"They laid eyes on each other and their fates were sealed"

HERMIONE'S POV

Gawd, that awful pain in my chest when I saw Ron kissing Lavender..

He said he loved me, didn't he?

I ran to the astronomy tower abandoning all thoughts and leaving everything at risk..

At first I didn't notice him standing there, hidden in the shadows..

"sod off mudblood, I got here first" he said, both startling and angering me in the same time..

"I don't remember you owning this, or any part of Hogwarts for that matter Malfoy" I retorted, trying to bring out as much hatred as I can in the sentence..

"why are you here any way mudblood?"

"why do you care?"

"I don't"

"then why ask?"

"sod off"

"shut up"

"no you shut up!"

"fuck granger! Can't you be a little less annoying for once in your low, miserable life?" he raged unto me, as if trying to silence me with anger..

"my life was PERFECT Malfoy! perfect until I saw Ron kissing Lavender! Everything was going according to the order I have planned in my head until I realized everything he said to me was a lie! Everything was going my way until, until…"

I covered my face with my hands, unable to control the tears that were now pouring out of my eyes,

Embarrassed by my breakdown in front of the person I love to hate..

"it's okay granger.." he said so softly, while caressing my back as he slowly brought me closer to his body, bringing me to a hug..

I knew it was wrong, but at that moment, his warmth seemed as though it was the only thing that could break the ice that was beginning to form in my heart..

I was hesitant, yes, but somehow, I could not bring myself to push him away..

His closeness sent shivers down my spine, giving me sensations I could not even put into words..

all I know is that I was beginning to drown, without even knowing it..

Tonight, only for tonight..

I played to my mind as I felt his hand cupping my chin, making me stare into his dark gray eyes..

How can someone be so cold and beautiful at the same time?

I should have looked away, but I can't..

i couldn't..

I don't know if it was he who was approaching my face,

Or I closing the gap..

I don't know,

I don't care..

For once in my life I didn't give a damn..

He barely touched my lips and yet I was in the brink of sanity.

I hate him..

I hate him..

I hate him…

I thought almost too loudly that I was beginning to think he can hear me out loud.

This is just something brought out by circumstance..

Two people brought untimely by fate in the same place, wanting to release pent up misery..

And the next thing I knew, our tongues were waging battle I could only suffice..

He was kissing me with such ardor I never knew existed..

Is this what they call passion?

I hope he does not notice that this was my first kiss..

He parted the briefest of moments only to whisper

"I am not sorry to have taken away the sanctity of your lips.."

was it really that obvious?

but i needed no experience to equal the kiss..

and we were once against lost in this forbidden desire…

This is wrong..

"I'm suppose to hate you, you know.."

"and I was also told to do the same..

but just for tonight granger, just for tonight.."

Just for tonight, I carelessly thought…

And don't know how long the kiss lasted, but to my disappointment, it ended..

Our foreheads were touching, breathing hard, while closing our eyes..

"That most certainly did not happen Her-Granger.." he whispered first..

I only nodded in agreement, still lost in what happened moments ago..

And with that,

he released me abruptly and gracefully left the tower…

leaving me more hurt than I was when I entered the room..

and i don't even know why i was..

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DRACO'S POV

Thoughts were rampaging my head as I walked briskly to back to my room..

I was kissing the mudblood…

Mudblood..

Mudblood..

Gawd, that was one of the most passionate kiss I've ever had…

I've had a taste of most girls, but even if I'd combine them all, they couldn't surmount to what I felt a while ago…

No, I am not suppose to be thinking that way..

It was wrong..

It wasn't suppose to happen..

It was good..

What the fuck?

God I'm losing my mind!

I went to the astronomy tower coz I don't know where else to go.. Lucius gave me a letter saying I am to marry Pansy Parkinson at the end of my seventh year, which is practically the end of this term..

I have always lived up to what my father wants me to be..

I live only to please him and him alone..

I knew that my marriage would be of his decision, I have ebbed it in my mind, and yet I was still not prepared…

She was breathtaking when she entered the tower,

Illuminated by the moonlight,

Vulnerable and alone..

She stirred something in me, something I cannot understand..

A mixture of longing and sadness..

But why?

It was just something brought out by circumstance..

I was taught to abhor lowlifes, mudbloods most especially..

But at seeing her at that kind of pain was struck something in me,

I just felt that surge of protectiveness I knew I had in me..

This is pure bull!

Argh!

I kissed her!

As I arrived in my room, I climbed straight unto my bed, dragged the sheets to cover me totally..

I didn't want to think about what happened anymore,

Didn't want to analyze it, so to speak..

I'll forget about it in the morning,

I'll forget about HER in the morning,

I'll forget about it..

Yes, I'll for get about it in the morning..

And yet it was Hermione's scent he breathed in the next day..

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this is my first fic EVER, so please,tell me:

-what i can do to be better in this fanfic business..

-where did i go wrong

and most importantly,

-should i finish this fic?

thank you and God Bless!