Hey people! This is my first attempt at a fanfic so don't yell at me! It's a songfic to the song So Cold by Breaking Benjamin! I thought this song really matches how Harry must fell part of the time.


Chapter One: So Cold

Wizards left for their homes with tears in their eyes and hurt in their hearts. Why did all this pain come from the good?

Crowded streets all cleared away
One by One

The war was finally over, but at a terrible price. The day that should be celebrated is now clouded with loss. To look into one's eyes right now should be a crime, for so many showed to life. They were soulless.

Hollow heroes separate
As they run

For one teen life seemed too terrible to live anymore. He had nothing left, no friends or family. No one who really cared about him. They all cared about what he was to do in life, but now it was his entire fault. He caused all this.

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine

Remus, Moony, Ginny, Ron, and even Hermoine die because of him. Slowly the black-haired teen sunk to his knees cursing his existence. He should have been the one to die, but no he had to fulfill the fucking prophecy. Suddenly he felt a hand brush across his tear-stained cheek. Who was the owner of such a delicate touch?

Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

The adolescent look up into two matching silver abysses.

"Malfoy, I'm not in the mood to duel, so piss off." The youngest said venom dripping from his voice.

Draco looked at the pitiful Gryffindor with sorrowful eyes.

"Harry, I'm not here to battle, I'm here to talk." The Slytherin stated staring into shocking green eyes.

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are

"I don't want to talk!" Harry called out burying his face in his hands." I want to die..."

Malfoy looked taking back for a second, but recovered and sat down next to the crying boy.

"Harry, it will all be ok...."
" No it wont I have no friends! You want to know why? They are all fucking dead!" Harry screamed shaking with furry.

Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

"You have me..." Draco whispered in his ear.

"Why would you want to be my friend anyway Malfoy? I put your lovely daddy in prison!" Harry asked adding volume every once and a while.

"Well, for one my lovely daddy beat me every bloody day of my life. And secondly, you saved me from being a death eater." Malfoy whispered making Harry's eyes widen.

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

"Your father beat you? And here I thought you wanted to be on the 'evil side'"

"Damn, how dense are you? Do you think I would want to spend my whole life getting hit with the Crucio spell by a bloody snake?" the blonde asked shaking his head.

"Well I never thought of it that way..." Harry stated. For the first time in his life saw how beautiful Draco really was.

Under tattered and bloody clothes you could see his milky white skin contrasting with the deep green of his robes.

Slowly Harry leaned forward intoxicated by the smell of the blonde. It was a smell of cinnamon and foreign spices, so exotic. When their lips meet, they knew it would all be ok.

It's alright


Crap... my first story and its short! Maybe I should continue... Or maybe this will be a stupid one-shot lol. So what do you guys think? To sappy? Probably.