Title: First Kiss
Rating: PG
Pairings: 2x1
Warnings: Yaoi
Type: Short Heero POV
Comments: craved and appreciated
Author's notes: This is my first Gundam fanfic. Apologies if it sucks or falls into the "cliche" category.
Can he hear the thunder of my heart in my chest?
Are the vibrations from the butterflies in my stomach threatening to shake him off balance?
It has been steadily building all evening.
The anticipation, the fear, the inescapable
inevitability of this moment.
He is anxious, as am I,
neither wanting to wait;
neither willing to rush this moment.
It has taken us a war to get here, after all.
Long looks across the room,
the space between filled with pregnable silence.
The nervous approach of shaky footsteps, shallow breaths.
A pause as bright violet eyes silently question my blue.
Such a strange feeling, that. To be asked.
Like it's a gift to be given, not taken by force.
A shaky smile, a slight nod. A gap closed.
My first freely given kiss.
Will he be gentle?
Will I be good?
Did I brush my teeth and remember to floss?
God, am I wearing deodorant?
Long fingers tracing their way up my cheek,
twining in short hair gently pulling me close.
The rustling of material as smooth black
collides with jarring green.
Chests rising and falling together, gaze locked.
Don't forget to close your eyes, tilt your head.
So many details, so much room for error.
A pressure of wet warmth,
the glide of tongues and the pain of misplaced teeth;
the rasp of shared breathing.
It lasts only an instant;
for that fleeting moment
we are one.
~Owari