Elysium

by fewthistle

Established Olivia/Natalia. This is a sequel to Almost Home and takes place a few weeks after the ending of that story. It would be extremely helpful were you to read that story first, in order to understand Ava's return to Springfield, her relationship with Olivia and, of course, the kittens. This contains a series of scenes of family life. Written 2009.

Elysium

Fewthistle

Olivia/Natalia, Ava Peralta, Emma Spencer

Disclaimer: Not mine. They belong, unfortunately, to the less than brilliant folks at CBS, P&G and Telexnet. Were they mine, this would be their world.

Author's Note: This is a sequel to Almost Home and takes place a few weeks after the ending of that story. It would be extremely helpful were you to read that story first, in order to understand Ava's return to Springfield, her relationship with Olivia and, of course, the kittens. This is set in October of 2009 and supposes an angst-free Otalia storyline, one decidedly lacking in pregnant Natalia, or any mention of a Frankenbaby. In this universe, Natalia did not run off and break Olivia's heart, she is still working for Blake Marler, and all is well in the Otalia universe. Sue me. I find all the angst unnecessary and annoying.

Also, in my universe, Phillip is not dead or dying, nor is Jeffrey dead (although not because Natalia doesn't want him to be), and he and Reva are still together. Again, too much angst causes wrinkles. Oh, and both Olivia and Ava have some—language issues, as the first line will no doubt explain ;)

1.

"Owwww! Fuck! Goddamn it! " Olivia screeched, rising a few feet off the bed on which she had been so happily slumbering.

A small bundle of orange, white and black fur scrambled from the bed with a "thunk" and disappeared under the edge of the duvet. Olivia threw back the covers, grabbing her right foot and pulling it toward her, wincing as five small pinpricks of red began to show on the top of her foot.

"Emma! Ava!" Olivia bellowed, rubbing away at the tiny drops of blood, drops that reappeared as soon as she stopped rubbing them.

"Olivia, what in the world are you yelling about? Emma's already left for school," Natalia's voice came from the doorway. She stood, one hand on the door frame, the other on her hip, staring at her lover with a confused and slightly exasperated expression.

Ava's face popped into the space behind and above her stepmother's, a similar expression gracing her features.

"What is it, Mom?" Ava asked, watching as her mother stared at her foot as if seeing it for the first time. She remarked casually to Natalia. "You know, usually people outgrow their fascination with their toes when they're about ten months old."

"Hey! One of your little demons just lacerated my foot!" Olivia charged in full huff.

"Lacerated, Olivia?" Natalia repeated skeptically, crossing to examine the almost microscopic pinholes in Olivia's smooth skin. "I think that might be a slight exaggeration, don't you, sweetheart? You can't even see them, except for the tiny amount of blood."

"Yeah, well, it hurt like hell," Olivia grumbled, mollified a bit by the gentle sweep of Natalia's fingers along the top of her foot and around the curve of her ankle.

"Which kitten, Mom? And where did she go?" Ava asked, peering around the room in search of a tri-colored ball of fur.

"I didn't really stop to ask which one it was when she was sinking her claws into my foot. I think she went under the bed," Olivia admitted, her voice only slightly irritated as Natalia continued to rub soothing circles along her arch and sole. Natalia smiled at her indulgently, shaking her head at the minor melodrama Olivia had caused.

"Mom! Oh, she's scared! Mother, you cannot scare the kittens like that! I've told you, when you move under the covers, they think you're playing with them." Ava muttered from her perch on the floor. Her voice was muffled as half her upper body disappeared under the edge of the bed, as she tried to coax the kitten out. "Come on, Emily. It's okay. Mean lady isn't going to yell at you anymore. I know you didn't do it on purpose."

"Mean lady!? Where the hell does she get 'mean lady'?" Olivia fumed at Natalia, who merely chuckled at her. Olivia glared over the side of the mattress at her daughter's lower body.

"Just remember, if it wasn't for 'mean lady,' you and your sister would be stuck in a box in Iowa, months away from living off mice and sleeping in the barn." Olivia raised her voice, whether for Ava's benefit or the kitten's, Natalia wasn't sure. "Now look at you: sleeping on the bed, eating Kitten Chow and milk. Living a life of luxury. All 'cause 'mean lady' gave in to her rotten child's manipulation. 'Can I have a kitten, Mommy?' Please. 'Mean lady,' my ass."

Ava emerged from under the bed with a furry, colored ball tucked into the crook of her arm. She kissed the kitten's tiny head. Even from the bed, Olivia could hear the small rumble as the cat began to purr. Natalia slipped her hand from Olivia's ankle and moved closer to Ava, a slender finger reaching out and gently patting along the kitten's silken fur.

"Did you really ask 'Mommy' if you could have a kitten?" Natalia laughingly asked Ava.

"Yup. Even looked at her from under my eyelashes," Ava admitted, smirking at her mother.

"Oh, that always works," Natalia told her conspiratorially. "She can't resist the eyelash thing. She's also a sucker for a quivering lip."

The two proceeded to engage in a rather in-depth analysis of the weak spots in Olivia's armor.

Olivia considered pointing out that she was still in the room, considered protesting the casual discussion between her lover and her older daughter of sure-fire ways to get what they wanted from her. And a part of her did feel more than a trifle offended. She was Olivia Spencer, after all, and some respect should be shown for her fierceness and her legendary volatile temper. The fact that it wasn't troubled her far less than she would have ever imagined.

Instead, a feeling of immense contentment settled over her. The woman she loved and her child were laughing and discussing her with a great deal of very indulgent affection and Olivia discovered that she couldn't muster enough indignation to protest. The fact that another small tri-colored creature had scrambled up the side of the bed and crawled onto her chest, settling down with a sigh only achieved by the very old and the very young, served to increase that feeling of contentment.

Closing her eyes, and placing one hand carefully along the warm side of the ball of fur cradled on her chest, Olivia managed a very close facsimile of that sigh.

"Olivia. It's nearly eight. Were you planning on getting up today?" Natalia asked suddenly, the shift in the conversation dragging one of Olivia's green eyes open.

"Yeah, Mom. I thought you and Natalia had an appointment with your lawyer sometime this morning?" Ava added, chuckling lightly at her mother's one-eyed gaze. Apparently it was genetic.

"We do, but it isn't until eleven. Plenty of time. I was getting up, but now I have company," Olivia murmured, snuggling her head deeper into her pillow. "And you wouldn't want the 'mean lady' to scare the kitty, now would you?"

The only response Olivia heard was the faint click of the door closing. Neither she nor Charlotte opened a single eye.

2.

"Sign right here."

With a flourish of pen and ink, Natalia Rivera owned half of Olivia Spencer's hotel. The fact that she owned all of Olivia Spencer's heart meant a hell of a lot more to her, but half of the Beacon was nothing to scoff at. Looking up, she met Olivia's green eyes, marveling, as she often did, at how colored irises and reflected light could reveal to her the workings of this woman's heart. Just a moment's connection could show her, like Technicolor images across a screen, glimpses of tenderness and love and pride that left her breath caught in her throat like the brambles that clung to Emma's socks when she trudged across the meadow.

"So, how's it feel to be hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt?" Olivia laughed, leaning back against the desk, head tilted back in amusement.

"I knew there was a reason why you were so anxious to sign over half the hotel to me. Don't want to go to jail alone if the Beacon goes under, huh?" Natalia countered, needing to maintain this public image of lightheartedness, at least until they left Olivia's lawyer's office. The rest of her emotions were too near the surface, too overwhelming to trust right now, as she watched the lawyer put the final touches on the paperwork.

"I can't think of anyone else I'd rather share a cell with, baby," Olivia smirked, her expression relaxed and happy.

"Great. Carrying on a grand tradition of Spaulding, or ex-Spaulding, jailbirds," Natalia quipped, unable, as ever, to resist the grin that lit Olivia's face. "So, do I need to sign anything else?"

The lawyer looked questioningly at Olivia, who motioned with her head toward the door. With a slight smile, he eased out of the room, leaving the two women alone.

"What? Olivia, what is it?" Natalia asked nervously, as the door clicked shut.

"Nothing," Olivia smiled, shaking her head gently as she moved to sit in the empty chair opposite Natalia. Reaching out, she snagged the younger woman's hand, amazed for the millionth time at how their hands fit together, fingers interweaving perfectly, like the finest of Gullah baskets. "There are a couple other things that I want you to sign, just to verify that you accept them and the conditions."

"Like what?" Natalia's eyebrows furrowed a bit over her eyes, leaving a tiny crease that Olivia found adorable.

"A couple powers of attorney forms, one for health care, one for finances, and custody papers for Emma, should anything happen to me," Olivia said softly, her thumb rasping gently along the back of Natalia's hand. "Nothing major."

"Um. Power of attorney and custody of Emma? Nothing major? Olivia," Natalia felt the wave of unease she had been fighting at accepting half of the hotel begin to rise, lapping her mind and threatening to overflow with another drop. "Agreeing to take half of the Beacon was hard enough."

Olivia sighed, a flicker of exasperation ghosting across her face.

"I thought we covered that, Natalia? Look, I know we can't legally get married in Illinois, not yet anyway, but if we could, all of this would be half yours," Olivia began, trying not to let her impatience with the conversation creep into her tone.

"Not if your attorney were doing his job, because you'd have an airtight pre-nup," Natalia began, only to be silenced by the feel of Olivia's fingers pressing softly against her lips.

"Which I would tell him to shove up his ass. Natalia, I've given you the only things that matter to me: my heart and my daughter's heart. The rest is just paperwork," Olivia said softly, the immense sum of her feelings laid out, the answers to every question, every eternal truth evident in the depths of her eyes.

Natalia's head jerked, nodding quickly as a few tears escaped her eyes to fall silently onto the back of the joined hands.

"So. Custody of Emma? How's that going to work? I mean, Phillip isn't going to hand her over to me." Natalia's voice mirrored her expression: grave and not a little anxious.

"Actually, he is. I've already talked to him and he's agreed to continue the custody arrangement we have now. Except he'll share her with you. She'll live with you and you'll make all the day-to-day decisions in her life. Just like you do now," Olivia explained patiently, knowing that Natalia's seeming reluctance had nothing to do with not wanting to keep Emma, and everything to do with two years of watching the malicious machinations of the Spaulding family.

"Why would he do that, Olivia? Sharing isn't a Spaulding trait," Natalia pointed out, eyes watching the subtle shift of greens in Olivia's eyes as thoughts and emotions rushed through them at warp speed.

"No, it isn't. But Phillip knows that Emma is happy and loved with us. It's why he's been one of our biggest supporters against all the Hillarys and Howards in town. And he knows how much you love Emma. And how much I love you. That's enough for him," Olivia replied, her gaze distant as she contemplated the enormous change in the man who had once kidnapped her daughter, the man she had sworn to kill.

