Beautiful Goodbye:
Sakura's Pov
Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
I look out my window of my bedroom.
Same old bedroom, watching the rain cascading down the glass like the tears
that are falling down my eyes.
It doesn't really matter how the time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye
Memories flood back to me of…him. My Syaoran…my little wolf. I remember that day well when you left
me…but promised to come back.
We staggered through these empty streets
Laughing arm in arm
The night had made a mess of me
Your confession kept me warm
I remember how you always caught me when I was
a klutz, and bumped into me. Your
confession of you loving me when you left, made me sleep better that night; but
just that night.
And I don't really miss you, I just need to know
Do you ever think of you and I
And that beautiful goodbye
I keep telling myself that I don't miss
you…but I know that its not true. I
shouldn't lie to myself, it only makes things worse.
When I see you now I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
And today, you came back! I couldn't belive
it. I don't know how I watched that
train leave and did not get on the next train to Hong Kong.
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
I let you down so many times and you still
loved me. I am happy for that.
In these days of no regrets
I'll keep mine to myself
And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else
I wanted to forget you…and be someone else's
girlfriend, but I couldn't forget you. No matter how many boys I dated.
Cause nothing lasts forever, but we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by
We wanted it to last forever. That seems impossible. I am Japanese and you are Chinese…I wonder
why we didn't fight for
Our relationship against the elders…was it
because you didn't want to?
When I see you know
I wonder how
I could've watched you walk away
How DID I not get on the next train?
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye
I don't want to let you down anymore, Syaoran
please forgive me!
Baby what can I do
Ought to get through to you
I don't know if you will let me talk about
this. It has been so long. You want to put it behind you
And sometimes I cry
The tears take me over as I started crying, I
didn't even know I was crying until I was drenched in my own tears.
It's a fools lullaby
I use my tears as my comfort…some people slit
their wrists, I cry.
And sometimes I cry
More tears…I am slowly lulling myself to
sleep.
Its just a fools lullaby
I blanked out.
Oh I…Im tired inside
I'm tired of everything. Tired of crying, tired of spending so many
years missing you, and most of all, tired of being me.
Hey
