Betrayed.
No. Not betrayed. Betrayal would mean that there was some kind of trust.
But there was trust, wasn't there? At least there was at one point. There had to have been.
Yes.
Yes, there was trust. Trust which for the most part had been earned by each of them. Gradual trust.
Worked on and for. Proven and granted. But where had that trust gone?
That's right. Finding out the truth. The truth about the one entity that could end everything. End this frivolous
and pointless battle. End the suffering. End the choosing.
There was a promise as well as trust. Mostly unspoken.
A promise that no matter what... No matter what happened, and no matter what was happening the
answer would still be no.
Don't say yes. You can't say yes.
And now? A broken promise.
Lost trust.
Lies.
Working it's way inside, deep inside. A feeling. Something, no not something.
A nothing?There is nothing left. Nothing as it was or how it should be.
But there is something.
Disappointment.
Disappointment laced with, anger?
Yes.
Anger.
The epitome of recent days. Anger at them. Anger at the others. Anger at him. Anger at myself.
Everything is full of anger.
Wrath? Perhaps wrath is a slight too strong. No. Yes? Unsure.
Others; dander, umbrage, indignation... It goes on.
I gave everything. My family. Colleagues. Beliefs. Life. Being.
Ultimately it falls to one thing. One small word.
Three simple letters, characters.
I can not watch. Can not be there.
Failure.
I am weak.
Yes.
It has been said.
There is no trust.