Amazing the people who find redemption, she thought. Hell, look at me.

"And the power of attorney is something you need to have, especially now that you own half the Beacon. It'll allow you to handle all our finances and Emma's. As for the health care one, I had that drawn up last year. I don't want anyone else making decisions for me. Okay?" Olivia's hands were warm and strong in hers and Natalia allowed that heat and strength to seep into her as Olivia spoke.

"So, I guess I need to do the same thing, right? Have power of attorney papers drawn up for me?" Natalia asked, her eyes scanning Olivia's face, finding the reassurance she needed in her eyes.

"Since we don't have a lot in the way of legal protections, it would be a good idea. The partnership papers will cover us both with the Beacon, but the rest will fall to next of kin. For me, that's Ava. For you, it'll be Rafe," Olivia explained, her gaze a little worried as she watched the woman she loved. "And I know that you and Ava will be able to talk and make the best decision for all of us."

At the mention of her son, Natalia's expression clouded. She loved Rafe with all her heart, but she knew that he wasn't ready to be left in charge of any kind of decisions, particularly those that concerned her and Olivia. After five months, he still hadn't fully accepted her relationship with Olivia, although they had made a little progress, and a tiny part of her worried that he would attempt to keep Olivia from making choices for her should anything happen.

"There's one more thing." Olivia smiled at her, the corners of those full lips tilting upwards tenderly. "Then we are done with all this tedious crap and we can head over to Company for burgers and ice cream."

"Olivia. I'm not eight: I'm not as won over by the promise of ice cream as Emma is," Natalia reminded her fondly. "So, don't even try it. What else is there?"

"You know there isn't much you wouldn't do for a sundae with extra fudge," Olivia teased. Natalia knew the older woman was simply stalling and she waited patiently until Olivia sighed and relented.

"I also changed my will. My estate will be split three ways, among Ava and Emma and you. And before you argue or tell me you don't want my money, just stop, okay? This is what I want," Olivia told her firmly, her eyes glowing fiercely.

"Fine. After you're dead, I can just give my share to the girls and we'll both be happy," Natalia rejoined with nary a flinch at Olivia's glare.

"Natalia. Come on. Don't be like that. I just want to know that if anything happens to me, you'll be okay," Olivia murmured softly, slipping her arms around Natalia's waist and pulling her close, feeling the sudden warmth of the younger woman's body against her own.

Natalia regarded her evenly for a moment, her expression inscrutable, dark eyes merely reflecting back to Olivia her own image, distorting it a bit, like the flaking, cracked glass of the old mirror in the antique dresser at the farmhouse. After what seemed hours, she finally spoke, her voice as firm and uncompromising as Olivia had ever heard it.

"Olivia, if anything ever happened to you, believe me when I tell you that no hotel, no will, no amount of money, nothing—nothing-could ever make it okay. Ever make me okay. So don't worry about the will, alright? Just worry about staying here with me for the next forty or fifty years. The rest doesn't matter."

Olivia knew that her tears were falling hot and fast down her cheeks, but she could do little to stem the flow. God, this woman made her feel things she thought she had left abandoned on the road behind her long ago. Made her feel things that she'd only read about in books and seen in god-awful sappy movies. Things that left her as vulnerable as a new born kitten, terrified and blindly seeking out the warmth and comfort of a familiar scent and touch.

Like she was now, pulling Natalia even tighter against her and burying her face in the soft skin of her throat and the silken strands of dark hair, inhaling the scent of grapefruit and lemon. The feel of Natalia's hands moving in abstract circles across her back and the gentle murmur of endearments in her ear eventually smoothed out all the ruffled places in Olivia's soul, the ones she never let anyone else see: the ones littered with insecurities and doubts, the ones trampled down by one too many departing lover, one too many fair-weather friend, one too many devastating loss.

Taking in a few deep breaths, Olivia moved back slightly in the encompassing warmth of Natalia's arms, fingers hastily brushing away the tracks of moisture along her perfect cheekbones, as if deliberate speed would somehow disguise them; as if their swift removal would erase Natalia's knowledge that she had once again brought her lover to tears.

"Fine, then. If you feel that way about it, you can just give me half the farmhouse and we'll call it even," Olivia smirked, attempting a little unsuccessfully to restore her own emotional equilibrium.

Natalia's smile should have been a warning, but Olivia was too transfixed on the soft glow in those dark eyes to truly notice.

"You know, I was just thinking the same thing. Get that lawyer of yours back in here. You're about to become the co-owner of a farmhouse, a very dirty barn, a couple dozen cows, a few goats and a flock of very hungry ducks. Think you can handle that, Ms. Spencer?"

Natalia couldn't help but grin at the sight few others had ever been privileged enough to witness. A speechless Olivia Spencer.

3.

The sound of music wafted up the staircase of the farmhouse. At first it was merely faint notes that meandered down the hall, the odd F and B Flat, just tickling Natalia's ears, like the whiskers of one of the kittens as it brushed gently against the bare skin of her legs in the morning. Straining to hear, the brunette leaned a little further off the side of the bed, head tilted to catch each stray note. Olivia's side of the mattress was empty, the sheets cool to the touch.

That was what had first awakened her: that intense feeling of lacking that happened whenever Olivia was more than a few feet away from her. Natalia knew that the older woman had been having trouble sleeping since Dr. Rick had changed one of her prescriptions, an issue that they both hoped would be resolved at her next appointment in a few days. In the meantime, Olivia had taken to slipping downstairs to watch television, so that her tossing and turning wouldn't keep Natalia awake.

With a sigh, Natalia swung her legs over the edge of the bed, feet sliding into warm slippers, a thick robe tossed on hastily as the chill of the Autumn evening struck her sleep warmed skin. The doors to Ava's and Emma's rooms were closed, and Natalia could envision both of Olivia's daughters sleeping peacefully, arms and legs flung out in the abandoned, carefree sleep of youth. As Natalia reached the top of the stairs the music coalesced, random notes merging into melodies, snatches of words combining into lyrics. The lyrics to this particular song caught on the periphery of Natalia's memory. She had heard it before, ages ago.

"I'll be your girl for all seasons, all the year through.
Your girl for all seasons,
'Cause I love, yes I love to be everything to you, just you."

Bending down quietly, careful not to make her presence known to the figure wrapped snuggly in a thick quilt, curled up on the couch, Natalia moved far enough down the stairs to make out the television screen. What she saw brought a wide grin to her lips, and it took nearly every ounce of self-control to not laugh out loud and give away her position.

As the song continued, Natalia could hear the soft sound of humming emanating from that same quilt covered figure. Humming was swiftly followed by singing as the chorus swung around again. The brunette couldn't help but admire the lovely voice, even as her mind registered the complete incongruity of the entire scene. The song ended in full chorus, the couch bound singer included, and moved on to the next frame. Finally, Natalia couldn't contain her amusement any longer and slowly descended the remaining stairs, still attempting to keep her tread light enough to avoid detection. Reaching the bottom step, she spoke.

"Olivia Spencer. You're watching Grease 2," she teased, the grin on her face not a little gleeful at catching the normally discerning owner of the Beacon watching one of the worst sequels in the history of moviedom.

As the words left her lips, Olivia sat up with a start, dropping the remote she had been clutching in her hand. In the time it took her to retrieve it from under the coffee table, Natalia had plopped herself down on the end of the couch, pulling part of Olivia's blanket over her own now chilly legs. Olivia straightened, and with a glare that was equal parts embarrassment and irritation, quickly changed the channel. Scenes of leather jackets and motorcycles morphed into Storm Stories, as Natalia continued to grin and chuckle.

"You were so watching Grease 2," Natalia taunted, her tone making it clear that as far as she was concerned, Olivia was busted.

"Was not," Olivia huffed, yanking at the blanket her lover had so cavalierly purloined. "I was just surfing through the channels. It may have been on one of them, but I wasn't watching it."

"Were, too! I've been on the stairs for the past ten minutes and not only were you watching it, but you know the words to the song. I heard you singing," Natalia crowed merrily, her smile putting the Cheshire cat's to shame.

Olivia's mouth opened and closed several times, a look of consternation in her eyes as she scrambled to come up with one, just one, good reason that she might have been watching Michelle Pfeifer's secret shame. Nothing came. Finally, she closed her eyes in defeat, a deep sigh issuing forth, a sigh of surrender.

"Fine. I was watching it, okay? But if you tell anyone, I swear to you, Natalia, they will never find the body," Olivia growled, those green eyes boring into the brunette from the other end of the couch.

Natalia laughed.

"Olivia Spencer, we both know that you can't live without me, so don't even bother with the idle threats," Natalia smirked, sliding over on the couch to snuggle her body closer to the warm softness of Olivia's. "So you have a guilty pleasure. So what? We all do."

"Oh, really?" Olivia asked archly, one eyebrow climbing the smooth skin of her forehead. Leaning forward, her expression took on a decidedly predatory gleam. "And what's your guilty pleasure, baby?"

Natalia laughed again.

"Subtlety thy name is NOT Olivia Spencer," Natalia grinned, turning her head to meet Olivia's eyes, their faces close enough that Natalia could feel Olivia's warm breath on her cheek.

"Hey! I can do subtle," Olivia objected indignantly, one hand slipping under the blanket to ghost along the silken material of Natalia's nightgown clad thigh. Slowly her hand edged upward, its destination clear to both of them.

"Like I said, subtle is so not you, Olivia," Natalia chortled, capturing Olivia's wandering hand with her own, interlacing their fingers.

"Alright then, what is your guilty pleasure?" Olivia demanded, green eyes soft and warm in the muted light from the television.

"Hmm. Well, when no one's home, I eat the Cherry Garcia right out of the carton," Natalia offered, titling her head to lay it on Olivia's shoulder, the length of their sides and legs molding together like wax figurines, melting in the sun.

This time, Olivia laughed.

"That may a guilty pleasure, but it sure as hell isn't a secret, sweetheart. It's hard not to spot the spoon marks in the ice cream. Besides, you're way too neat about it. Ice cream halfway down the carton isn't usually smoothed out into a nice even layer."

"At least I don't stick a container back in the freezer with one lousy bite left in it," Natalia rejoined, sounding a little huffy now herself.

Chuckling, Olivia steered the conversation back to the topic of interest: pleasure. Guilty or not, that was always something that captured Olivia's attention.

"Come on, pony up. You know there's something, something you'd never want anyone to know, something you'd never admit to in polite company," Olivia inveigled, her voice dropping to the husky register that always tugged at Natalia's mind, like Hester Prynne beckoning the good Mr. Dimmesdale into the heady promise of those dark woods.

Natalia allowed her mind to wander along those sinfully enticing paths, feeling the heat of the body next to hers, inhaling the scent of her, the faint traces of perfume, of shampoo, of something essentially Olivia. She felt the rush of warmth through her veins, the ache that seemed to settle low in her stomach, the wetness that pooled between her legs.

