happy she was practically dancing. She had her clothes all ready laid out for their date tomorrow, and was busily hugging her knees and thinking that she ad to be the luckiest girl in the world. Right now, she didn't give a damn about the little mouto and his problems, let him sort it out. She didn't really care for him, only his sexy. drool worthy. loveable. smart. ((Y. Haku: Somebody slap the authoress. Haku: -blink-)) Well anyway, she only really cared for Yami. And Yami was hers. Forever. She sighed and drifted into a peaceful dream world, her dreams filled with wondrous things.
Yugi awoke the next morning, the same dread that seemed forever with him filling him up, taking him away from the Euphoria that was his dreams, Dreams with Yami. of what could have been, but would never be. He sighed, feeling his other half coming down the stairs, and hesitating for a moment outside his door. Yugi sighed and waited to see what would happen, but like every other morning, the cold that emanated from the boy's room seemed to put the pharaoh at unease, and he passed the door by. And like every other morning, Yugi waited until his presence had left the house before making his way downstairs to set the store up for another day of business. Not that he ran it anymore, no, that was the job of Jou and Honda. He just got it ready for their appearance, at the end of each week, putting their pay upon the counter for them, before hiding back upstairs, away from the world, away from them, but mostly away from Yami and that slut Anzu. See, Yugi knew that Anzu hated him, no matter the wool pulled over Yami's eyes that she didn't. But he would not spoil this for his other half, though it was destroying him that his dear pharaoh would never be able to return the feelings that the short man felt. He sighed and set about making up some excuse should anyone come up and run into him. He unconsciously gripped his puzzle, and the mind link flared briefly between him and his Yami, and the Yami felt the full impact of his pain.
//Yugi.// His voice flared briefly over the mind link, before it was shut down once more by the boy.
Haku: -is still sniffing slightly-
Yami: You MADE ME GO OUT WITH ANZU????????????
Haku: Ummm. yeah. you're probably wondering about that aren't you? Well you see. I'll do anything in the name of a good plot and. well. erm.
Y. Haku: She thought it would make an interesting twist.
Haku: What he said. (And yes, my dear Yami Haku is male. -pats his head- -glomps him-)
Yami: I don't believe it. But I thought you hated Anzu?
Haku: I do. but come on. you don't think you're gonna go out with her forever do you?
Yami: I better not be. And I noticed the small bit of Anzu bashing in this chapter.
Haku: -evil grin- Yes, well anyways. R&R anyone? -scowls at the shortness and prays that the next chapter is longer-