Even In Death
Description:
People die, but real love is forever. RxS brother/sister love not incest
Pairing:
RxS (non incest)
Songfic based on the song 'Even In Death' by Evanescence
Its Short and Sweet.
Basically, Ryan and Sharpay were very close, but Ryan died from cancer and this is basically her at his grave and telling him about how she's dealt with it.
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
Five months. It's been five months since you've left me. You're gone, but I refuse to let you go. That's why I'm visiting you today. I'm sitting on the cool, brown earth in front of the stone which you lay under in a hard box. There are flowers all over the ground. There are ominous clouds filling the sky. It's a dark day, although every day has been gloomy without you. The moonlight shines on the soft brown soil.
I smile as I think about our great moments together that we had. We were probably the closest brother and sister in the world. "I miss you, Ryan" I say to his grave.
I look at the engraved stone that read,
Ryan Evans
March 13, 1992-December 30, 2010
Beloved Brother and Son
'People Die, but real love is forever'
I got choked up, looking at the words and tears sprung to my eyes immediately upon reading the last line. Just cause you're here in my heart, doesn't mean that I don't miss you being here in the flesh. Our love remains, but I'll always miss you when you're gone. I know you wouldn't want me to be sad but it's hard to make here in this crazy, mixed-up, tortured world without you. You were my only anchor.
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
"Remember, Sharpay, Even in death, love goes on" Ryan says in his hospital bed, almost gone. Those were the words he always said to me, 'Even in death, love goes on' I heard those words almost everyday. Those were my favorite words. They kept me going everyday. When I woke up in the morning on a bad day, when I was in a bad mood, when something was going on in my life, those six words got me through it.
"I know, Ryan" I say, smiling.
"Even when i'm gone, i'll still love you" He says, "And I hope you'll still love me. I'll always be with you, too." He kisses my cheek.
"I'll always love you" I say hugging me.
Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me
They think i'm crazy for still loving you. "He's dead." "There's no use" "Your crazy, he's gone and he wont come back, its useless to love him" they say. But nothing can stop me from loving you. they say you won't come back, but I know i'll see you again someday because like you said, "Even In death, Life goes on.' They might not understand the bond we had when you were still here with me.
I hear you sing to me everyday in my dreams. I dream of you often. I guess that's how I keep you in my life. That's how I know that you're not gone. You're still here with me, in my heart. I'll never forget that. You were and always will be my best friend. You might be gone to other people, but you're still my best friend. I see you everyday, here in this spot.
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I cant love you anymore than I do
My love is endless for you. I cant love you more than I already do. I'll be here with you forever. You will always be my ducky. Because even in death, our love goes on. People die, but real love is forever.
'People die, but real love is forever'
A/N: Like it? Hate it? No flames please. Construction criticism, however, is very much welcome. :)
Well, I got this idea by listening to this song, and I looked up the lyrics on and when I read them, this idea just popped in my head almost immediately. Like most songfics, before I write, I look up song meaning analasys and other people's different interpretations and somehow I came up with this. :)
Please tell me what you think of it.
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