Raising her head from where it rested on Olivia's shoulder, Natalia met curious emerald eyes, eyes that darkened to nearly black as they took in the flush of arousal on Natalia's face. Brushing her nose along the satiny skin of Olivia's neck, she kissed up to the intricate curve of her ear, her breath hot and moist against Olivia's throat.

"You know, the girls are sound asleep. How about, instead of telling you my guilty pleasure, you come back to bed and I'll show you?" Natalia whispered, her own voice low and rough along the edges. "I have a strange feeling it's probably one of your guilty pleasures, too."

Watching her lover's shapely ass as she climbed the stairs ahead of her, Olivia couldn't help but hum softly to herself. As the door to their bedroom closed behind them, the faint strains of "cause I love to be everything to you," could be heard.

4.

"Come on, Mom," Ava cajoled, sidling up to her mother as she stood by the sink, slipping her arm around her mother's waist. "That's what pumpkins live for: to be made into a gorgeous jack o'lantern come Halloween."

"No one touches the Great Pumpkin, you got me?" Olivia snarled, glaring at her older daughter.

"Mom, it'll just end up rotting away on the porch," Ava tried a different tack, plopping down in one of the kitchen chairs and pulling the plate stacked with pancakes towards her. "This way it will go out in a blaze of glory. I promise, we'll make it the most amazing pumpkin Springfield has ever seen."

"Ava, baby. If you touch my pumpkin, I will hurt you. You got a kitten. I got a pumpkin. Capisce?" Olivia threatened, the smile gracing her lips only serving to emphasize the promise of her words.

"Fine, Mother, fine. I was under the impression that we bought the pumpkin for Emma. Remember? For Halloween? Which is in a week?" Ava goaded, unable to resist yanking Olivia's chain a bit.

"We? I don't recall that we bought her anything. I seem to recall that I forked over money for the pumpkin, and the cat cage, and the food, and the cost of shots for two kittens for my two children. Not to mention driving across the fucking country in the first place. So keep your grubby fingers off my friggin' pumpkin, okay?" Olivia countered, eyes narrowing as she stared at her daughter over the top of her coffee cup.

God, doesn't my own kid know not to harass me in the morning? Olivia groused to herself.

Ava's answering chuckle merely increased the intensity of her mother's patented glare. Only the entrance of the youngest Spencer to the kitchen stopped what would no doubt have been an expletive loaded barrage that Ava could see lining up at the tip of her mother's tongue.

"Morning, Em," Ava smiled, a hand snaking out to tickle her little sister's stomach until she slid into her chair.

"Stop!" Emma demanded, throwing Ava a smaller, less concentrated, but no less effective glare. "Pass me the pancakes, meanie."

"Please," Olivia corrected, "Please, pass me the pancakes, meanie."

"Hey!" Ava complained, the curl of her lip the twin to the one already gracing her mother's face.

"Pumpkin killer," Olivia whispered, just loud enough for Emma to overhear.

"Who killed the punkin?" Emma questioned rather shrilly, mouth so stuffed with pancake that it came out more like 'wu kulled de punkin?'

"Nobody killed the pumpkin, Em. And you can't kill a pumpkin, because a pumpkin isn't alive. It's just a big squash," Ava explained, her own dark eyes throwing daggers at her smirking parent.

"Mom thinks it's alive, 'cause she talks to it, don't you, Mom?" Emma explained, one pancake stuffed cheek bulging out like a chipmunk. "I heard you the other night telling it that it was the only thing around here that listens to you and doesn't talk back. That even the kittens don't pay any attention."

Their mother's expression was priceless and Ava couldn't control the laughter that bubbled up as she waited for the all-powerful Olivia Spencer to explain why she had been overheard not merely talking to a giant orange gourd, but soliciting sympathy.

"Both of you be quiet and eat your breakfast. Don't you know children should be seen and not heard!" Olivia countered, clearly opting for a good offense as her only defense.

Fortunately for everyone in the kitchen, she was spared any further teasing by her daughters. At least for the moment.

"Why is it that I am the only person in this house who can put the new roll on the toilet paper holder?" Natalia's voice sounded from the living room doorway in a decidedly annoyed tone.

Silence.

"'Cause you're the Mommy?" Ava offered, trying out the 'under the eyelashes look' that had earned her a kitten. It didn't work.

"You have a mother. Who also is incapable of putting the new roll where it belongs," Natalia pronounced, sending a glare of her own in Olivia's direction.

"You mean it doesn't go on the counter by the sink?" Olivia asked innocently, mimicking her child's fluttering eyelashes.

"Olivia."

"You're my mommy, too," Emma interjected from around another mouth full of food, sensing that Mommy number one and big sister could use the help.

"I am your mommy, Emma. And as such, I will attempt to teach you some of the important lessons in life, like not talking with food in your mouth and putting the roll on the holder. Lessons your other mother seems to be neglecting," Natalia assured her, running a hand over Emma's smooth, dark blonde hair.

"Sorry, I thought we were splitting those up. You got the whole food and toilet paper thing and I got the 'don't run with scissors and never eat yellow snow'," Olivia explained, her grin not quite hidden behind the rim of her coffee mug.

Ava pursed her lips together to keep from laughing at her mother's words, but clearly was not completely successful, as a slender finger was pointed at her with a darkly muttered, "Don't you dare encourage her, Ava!"

"Sorry."

"You're not funny, Olivia." Natalia stated firmly, dropping into her chair and picking up her now cold coffee cup, her words tempered by the fond look in her eyes.

Olivia simply grinned back at her and, as was so often the case, Natalia immediately forgot what she had been irritated with her about. Shaking her head, Natalia grimaced as she took a sip of chilly, slightly bitter brew.

Without a word, Olivia rose and taking the mug from Natalia's hand, walked over and dumped the contents in the sink, rinsed the cup, and crossing the kitchen to the coffee maker, refilled it, returning it with an adoring smile to Natalia.

The younger woman had made breakfast and then run upstairs for a quick shower while "her girls" started eating. Natalia loved Saturday mornings, with her family gathered around the kitchen table, especially now that autumn was fully upon them, the morning air crisp, the melting frost on the meadow sparkling in the sun. Outside, the sky was cloudless, the trees along the far edge of the field like hundreds of torches, red and orange and yellow against the impossibly blue sky. The only thing missing was her son, but despite finally warming to the idea of his mother in love with Olivia Spencer, Rafe had chosen to live in town, so Saturday mornings were still just her and her girls.

"So Em, don't you think that the pumpkin would make a wonderful jack o'lantern?" Ava asked, re-instigating much to her mother's annoyance.

"Nope. I'm not being a punkin killer. 'Sides, if we cut up the Great Punkin, who would Mom have to listen to her?" Emma replied sagely, masticating on what Olivia had noted, longingly, was a particularly lovely looking slice of bacon.

"Thanks, 'bean. The pumpkin thanks you, too!" Olivia praised her younger child, not noticing the confused look that had stolen over Natalia's countenance.

"What do you mean, who would listen to her?" She asked suspiciously.

"Mommy told the punkin that it was the only thing around here that listens to her and that everybody just ignores her and does just what they want," Emma supplied guilelessly.

"She did, did she?" Natalia asked, her attention focused not on Emma but her spouse, who, at the moment, was doing a rather passable guppy impression.

Open. Close. Open. Close.

Okay, Spencer, talk your way out of this one, Olivia grimaced.

"Snitch," Ava leaned over and whispered in her sister's ear, confident that the ensuing conversation would distract attention from the wheels spinning in her mother's head as she tried to maneuver out of this one.

"Am not!" Emma protested, frowning at her older sibling.

"Are, too! You just snitched on Mom," Ava chuckled.

"Did not!" Emma stated vehemently, looking for all the world like a pint-sized version of a pissed-off Olivia Spencer.

"Hey! How old are you?" Olivia demanded of Ava, secretly grateful to her daughter for the diversion. "She's nine. You're twenty-five. I should be able to tell the difference."

"So, no one listens to you but the pumpkin? Hmm, Olivia?" Natalia wasn't going to be distracted by such obvious tactics. Her lover needed to suffer just a little for this one.

"Sweetheart," Olivia began, only to be swiftly interrupted.

"Don't sweetheart, me," Natalia told her firmly. Unfortunately, the glint in her eyes gave her away.

"You really don't care if my only friend is a friggin' fifty pound squash, do you?" Olivia challenged, catching the sparkle of amusement in those gorgeous dark eyes. "So tell me. When was this designated 'Yank Olivia's Chain' day?"

"Just now," Natalia grinned, "when I found you've been having meaningful conversations and complaining about your wife and kids to a fifty pound squash."

Faced with said wife and kids grinning at her, laughter echoing against the walls of the cozy kitchen, Olivia Spencer couldn't help but smile. Some days it really didn't pay to get out of bed.

"You all done?" Olivia chuckled, the sound of her family's amusement washing over like warm rain, replenishing her very soul.

"Yeah. I'm done. Ava? Emma? You both good?" Natalia smirked, the fingers of her right hand tracing a pattern up and down the length of Olivia's forearm, her expression so full of love and laughter that Olivia's breath caught in her throat.

"Yup," Emma agreed easily.

"Yeah. I'm good for now," Ava added. "Hey Mom, Emma wanted to ask you about Halloween, right, Em?"

"Um hmm."

"What about Halloween? I thought we agreed to go to the houses of people we know and then to the party at your school," Olivia asked, a tingle of suspicion snaking its way down her spine.

"We did. But Jodie's Mom and Dad and little brother Ben are all dressing up as a family and I think that we should do that, too," Emma offered, a wide grin lighting her face.

"Oh, really," Olivia replied neutrally with more than an inkling of where this was going. "What are they dressing up as, 'bean?"

"The Simpsons." Emma stated matter-of-factly.

"And what did you think we should dress up as?" Olivia asked reluctantly, quite certain that she wasn't going to like the answer, regardless of what it was.

"Umm," Emma began, and Olivia cringed inwardly, knowing that if her youngest child was hedging, it did not bode well. "Remember last year when I was the Good Witch in that play? Ava was asking me what I wanted to be and I told her about that and she said it would be fun if we dressed up like the Wizard of Oz people. But since there are five of us," Emma continued, enthusiasm and excitement glowing on pink cheeks. Her next words were curtailed by her mother's voice.

"She did, did she? What a good big sister," Olivia smiled, the look not quite making it to her eyes as she shot a glare at her older daughter. "Five?"

"Yes, Mommy. You and Natalia and Ava and Rafe and me. Five," Emma said, counting on her fingers, her glance a little impatient at her mother's slowness.

"Ah, good. Rafe gets to dress up, too," Olivia said out loud.

To herself, she thought, Ha! Just cause you don't live here doesn't mean you don't get to suffer with the rest of us, little man.

