Silence of the Stars
Someone whispers to the twinkling stars of a dieing reality,
"I wish I could fly, to go away, to look down,
Upon this false reality,
And laugh at every pathetic soul that lives in this world,
The ones that only care for themselves,"
I want to say,
"Fuck them,
They are nothing,
Just grains of sand that can be blown away at any moment,
These people live their lives in denial to the world around them,"
My hearts gone black without ever knowing what love is,
Hate is the only thing that I know,
Hurting others has become a skill and a constant practice,
But for some odd reason this makes me more alone,
I try so hard to get wings to fly away from this dieing reality,
But every time I try to be free,
It's taken away and tossed to the wind,
Why won't my wishes and dreams be granted?
I am so tired of everyone giving me false hope,
And fake love,
And worthless promises,
They say they love me,
They'll give me my freedom,
And my wings to fly,
But they lied to me again,
It was a fucking con,
I can't believe that I was so gullible to believe this lie,
But I did fall for it,
I didn't just lose my wish to this believing,
I lost my heart and soul,
I gave my trust,
And I was betrayed,
My belief was that I would be loved and cared for,
All lies,
I'm living in this dieing reality,
With no hope left,
Dreams that have been smashed to nothing,
I'm tired of this,
I've been used and abused for so long,
People say that I don't care,
But why don't they look in the mirror,
They stab me when I trust,
And lie to me when I believe,
So now I'm tired of always putting my trust in something,
Reaching out in the darkness,
But coming back with nothing,
These dreams of being free and being loved and cared for,
Are as unreal as this fucking false reality.