"So, if you're going to be the Good Witch, who is playing the other roles?" Olivia asked, part of the answer already apparent to her.

"I'm not, Mommy. Ava's going to be Glinda, the Good Witch," Emma countered.

"Ava? Kind of going against type there, aren't you, daughter of mine?" Olivia grinned, chuckling at the disgruntled look on Ava's face.

"Rafe is going to be the Scarecrow," Emma began to list, sounding for all the world like a producer lining up her cast.

"If I only had a brain." Well, that works, Olivia chuckled inwardly.

"Natalia is going to be Dorothy and I'm gonna be Toto," Emma went on, oblivious to the looks her mother and sister were throwing at each other. "And you can be the Wicked Witch."

"Gee, I didn't see that one coming," Olivia muttered, glaring at Ava's sudden smirk and Natalia's laugh. "I don't know that I want to spend an entire evening with green skin and a big hat. Not my best look."

"You have to, Mommy. Nobody but you can be the Wicked Witch. Ava says you've been practicing for a long time," Emma elucidated, rather surprised at her mother's reluctance.

"Ava said that, did she?" Olivia narrowed her eyes to green slits as she watched her older daughter's shoulders shake with barely contained laughter.

She had just opened her mouth to deliver a well-deserved zinger when Natalia leaned over and placed her lips against the elegant curve of Olivia's ear, whispering just loud enough for her to hear.

"You know, if you play your cards right, Dorothy will definitely be surrendering," she husked, the warmth of her breath on Olivia's skin sending a shiver down to her toes. "In fact, if we can get Ava and Rafe to stay at the party with Emma, Dorothy might just surrender two or three times."

Ava watched as a flush stole over her mother's cheeks and a decided glaze settled across those green eyes. She had a pretty good idea what her step-mother was whispering and she wondered briefly if the pancakes she had so recently consumed would be staying down.

"Hey, Em, now that we're done with breakfast and got our Halloween assignments, why don't you and I go and feed the ducks? I'll bet they're hungry," Ava offered, pushing back her chair and practically dragging her little sister over to the bread box. "Here, let's go."

"What's the matter, Glinda? You're the one who's looking a little green at the moment," Olivia smirked, very aware of the reason for Ava's abrupt departure.

"You know, Mom, you really aren't as funny as you think you are," Ava huffed, shooting Natalia a look of betrayal as the other woman laughed softly.

"Well, you know, darling child of mine, sometimes typecasting pays off," Olivia reminded her, turning her head to meet Natalia's eyes, eyes that held the same look of heat tinged adoration.

"Ducks. We're off to feed the ducks," Ava groused, pulling Emma out the door behind her, thinking that for a morning that had started off with such promise of amusement at her mother's expense, she was the one looking out for falling houses.

"Ava? What does 'Surrender Dorothy' mean?" Emma asked, tugging at her hand to get her attention. "Mom said it as we were going out the door."

"It means we'd better take our time feeding the ducks." Ava answered, hauling her sister across the still damp meadow toward the pond. "A really long time."

Chapter Five

"Goddamn it, Mother, you cannot run my fucking life!" Ava screeched, hands flying out in opposite directions in emphasis.

"I'm not trying to run your fucking life, Ava. I'm simply trying to find you a fucking job!" Olivia yelled back, green eyes blazing.

"At the Beacon? With you?! Oh, yeah, that would work out just great, wouldn't it? I can just imagine your customers' faces as you and I screamed at each other across your precious hotel lobby!" Ava jeered, the lift of her eyebrow and the curl of her lip a disturbing mirror image of the woman yelling back at her across the cozy farmhouse living room.

"If you could manage to grow up and stop acting like a petulant child who refuses to 'accept favors' from her own mother, we wouldn't have a problem. And you know, this is the first argument that we've had since you got home, so I don't think it's fair to turn my offer down based on things that happened four years ago," Olivia charged, the trace of hurt in her eyes unnoticed by her elder child as Ava turned and flung herself down on the couch.

"I am not acting like a petulant child. Not expecting you to employ me simply because I happen to be your daughter is not being petulant, Mother. It is being an adult," Ava flung back at her, the mature sentiment of the words belied by the distinct pout on her face and the whine in her voice.

"Well, be an adult then, and keep your voice down. Emma's in her room and she doesn't need to hear us yelling at each other. To be perfectly honest, honey, I don't care if you work or not! I don't care if you ever work again. You don't have to. But you seem miserable just hanging around. You've been complaining that you have no purpose, that you feel useless. So do something about it!" Olivia couldn't keep the exasperation out of her voice as she tried to be reasonable, not an easy task when it came to her older daughter. "Go back to school, become a palm reader, sell balloon animals on the street corner. I don't care! You're the one who has been moping around here, bemoaning the fact that you don't have a job, you're living at home with your mother and you aren't paying your own bills! And by the way, I was under the impression a month ago that you wanted to live with us, that you were happy here!"

"I am happy here, Mother. That's not the point. I wasn't complaining about living here. I was just saying that to the rest of the world, here I am, twenty-six years old, living at home with my mother and step-mother, unemployed, no prospects in sight. I haven't had a date in six months. Is it possible to look more pathetic?" Ava sank deeper into the sofa cushions, defeat evident in every line of her body.

"Who cares? Seriously, Ava, who cares what the rest of the world sees or thinks? You moved here to be with your family, didn't you, not to make an impression on anyone? Or did I completely misinterpret that cross-country road trip we made?" Olivia asked, sinking down on the couch next to Ava, so close that their knees were touching. "Ava?"

"I know, Mom. It shouldn't matter. I doubt seriously that anyone knows or cares, to be honest. And I did move here to be with you and Natalia and Em. And I love being here with you, Mom, I really do. It's just that I watch you and Natalia go to work every day. Emma goes to school. And I go nowhere. I sit here. I watch television. God, Mom, do you know that I've gotten addicted to a soap opera? A friggin' soap opera. How pathetic is that?" Ava muttered, her eyes suspiciously moist as she tried to avoid her mother's intent stare.

"Oh, my God, you really have sunk to an all-time low! Soap operas? What's next, Real Housewives?" Olivia agreed, a twinkle in her eyes as she reached out a hand, slipping her fingers under Ava's chin and tilting her daughter's head up. At the touch of Ava's skin, Olivia frowned.

"Stop!" Ava ordered, batting away her mother's hand. "Don't try to jolly me out of this. I'm enjoying wallowing in the mud of my self-pity."

Olivia quickly dodged Ava's hand and raised her own back to her daughter's face, this time to her forehead. The frown between her eyebrows deepened as she pressed the back of her hand to Ava's brow.

"Sweetie, are you feeling okay?" Olivia asked gently, the teasing tone gone from her voice.

"Yeah. I mean, I have a headache and I'm a little achy. My head's been hurting since yesterday, but it's probably just allergies. I'm allergic to Springfield, remember?" Ava admitted, a faint shiver running through her body at the relative coolness of her mother's skin against her own.

"You're running a temperature. You're very warm," Olivia informed her, standing to head for the stairs. "I'm going to get the thermometer. Stay there."

"Did you forget already? That was the whole point of this conversation, Mother: that I have nowhere else to go," Ava grumbled, more to herself than her mother, who, by then, had disappeared upstairs.

"Natalia?" Olivia called, rummaging around in the medicine cabinet in the bathroom. "Do you know where the thermometer is?"

Natalia appeared in the bathroom doorway.

"Why? Who's sick?"

"I think Ava has a fever. I just want to check it," Olivia answered, knocking a bottle of vitamins into the sink as she continued to pillage the cabinet.

"Move. Move! I'll find it," Natalia ordered. Olivia stepped back and allowed the younger woman to take her place in front of the sink, her hands moving with unerring accuracy to pluck the plastic case holding the thermometer from its spot behind the massive box of Sponge Bob band-aids. "Are you sure it's a fever and not the result of you two yelling at each other for the past fifteen minutes? It always gets your temperature up when you argue."

"No, she's really warm. And she's had a headache for two days," Olivia assured her, looking only vaguely disgruntled at her spouse's suggestion. "And we weren't arguing. We were discussing. You know we Spencer women have a tendency to discuss loudly."

"Oh, is that what you call it? Discussing loudly? Funny, in my family, we used to call that yelling," Natalia retorted, heading down the stairs with the thermometer, Olivia close on her heels, muttering under her breath about bossy women.

They arrived downstairs to find Ava stretched out on the couch, cheeks flushed, the red and gold throw from the back of the sofa wrapped around her.

"Here, baby, sit up a minute." Olivia perched on the edge of the coffee table, slipping one hand under Ava's back and urging her into an upright position. "Put this under your tongue."

"I don't need you to take my temperature, Mom," she whined softly, her voice tremulous as a shiver raced along her skin. "I'm freezing. I know I have a fever."

"Humor me, okay?" Olivia said firmly, pressing the tip of the digital thermometer against Ava's lips. "Come on, open up. That's a good girl."

"Damn it, Mother, I'm not ummpph," Ava began, the end of her sentence falling prey to the thermometer and her mother's hand on her chin, forcing her jaw shut.

"Oh, good. I see she's as wonderful a patient as you are. And you both owe the swear jar at least $20.00," Natalia groused, a scrunched up, lopsided grin teasing out her dimples.

She was rewarded with twin glares, one green, one brown, both outraged.

"Hey, I'm a terrific patient," Olivia protested, her words interrupted as Ava tugged the thermometer from her mouth, her own complaints drowning out her mother's.

"Please do not put me in the same category as my mother. I am an angel when I'm sick. All I want to do is sleep and…," she began.

"Ava, stop arguing and put that back in your mouth!" Olivia ordered, reaching over to snatch the thermometer from Ava's hand and attempting to place it back in her mouth.

"Hey!" Natalia's voice cut through the argument like a hot knife through butter. "Give me that! You, put this under your tongue. And you, go and get her some water and some Tylenol."

Olivia rose with an exasperated sigh and headed for the kitchen.

"I hope that you haven't gotten the flu," Natalia said, a cool hand pressing gently on Ava's forehead. "You are hot. Achy? Headache? Sore throat?"

Ava nodded, knowing better than try to speak until the thermometer beeped.

"102.4◦. Not good, sweetie. I think you've definitely got the flu," Natalia murmured, her hand automatically brushing Ava's hair from her forehead. She looked up as Olivia returned from the kitchen, glass of water and Tylenol in hand. "I think your baby is sick."

"I'm the one who never leaves the house. How the hell did I get the flu?" Ava whined softly, taking the pills from her mother's hand, grimacing a bit as she swallowed them, her throat far more sore than she'd thought.

"Okay, bed. Now," Olivia ordered, reaching down to help Ava from the couch, surprised when her daughter pulled away from her touch.

"Don't, Mom. You need to stay away from me!" Ava demanded harshly, face flushed with fever, eyes a little on the glassy side.

Olivia visibly blanched, a stricken look in her eyes as her child moved away from her. Olivia could also see the momentary flash of anger in Natalia's eyes at the younger woman, a flash that was quickly quashed at Ava's next words.

"Mom, you have no immune system. You still have to take those pills for your transplant that suppress your body's natural defenses. You do not need to be anywhere near me, especially now that my fever is up. I may already have gotten you sick, but you can't be around me," Ava explained, voice far more gentle, an apologetic expression on her face as she realized how her mother had taken her earlier words. "I never meant that I didn't want you near me, Mom. I just don't want you to risk getting the flu."

"Oh," Olivia said softly, a tremulous smile just touching her lips. "I just thought…"

"I know. That wasn't what I meant," Ava reassured, grimacing again as she swallowed. "You should get out of here. Take Emma to the store or something and I'll hole up in my room."

"Ava, I don't need to leave," Olivia began, only to be interrupted as Natalia began to speak, one hand falling tenderly on Olivia's arm.

"You know, we used the last of the orange juice this morning. And we don't have any ginger ale, which is good for sick people. And you could pick up some chicken and some egg noodles, so that we can make Ava some soup," Natalia advised. "And Ava's right. You don't need to be around her, at least while she's running a fever. So let's make a deal. You take care of our little girl and I'll take care of our big girl, alright?"

"Okay," Olivia breathed, eyes misting a bit at Natalia's choice of words. "I'll get Em and we'll go to the store. Do you want anything else? Ice cream or some other kind of juice?" Olivia asked solicitously, gaze concerned as she regarded Ava's flushed cheeks and glazed eyes.

"No, Mom. Orange juice is good. The kind without the pulp," Ava murmured, a warm feeling that had nothing to do with her fever settling inside her at Natalia's statement. She consciously made a wide berth around her mother as she headed for the stairs. "I'm going to get in bed."

"Ava, I'll be up in a minute to check on you and see if you need any extra blankets or anything, okay?" Natalia called after her, turning to face Olivia as Ava disappeared up the staircase. "And you, you be sure and wash your hands before you go to the store and you let me worry about Ava."

"I love you," Olivia said softly, slipping her arms around Natalia's waist and pulling her close. "Thank you for caring so much about my kid."

"I love you, too, Olivia. And I love Emma and Ava because they're part of you. I know Emma thinks of me as her other mommy and to me, she's as much my kid as Rafe is. And even though she's a grown woman, Ava's your little girl, too. That makes her my little girl, whether she likes it or not. She's just going to have to get used to being stuck with two mommies, the same as the other two are," Natalia told her firmly, her expression fierce and loving.

Olivia laughed, bending her head to brush her lips against Natalia's, a low sigh issuing forth as Natalia deepened the kiss, slipping her hands into the soft fall of Olivia's hair, tugging her closer. Olivia melted into the kiss, melted into the all-encompassing feeling of love that emanated from the woman in her arms, love not only for her, but for her daughters.

Raising her head finally, Olivia rested her forehead against Natalia's, rubbing her nose back and forth along the rounded tip of Natalia's, teasing Eskimo kisses that brought a grin to the younger woman's face.

"At least we don't have to sit Ava down and explain to her about our slightly unconventional family and what it means when two people are in love," Olivia joked, content, as always, to breathe in the same air as the woman she loved.

"Yeah, given the slightly nauseated expression she gets when we mention it, I'm pretty sure she knows all about the birds and the bees," Natalia chuckled, her hands sliding down the length of Olivia's back to wrap around her waist.

"I know. Who would have thunk it? My kid, a prude," Olivia grinned, nuzzling in the fine, downy hairs along Natalia's temple.

"I don't think she's a prude. She just doesn't want to imagine her parents having sex. Ever. Not that I blame her. When I was a kid, I was convinced my folks had my brothers and me through immaculate conception, because the thought of my mom and dad doing anything other than hugging…," Natalia countered, eyes widening as the images flooded her brain again, decades later.

"Well, according to Ava, if we don't get some more soundproofing in the walls upstairs, she's going to be scarred for life," Olivia smirked, pleased that Natalia had called them Ava's parents. A low chuckle escaped her at Natalia's expression as her words fully sank in, a bright blush staining tan cheeks.

"Olivia!" Natalia cried, batting at the older woman's shoulder with one hand, before burying her face against that same shoulder. "Please tell me that Ava doesn't hear us!"

At her spouse's even heartier laugh, Natalia's face began to take on an almost purplish hue. Suddenly, the thought of taking care of Ava while she was sick seemed a bit more complicated.

"I'm kidding. She hasn't said anything. Well, except for that comment last week, you know, after the Halloween party, about how much you owe the swear jar," Olivia said seriously, just managing to get the words out without guffawing at the look on Natalia's face as the younger woman's head snapped back, shock and embarrassment stamped on her features. As Olivia's laughter triumphed, Natalia's expression changed.

"If you're done tormenting me, you could get our younger daughter and go to the store now," Natalia ordered firmly, disentangling herself from Olivia's embrace. "And don't forget the noodles."

A stray chuckle or two still escaped her lips as Olivia called up the stairs, "Emma! Come on down, baby. We need to go and buy some groceries."

The only response was the sound of a door swinging open and the sudden thud of feet on the stairs. Emma skipped the last step, landing with a loud thump on the floor of the living room.

"Hey, what have we said about running down the stairs and about not jumping off the last one?" Olivia chastised, the fond smile on her lips taking any sting out of her words.

"Sorry, Mommy," Emma replied without the slightest hint of apology on her face. "Why are we going to the store?"

"'Cause Ava's sick and we need to get her some juice and some stuff to make her some chicken soup," Olivia brushed back Emma's hair from her face. "So, get your jacket on and let's move, Jellybean."

"Is Ava going to be okay?" Emma asked, a small frown tugging down her eyebrows.

"Of course she is, sweetie," Natalia reassured, pulling Emma's coat from the rack by the door and helping her to slip it on. "She's just got the flu, so she feels crummy. But I'm going to go check on her right now, and you and Mommy are going to get her some juice and before you know it, she'll be all better."

"Okay," Emma grinned, her momentary worry alleviated by Natalia's words.

"You are going to have to be a little more quiet though, for the next few days, so that Ava can sleep, alright?" Olivia told her, rolling her eyes at Natalia's sharply reproving glance her way, a studied reminder that she had already broken that rule by yelling up the stairs to Emma. "No more loud voices or running on the steps, for either of us, right?"

"Right, Mom," Emma agreed readily.

"Go! The sooner you get going, the sooner you get back and I can put the soup on," Natalia urged, a gentle shove to Olivia's back pushing her towards the door. "I'll take care of Ava."

"I know," Olivia murmured, dropping a quick kiss on Natalia's lips. "I know you will."

Ava heard the distant sound of car doors slamming and then the rumble of an engine as her mother and sister left for the grocery store. She burrowed down into the warmth of her bed, trying to ease the shivering that had set in as she'd made her way upstairs. She felt awful, her head pounding, her throat raw, her entire body one gigantic ache.

"Yeah, because I wasn't miserable enough," she whimpered, a sound, half-groan, half-sob, escaping as she turned her face into the pillow.

"Oh, sweetie, I am so sorry you're sick." Natalia's voice came from the open doorway. Ava hadn't bothered to shut the door, knowing that her step-mother would be up to check on her. Well, that and she felt too horrible to manage it.

"Thanks. I'm fine, Natalia. I just need to sleep," Ava murmured, one eye opening to fix somewhat blearily on the woman standing over the bed.

Natalia didn't reply, simply shaking out the thick down comforter she carried, spreading it out over the top of Ava's blankets and tucking it neatly under the edge of the mattress. Ava reached up and tugged it tighter, pulling at the edges to wedge them under her as she snuggled further under the welcome warmth of it. She felt a cool hand brushing her forehead as the side of the mattress dipped under Natalia's weight.

"Is that better? Are you warm enough? I can get another blanket if you need it," Natalia offered, her fingers continuing in their soothing motion along the scorching tightness of Ava's skin. Ava felt the sigh that rose from somewhere in the vicinity of her knees, up along the length of her body to slip out, pathetic and sickly and profoundly content.

Natalia chuckled softly, an indulgent smile gracing her lips. "Your mother makes that same noise when she's feeling pitiful," she told her, the comforting touch uninterrupted as her other hand tucked the duvet around Ava's shoulders.

"Thanks for being so nice, Natalia, but you really don't have to take care of me," Ava muttered, slightly embarrassed at how easily she let down her guard and allowed Natalia to mother her. Her voice sounded less kind than she intended. "I've been sick before and I managed just fine. I just need to sleep."

"Ava, I meant what I said downstairs. I know you're an adult and you probably don't need or want another parent, but you're Olivia's child and that means that I love you, whether you like it or not," Natalia stated gently. Ava almost protested as the older woman stopped stroking her brow, her hand falling to rest on the cushiony fabric of the comforter. "Now, if you really don't want me here, I'll go. You do need someone to bring you food and make sure you're taking in liquids, and since your Mother can't do it, I'm it. Unless you're really uncomfortable with that, in which case, I guess we could hire someone to come in. Otherwise, I'll just check on you every few hours and bring you some soup and some juice later, okay?"

Ava peered up at Natalia in the semi-murky light of the room, trying to ascertain if she'd managed to hurt her step-mother's feelings, but all she saw on the other woman's face was sympathy and understanding.

"I didn't mean it the way it sounded. I guess I am as crappy a patient as Mom," Ava sighed, the ache in every muscle in her body ratcheting up as she tried to find a comfortable position. "Thank you for offering to do that. I'd love for you to take care of me. Honest. Being sick just makes me grumpy. And I really feel lousy."

Natalia smiled at her, a calm, knowing smile, and resumed her gentle stroking of Ava's hair.

"Fortunately for you, I have a lot of experience with sick and grumpy Spencer women," she grinned. "That Tylenol should start to help soon with the fever and the aches. When your Mom gets back, I'll bring you some juice, okay? Just try and sleep. I'll leave the door open until Olivia gets home, so if you need anything, just yell. I'll be in the living room. When she and Emma get home, I'll shut the door and we'll keep them both away from you. The last thing I need is more than one sick Spencer."

"'Kay. Thanks, Natalia," Ava agreed, feeling the warmth of the extra covering easing the shivering and the effects of the medicine beginning to take hold. As Natalia made her way to the door, Ava called out to her.

"Natalia?"

"Hmm? You need something else before I go?" Natalia took a step back towards the bed.

"No. I just. I wanted to thank you," Ava began, her next words interrupted as Natalia cut in.

"Ava, you've already thanked me. And I told you, there's no need to. Moms take care of kids. That's how it works."

"I know. That wasn't what I was trying to say," Ava began again, the pounding in her head making it difficult to articulate what she was thinking. "I meant, thank you for loving my Mom. And for loving Emma and me. We're all really lucky to have you in our lives. That's all."

"Oh, Ava. That's…that's everything. Thank you," Natalia replied, her voice thick with emotion. "Now sleep. I'll be back soon."

As she listened to the older woman's footsteps descend the stairs, Ava pulled the comforter over her head and allowed the lassitude slipping over her to claim her.

She awoke sometime later to the sound of voices from downstairs carrying up through the floorboards. She listened to her mother's lower tones mingling with Natalia's dulcet voice and the higher pitched strains of an excited eight-year old, the notes melding into the lulling cadences of family, her family. The muted thud of footsteps on the stairs signaled Natalia's return and Ava forced her eyes open, both of them, at the snick of the door opening and her step-mother's shadow blocking out the sudden light pouring in from the hallway.

"Hey," Ava rasped, her throat dry and scratchy.

"You're awake!" Natalia answered, clearly surprised to find Ava stirring.

"I heard Mom and Emma come in."

"Actually, they've been back a while. They just came in again from feeding the ducks. I brought you some juice a few hours ago but you were sound asleep, so I just took it back downstairs," Natalia informed her, crossing to the side of the bed and holding out a glass of orange juice, a glass of water in her other hand. "Here, drink some of this and then I have some water for you to take some more Tylenol. The soup should be ready in about an hour and I'll bring some up later, okay?"

Ava nodded, taking a few cautious sips of the juice, feeling the cool liquid soothe and coat her throat. She drained nearly half the glass, before handing it to Natalia and taking the water and Tylenol. She tossed back the pills, collapsing against the pillows as she felt Natalia remove the empty water glass from her hand.

"Go back to sleep. I'll bring the soup up in a bit," Natalia urged. "I'm going to close the door again. There's an old, heavy walking stick beside the bed. If you need anything, just bang on the floor with it, okay?"

Ava chuckled, her laughter soon dissolving into a fit of coughing that left her watery-eyed and weak. Natalia paused in the doorway, a concerned look on her face, but Ava waved her out, gesturing with her hand that she was fine, just exhausted.

The morning light seeping in around the edges of the curtains woke her. She had a vague memory of Natalia returning with a bowl of soup, and she was fairly certain that she had eaten at least a little of it, but the rest of the evening and night were a blur. Natalia had no doubt come in and checked on her, and Ava thought that she remembered taking more medicine sometime during the early hours of the morning, but nothing was concrete. It felt as if her head was chock full of cobwebs, fine strands that caught and trapped any clear thoughts that attempted to make themselves heard.

Shuffling to the bathroom, she made use of the facilities, washed her hands, brushed the horrible taste from her mouth and shuffled just as slowly back to her bed, surprisingly unsurprised to find Natalia there, straightening the sheets and blankets, another glass of juice sitting on the nightstand.

"Hey, you," Natalia smiled at her, turning back the covers for Ava to climb back into bed. "Here's some more juice. I know your throat hurts, so I was thinking that maybe some oatmeal might be good?"

"Oatmeal sounds okay. I don't know how much I can eat, but I'll try," Ava agreed, her voice like sandpaper against wood.

"Coming right up. Your mother thinks you need to go to the doctor." Ava tried to discern from Natalia's expression and tone what her take on that suggestion was, but came up blank.

"No. I don't need to go to the doctor. They'll just tell me I have the flu and yell at me for coming in and spreading it around. Tell Mom I'm fine. I just need to rest and let it run its course."

"I already told her that. I told her that doctors and hospitals are telling anyone with the flu to simply stay home and drink lots of fluids. And she said that you need to go to the doctor. So, I told her I would tell you and see what you had to say about it," Natalia responded, a look of fond indulgence on her face as she relayed her conversation with Olivia.

Ava met her gaze with a fond look of her own, well, as fond as she could manage with the way she was feeling.

"Tell her I don't want to go to the doctor and to just drop it," Ava smiled tiredly, shaking her head at what she knew would be an uphill battle on Natalia's part to convince a very stubborn Olivia Spencer that her child would be just fine without medical attention. "You might want to remind her that if it were her, we'd have to hog-tie her and throw her in the trunk of the car to get her to the doctor."

"I'm keeping that one in reserve. Don't worry. I'll handle your mother. " Natalia laughed. In the next instant, a look that Ava could have sworn was distaste crossed Natalia's lovely features before she schooled them into a neutral expression. "Oh, and Jeffrey called. He wanted to come over and see you later if you're feeling up for company."

"Um, that'd be great. I don't want him catching anything, but I'd love to see him," Ava answered, a vague feeling of unease catching along the periphery of her foggy brain. Natalia smiled at her words, but the look didn't quite reach her eyes, and Ava grasped somewhat futilely at an explanation. "Is everything alright?"

"Yeah, it's fine. I'll go get your oatmeal. Your mother's taken Emma to buy some supplies for a school project that she forgot to tell us about and then they're going to Company for Buzz Burgers. So, it's just you and me for a while. I'll leave the door open so you can get some fresh air. Just yell if you need anything. I'll be right back with oatmeal," Natalia informed her, the words spilling out of her quickly, her expression unreadable. Before Ava could respond, Natalia was out the door and down the stairs.

What the hell was that all about? Ava thought, her brain being completely uncooperative as she tried to puzzle out the sudden change in Natalia's behavior. It wasn't the oatmeal, it wasn't the doctor conversation. Pause. Shit. Jeffrey.

Her mother must have told Natalia what had happened. Told her the terrible secret of her conception. Ava closed her eyes, trying, as she did every time she thought of the circumstances that had given her life, to reconcile the man she knew and loved, the kind, gentle, loving man who had been father to her, and now friend to her mother, with the boy who had committed such an unforgivable act. She knew her mother had forgiven him, had offered him absolution in the form of her understanding, her friendship and most of all, her daughter's affection. That one defining action had altered forever the way she had viewed Olivia Spencer, torn down the façade of cold, bitchy manipulator and revealed to Ava the generous, loving woman her mother hid from the world.

The same woman that Natalia Rivera loved more than anyone in the world.

Shit. Suddenly the past month made more sense. The look on Natalia's face the times that Ava had mentioned Jeffrey. The lack of invitations for the O'Neill clan to visit the farmhouse. The strained conversations when they had all stopped at Cross Creek for Halloween. The expression on Natalia's face just now.

A wave of emotion washed over Ava. This would be hard enough to deal with had she been feeling well, but this flu had left her weak and disoriented, unable to think clearly, and she doubted that she would be able to make Natalia understand all that she felt she needed to explain to her. Still, it wasn't fair to her step-mother to ignore her feelings, even if it meant a very uncomfortable conversation for both of them.

"Here we go. Piping hot oatmeal, with maple syrup. Emma assures me this is the only way to eat it," Natalia announced, bustling into the room with a tray laden with a steaming dish, more juice and a mug of what Ava prayed was coffee. Maybe the caffeine would help clear her head.

"Thanks, Natalia," Ava said, hesitating a moment as a desire to avoid the whole situation nearly overwhelmed her. Sitting up a little straighter, Ava pulled the tray across her lap, taking a sip of coffee, the hot, smooth liquid tracing a fiery trail down her throat. "Um, do you have a minute? There's something I wanted to talk to you about."

"Sure. I was just finishing up the laundry, but it can wait," the other woman answered, sinking down carefully on the edge of the bed, watchful of the tray balanced precariously on Ava's lap. "What did you want to talk about?"

Ava tried mightily to marshal her thoughts, aware that what she said and how she said it were important. Natalia sat patiently waiting and it occurred to Ava that her step-mother had a great deal of experience in waiting for Spencer women to say what was on their minds.

"I couldn't help but notice that you got an odd look on your face earlier when you mentioned my dad," Ava began slowly, the words beginning to spill out as she watched the guilty shift in Natalia's expression. "Please, I'm not upset. I swear. I just…I guess that Mom told you, huh? About what happened? About how she ended up pregnant with me?"

Natalia's normally bright eyes appeared cloudy, dark with emotion. It looked to Ava as if she was struggling with a reply. In the end, she simply nodded, dark hair falling like a curtain across the side of her face. The hand that reached up to tuck it back behind her ear was trembling slightly.

"I know it must have been a shock to you. I can't even tell you how I felt when I found out. When Mom told me. We hated each other then. There was so much bad blood between us and I knew she was keeping the truth from me, but I didn't know why. I thought she was just being vindictive, cruel. Only after she told me did I realize that, even though part of the reason she hadn't told me was to stop having to relive it, another part of her was trying to protect me. It took us a long time to come to terms with what happened, with Jeffrey and his role in my life. A long, long time. But we did. And I know it may seem impossible, but I know my dad isn't the same man who…who raped my mother. I know he isn't. And Mom knows it, too. At least, I think she does. She has to, right? Or she wouldn't have forgiven him, wouldn't be friends with him, would she?" Ava knew that at some point she had started to ramble, the words that she tried so meticulously to choose trampled by emotion as the story tumbled from her lips.

Natalia hadn't responded, her face a closed book, eyes dark and expressionless. It seemed to Ava almost as if she had simply shut herself down, like switching off a television, leaving only a blank screen filled with the viewer's reflection. Natalia's head dropped forward suddenly and Ava watched her draw in one deep breath after another, her hands clenched tightly in her lap. Ava shifted the tray onto the bed and tentatively reached out, her fingers gently resting on top of Natalia's, unmoving.

Finally, the other woman raised her head and Ava felt the air leave her lungs in one gasp at the look of rage on Natalia's face.

"Ava. Your mom did tell me that Jeffrey raped her," Natalia said quietly, the anger dripping from her voice like rain from the eaves. "I know that what you've said is true for you. I honestly believe that it's true for your mother as well. If I had no other proof in this world of what an amazing, generous, loving woman your mother is, that alone would convince me. And I realize that you've both had a long time to come to terms with it. For you, I know that ultimately, it comes down to the fact that, despite how it happened, Jeffrey is your father and he has never been anything other than kind and loving to you. For Olivia….for Olivia, it's simply who she is. Regardless of what anyone else may think, I know that the real Olivia, the one only a privileged few of us ever get to see, couldn't do anything but forgive.

"And maybe some day, I will be able to do that, too. I don't know. But for me, this is all new. Olivia told me this summer, before I went to Chicago, before you came back to go with her to San Cristobel, and so I haven't had time to come to terms with it. Because, you see, Ava, he hurt her. He hurt her so much. He changed her forever, took away things that can never be replaced or rebuilt. And I love her. I love her more than I can ever tell you and whenever I think about it, whenever you mention his name, or I have to see him, this rage comes over me and I want to make him suffer for what he did to her. But he is your father and Olivia and I have discussed this and I would never, never deny him this house and his daughter."

As Natalia spoke, large tears began to fall silently over her cheekbones, dropping without a sound to the dark fabric of the comforter. Ava realized dully that Natalia's tears were matched by her own. Her step-mother's words reverberated in Ava's mind, the truth of them impossible to deny, and Ava was struck dumb by the sheer force of Natalia's love for her mother. Without pausing to consider, Ava leaned forward, pulling Natalia into her arms, holding her tightly, bound together in their shared grief and profound love for Olivia Spencer.

"Thank you," Ava whispered, turning her head to burying her face in Natalia's dark hair. "Thank you for loving her so much. I am so grateful that she has you, that you found each other. And I understand how you feel about Jeffrey. About my dad. I do. Maybe one day you'll be able to see him differently."

"I hope so, Ava. For your sake," Natalia replied gently, pulling back a little to cup Ava's tear-stained cheek in her hand. "But mostly for Olivia's sake."

Ava could only nod, her mind too inundated with thoughts and emotions to speak.

Natalia stood up and moved toward the door, one slender hand coming up to wipe quickly at the traces of moisture still clinging to her cheeks. She paused in the doorway and turned to Ava.

"You'd better eat your oatmeal before it's one big lump. I'll call Jeffrey back and tell him to stop by later."

"Natalia, you don't have to do that…"

"Yes, I do. It's what moms do."

Chapter Six

"Hey, mom, did you read this?" Ava asked from her place at the kitchen table, her voice muffled by the copy of the Springfield State Journal-Register propped in front of her.

Olivia was leaning almost bonelessly against the counter beside the coffee maker, her bleary gaze fixed on the slow drip of dark liquid into the carafe.

"Shh."

"Mom. Seriously, did you read this?" Ava replied, rolling her eyes at her mother.

"Ava. We've talked about this. You know rule number one: no talking to me until I've had a cup of coffee. And since you drank the last cup of the first pot, I now have to wait for the second one to brew. Which is a bad thing. A very bad thing, Ava. In fact, I think rule number two should be 'no taking the last of the coffee before your mother has had a cup'." Olivia griped, throwing an extremely crabby look in her daughter's general direction.

"Wait, I thought that rule number one is 'Olivia is always right'? That would make the coffee thing rule number two and then not drinking the last cup rule number three. Oh, and what's with the whole 'your mother' part of that? What if Natalia drinks the last cup?" Ava countered, a smirk teasing her lips as she watched her mother's sleep addled brain working through all that information.

Pause. Head tilting in contemplation. Green eyes narrowing in irritation. Ready, set….

"You know, if you'd just follow rule number one, there would be no need for this entire fucking conversation, Ava." Olivia stated crankily, one side of her upper lip curling in a decidedly petulant manner as she filled her mug from the now half full carafe and poured in some cream.

"True, but where's the fun in that?" Ava laughed, dark eyes twinkling as her mother dropped a trifle gracelessly into the opposite chair.

She waited until Olivia had taken several healthy swallows of coffee before broaching her original subject again.

"So, anyway, did you see this?"

"See what? Did they not teach you pronoun reference in school? Or were you expecting me to use my psychic abilities?" Olivia demanded, her tone only marginally less grouchy.

"Why don't you use your psychic abilities and tell me what word I'm thinking right now," Ava proffered, her dark eyes now narrowed belligerently.

"Ava, baby, it's not nice to call Mummy names like that," Olivia drawled, the first jolt of caffeine, combined with her daughter's teasing, jump starting her slumbering brain cells.

"Then 'Mummy' should work on not being such a pain in the ass," Ava answered, faux grin firmly in place. "I was referring to this editorial in the paper about Doris and porn."

Olivia made a show of swallowing a mouthful of coffee with an expression of extreme distaste. "Now there are two words you never want to hear in a sentence together: Doris and porn. Think about it. "

Ava paused, unwanted images now plastering themselves on the backs of her eyeballs. "Okay, mom. Ewww. Just ewww. Thanks so much for that. You'd better be putting some serious cash in my therapy fund. Between you and Natalia screwing like bunnies-and by the way, you really, really need to sound proof your bedroom…and my bedroom…and Emma's room…and the living room-yeah, anyway, between that and the image I now have of Doris on a bear skin rug wearing just that horrible black and red blazer, I'm going need a shrink until I'm 80."

"God, Ava, did you have to say that? Now I've got that picture in my head," Olivia grimaced. "Must wash mind out with bleach…ughh."

"You started it," Ava countered.

"Me? You're the one talking about Doris and porn," Olivia tossed back, along with the rest of her coffee.

"I was talking about this letter to the editor, mom. In the newspaper? By Donald A. O'Reilly."

"Oh, shit, not O'Reilly again. I'd love to know what moron on the editorial staff keeps printing his letters. Ignorant, racist, homophobic fascist bastard." Olivia railed, crossing to refill her mug, ignoring Ava's gesture to her own empty cup.

"Gee, mom, don't hold back. Tell us how you really feel." Ava snorted, rising to get some more coffee, only to be brought up short by her mother's markedly more diminutive frame blocking her way.

"Mother, move."

"How many cups have you had?" Olivia asked sternly.

"Why, scared it's going to stunt my growth, mom?" Ava asked defiantly.

"How many?"

"This will be my fourth. That is, if you get your 'not-bad-looking-for-forty-two' ass out of my way," Ava grinned down at her, head tilted challengingly.

"Not bad? Not bad? I'll have you know this is one of the finest asses of any age in the state. You should be praying that you inherited this amazing ass," Olivia retorted, one finger coming up to dance in emphasis across Ava's line of vision.

"Yes, mother. I'll be sure and add that in the next time Natalia has us give thanks. 'And please, Lord, let me inherit my mother's amazing ass.' No world peace for me, no sir. Just a fine ass."

"Natalia won't mind. She loves my ass," Olivia smirked up at her daughter, holding her ground as Ava attempted to ease by her to the coffee maker.

"And we're back to, 'ewww, mother'," Ava complained. "Mom, let me get some more coffee."

"No. You've already had three cups and I'm only on my second. After I finish this one and get some more, then you can have another cup." Olivia explained with a grin.

"This is just punishment for drinking the last of the first pot, isn't it?"

"My baby girl is so smart," Olivia cooed at her, reaching up to pinch Ava's cheek. Her tone altered completely as she said, "Payback's a bitch, ain't it?"

"I swear to God, you're four years old." Ava shook her head, resuming her seat, as her mother chuckled happily to herself.

"So, what does Rush, Jr. have to say about Doris and porn?"

"Well, he seems to think that Doris is having clandestine meetings with women of less than sterling character and plotting to bring about the moral downfall of Springfield, Illinois and all of America," Ava explained succinctly.

"Hmm. I guess if you shoot enough times, you're bound to hit something eventually," Olivia mused wrapping her long fingers around her favorite, "Hillary '08" mug. "Doris has really crappy taste in women."

"Should I point out that she's one of your best friends?" Ava asked innocently.

"Not unless you want a to find a new place to live. Hey, I know, you could stay with Doris. You'd have a front row seat for an all new version of 'The Big Bad Wolfe Teaches Red Riding-Hood a Lesson." Olivia taunted, her eyebrows wiggling in emphasis.

"I hate you."

"Sorry. Couldn't resist. Besides, you know I'd never do that to my own kid. Now, Lizzie on the other hand…." Olivia's voice trailed off, a distinctly gleeful light in her eyes.

"Bad, ex-step-mother. Bad." Ava laughed. "So, anyway, Donnie here has managed what has to be some sort of record. I count the word 'porn' sixteen times in what is basically a two paragraph letter. That requires talent and real commitment."

"Commitment being the operative word, here." Olivia suggested.

"Oh, my God, he says, 'And the most disturbing part is that it is clearly aimed at women — hardworking, God-fearing women who are being seduced by the lure of porn and who quickly become addicted. Statistics show that usage of porn leads to a decrease in productivity, a shorter attention span, and an increased desire for sexual activity. In fact, some experts believe that porn makes you gay!'. Mom, you didn't tell me it was too much porn that turned you gay!" Ava barely managed to finish reading the excerpt, her raucous laughter ending in a remarkably un-ladylike snort.

"Yeah, well, you know, Alan liked him some porn, especially a little girl on girl action. The fact that I enjoyed the pre-game show more than the game should have been a hint, I guess," Olivia agreed, voice and face deadpan.

"Mom, I don't care how much Natalia tries to save you; you're going to hell." Ava grinned, taking advantage of her mother's relaxed pose to score some more coffee.

"Hey, pig of the coffee! If you drink the last of it again, I'll tell Natalia you've been reading porn in the house," Olivia promised, a self-satisfied grin on her face as Ava paused, hand on the coffee pot.

"Did I mention I hate you?" Ava stuck out her tongue, pouring just half a cup into her oversized mug. "There. There's another cup left, miser. So, do you think…I mean, has Natalia ever seen porn?"

"No."

"Not even…"

"No!" Olivia's tone brooked no discussion.

"Really? I mean, come on, mom, she can't be as sweet and innocent as she looks."

"Oh, yes she can," Olivia assured her, her expression an odd mix of affection and frustration. "I would be willing to wager my half of the Beacon that Natalia has never even said the word 'porn'."

In the lull that followed, a gleeful, mischievous light began to softly glow in Ava's dark eyes, soon matched by the slow grin that teased full lips. A grin that was met with a look of growing concern from the face across the table.

"We could get her to read the editorial out loud. You know, just for giggles. I mean, it is about Doris, who's a good friend of yours. Just hand her the front page when she comes back from church and let her stumble across it. Come on, mom, you know you can't pass up the chance to hear Natalia say the word 'porn' sixteen times." Ava inveigled, her voice dropping to the same register her mother used when she was trying to get her way.

"No. No, no. No, Ava. No playing pranks on your other mommy," Olivia ordered sternly, more than a trace of fear in her eyes. "Bad idea. Very bad."

"Oh, my God," Ava echoed her earlier words, the gleam now distinctly roguish. "You're afraid of her, aren't you? Olivia Spencer, afraid of her wife."

"I'm not afraid of her. I love and respect her and I don't think that it would be nice to play that kind of trick on her," Olivia replied stiffly, not quite meeting Ava's eyes.

"It's not like I'm suggesting we put glue on her chair or put Preparation H in her toothpaste, mother," Ava taunted, leaning forward, arms resting on the table. "Come on, mom. You know I love Natalia. We've gotten really close these past few months. Still, can you really pass up the opportunity to hear her say 'porn' sixteen times?"

"You're an evil child." Olivia moaned, her mind not able to entirely suppress the audio, and visual, enticement her daughter was dangling before her like a toy mouse to a cat.

"Apparently I inherited more than the exceptionally fine ass." The smug grin on Ava's face was nearly impossible to resist, although Ava could see her mother was going to put up at least a bit more token struggle.

Well, until the kitchen door opened and Natalia returned from church.

"Hey you two," Natalia smiled, sliding off her coat and folding it neatly over the back off one of the chairs. Bending, she kissed Olivia lightly, carrying with her the scent of shampoo and perfume and cold winter air. "Where's Emma?"

"In her room watching Hannah Montana for the three thousandth time," Ava supplied, the glint in her eyes only amplified by her step-mother's presence. She watched her mother's face, taking in the bottom lip being guiltily chewed on, the head tilted to the side, moving back and forth in as unobtrusive a 'no' as possible.

"It's freezing out there," Natalia said, rubbing her hands together briskly and stepping toward the counter. "Oh, good, there's still some coffee. Anybody mind if I take the last cup?"

"Nope. Mom and I have both had plenty, haven't we, mom?" Ava answered pleasantly, smirking up at her mother through long lashes.

"Yeah," Olivia agreed weakly. "Take it, honey. It'll warm you up."

Ava stretched her arms over her head, casually pushing the editorial section along the smooth top of the table, towards Natalia's usual seat. The paper was open to the letters page, although not folded and too obviously staged. She watched with amusement as her mother's eyes followed the paper, watched as Olivia reached out to grab it just as Natalia's fingers closed over the thin edges.

"Olivia, you've been sitting here and drinking coffee for at least an hour. Haven't you read this yet?" Natalia asked, clearly rhetorically as she raised the paper, shaking it to get out the wrinkles, the sound producing a corresponding grimace on Olivia's face.

"Um, actually, I was saving that part for last," Olivia managed lamely, completely avoiding Ava's pointed looks.

"Well, I won't be long. I just want to see if Blake's new ad made it in this week. She said it was supposed to be in the Opinion section. She's trying to attract a more 'intellectual' audience," Natalia laughed, starting at the front of the section, eyes quickly scanning each successive page.

"Blake publishes romance novels. Cheesy romance novels. What makes her think that anyone who reads the editorials would read her authors?" Olivia asked airily, shooting a surreptitious glare in Ava's direction.

"Sweetie, it's Blake. It doesn't have to make sense to anyone but her, you know that," Natalia replied, smiling indulgently as she discussed her friend. "Oh, my God! Olivia, did you see this letter to the editor?"

"Um, no, honey. Remember, I haven't read that part yet? I'll read it when you're done." Olivia squeaked, rising quickly as a sudden need to be anywhere but there overcame her. "I think I'll hop in the shower."

"Olivia wait! This is about Doris," Natalia ordered, not even looking up as Olivia sank somewhat despondently in her seat. "According to Mr. Donald O'Reilly, Doris is responsible for helping to establish a porn empire here in Springfield."

Ava watched her mother's face avidly, pressing her lips together in amusement as Olivia found something infinitely fascinating in the classified section.

"Doris, really? What else does it say, Natalia?" Ava knew she probably shouldn't play with her step-mother, but the truth was, they had grown close, close enough that Ava considered the slightly older woman to be a friend. And if you couldn't tease a friend, who could you tease?

Well, aside from your mother.

"Well, he says that Doris has been seen around town with some disreputable women," Natalia began, only to be interrupted by Olivia's slightly brittle laugh.

"Clearly, he's never met Doris. She doesn't know any women who aren't disreputable."

"True, mom. After all, she's one of your best friends." Ava snarked, gratified to get a response out of her mother as Olivia sent a stinging glare her way. "Read it, Natalia."

"Um. Okay," Natalia agreed with a minor tremor of nervousness in her voice. "Fellow citizens, it has come to my attention that our Mayor, Doris Wolfe, has committed an egregious offense against our citizenry. She has allowed porn into our fair city!

"Several months ago, Mayor Wolfe was seen having lunch at Towers with Misty Angel, the owner of a "gentleman's club" just outside of Oakdale. Sources observing the meeting report that the two women were extremely friendly. A few months later, Ms. Angel opened a new store in Springfield. This establishment, while supposedly a "lingerie" store, is in truth an outlet for porn. Assorted items of sexual paraphernalia are displayed (in not-so-discreet packaging, of course) out on the main shelves of the store. But that's not all! A quick word with the clerk will allow you to visit a back room that is filled with all manner of porn."

By the third 'porn', Ava was having difficulty containing the rising flood waters of laughter that were bubbling up inside her. Risking a glance at her mother, she could see that Olivia's face had taken on a decidedly reddish hue, as she struggled to keep a straight face. At that thought alone, Ava almost burst out laughing. Mimicking her mother, Ava grabbed a random part of the newspaper, pulling it close enough to her face that she could smell the metallic scent of the ink. Natalia's eyes narrowed as she continued reading.

By the sixth 'porn', Ava's shoulders were quaking, and she was seriously considering stuffing the paper in her mouth to contain the peals of laughter backing up inside her like a clogged drain. As Natalia segued into the second paragraph, Ava watched in fascinated awe as her mother rose from her seat with all the grace of a pregnant giraffe, crossing quickly to the refrigerator. Olivia pulled open the door and bent over, part of her upper body disappearing inside the silver appliance. Only a keen observer would have noticed how her lower body shook with laughter.

"There are porn magazines, books filled with porn images, porn videos (including lesbian porn!), even devices that are used in porn films to provide sexual pleasure." Natalia stumbled for a second over the words, especially as the implications of devices and pleasure hit her, bringing a flush of warmth to her cheeks. "The amount of porn available on a quiet, ordinary street in Springfield is appalling. And the most disturbing part is that it is clearly aimed at women — hardworking, God-fearing women who are being seduced by the lure of porn and who quickly become addicted. Statistics show that usage of porn leads to a decrease in productivity, a shorter attention span, and an increased desire for sexual activity. In fact, some experts believe that porn makes you gay!"

Natalia looked up briefly at the peculiar squawking noise that issued forth from inside the refrigerator, glancing at Ava, whose face was nearly purple behind the shield of her paper, before finishing the letter.

"My friends, as someone who loves Springfield and believes in the moral righteousness of this community, I urge you to alert Mayor Wolfe to your displeasure with her decision to allow porn onto our quiet streets and lovely neighborhoods. Don't fall for the lure of porn! Stand up for what's right, Springfield! If Mayor Wolfe doesn't listen, then next year, come November, we will vote her - and the porn - right out of our town."

"Well, quite a letter, wouldn't you say, Olivia?" Natalia asked, her tone innocent, her eyes far less so.

A muffled, "Absolutely," came from the crisper section.

"What do you think, Ava?" Natalia queried, reaching over to suddenly snatch the newspaper from Ava's hands.

Ava bit her bottom lip so hard she was afraid she might draw blood, although from the look on Natalia's face, bloodletting definitely wasn't out of the question.

"Ava?" Natalia pushed, walking stealthily across the floor towards the fridge.

Before Ava could formulate a response, Natalia reached out, snagging the back of Olivia's pajama bottoms and yanking her unceremoniously from her hiding place. Pointing imperiously at Olivia's recently vacated chair, she ordered, "You. Sit."

"Baby…" Olivia began, caught off sharply by the steel in Natalia's voice.

"Don't 'baby', me, Olivia Spencer. Get over here and sit down with your co-conspirator. And before you try that innocent 'I-have-no-idea-what-you're-talking-about-sweetheart' look on me, just forget it. Now sit."

Olivia slunk back to the table, eyes shooting daggers at her elder daughter. She mouthed, "I told you no!"

"So, which one of you thought it would be funny to listen to me say 'porn' over and over?" Natalia demanded, bending suddenly and thrusting her face between mother and daughter as they cowered in their chairs.

Olivia's finger was pointing at Ava almost before Natalia finished speaking.

"Oh, nice, mom. Remind me not to rob a bank with you," Ava groused. "What a snitch!"

"Natalia, I'm sorry," Olivia said sincerely, reaching out in an attempt to capture Natalia's hand. An unsuccessful attempt. "And Ava is sorry. Very, very sorry. Aren't you, pumpkin?"

"I am sorry. We didn't mean to upset you. Honest," Ava said contritely, looking up at Natalia through long lashes in one of her patented moves.

"We didn't baby, I swear. Please believe me. Ava was just reading the letter and we got talking about porn and she asked if you'd ever seen porn and I said no and then I said I doubted you'd ever even said the word 'porn' and then Ava said we should get you to read the letter and…" Olivia stammered quickly, her words falling over each other like drunks in a funhouse. "I'm sorry we laughed."

Natalia continued to glare at her spouse and their older daughter for a few minutes, making certain that their contrition was sincere.

"Alright. I forgive you both. Even though I shouldn't. But just for the record, Olivia Spencer, not only have I said the word 'porn' before, I've seen it. Which is more than you're going to be able to say this week because believe me, baby, there is no porn in your future for a long time," Natalia said sweetly, both dimples peering out in full glory as she watched her words register in Olivia's mind.

Ava chuckled. Bad move, in hindsight.

"I don't know what you're laughing for. Since I'm not going to have her take up residence in the living room, guess who your darling mother is going to be sleeping with tonight? And tomorrow night? And maybe even Tuesday?" Natalia beamed at Ava, tempted to laugh herself at the matching expressions on the faces of mother and child.

As she walked out of the kitchen, Natalia turned back for a moment.

"Oh, and by the way Olivia? That shop of Misty Angel's is really pretty nice. Next time you're in town you should stop by. Ask to see the things in the back room. She has a nice selection. And baby? You might want to buy something. You're going to be needing it." Swiveling neatly, she walked into the living room. A minute later, Olivia and Ava heard her climbing the stairs.

All I wanted was a cup of coffee, Olivia thought. Fuck.

"So I guess this means I own your half of the Beacon." Ava asked with a wavering smile.

"Evil child."

Chapter Seven

"God, mother, stop hogging the covers!" Ava groused, yanking the thick comforter towards her. She'd shivered awake to discover that her entire back and legs were sans sheet, sans blanket, sans duvet, but definitely avec goosebumps.

The only response from the other side of the bed was a particularly loud grunt.

This was the third consecutive night from hell and Ava was beginning to feel the strain of sharing her bed with a less than well behaved companion. Her mother hogged not only the covers, but the bed as well. The first night, Ava had been startled into wakefulness as the soft comfort of the mattress suddenly disappeared from beneath her, replaced for a few endless seconds by chill air and then the hard, unyielding wood of the floor. Pulling herself up on her knees, she had peered over the edge of the mattress to see her mother's slumbering form, most of it reclining on what had been Ava's side of the bed.

Night number two had been just as bad, if not worse, as the bed and cover hogging were joined by what could only be termed ungodly snoring. She had fled downstairs to the couch, only to find pinned to the back of the cushions a note in her step-mother's rounded handwriting.

"Don't even think about it. Either of you."

She'd been tempted to ignore the implicit danger and settle down there anyway, but something in the glint in Natalia's eyes the previous morning when she had banished Olivia from their bedroom stayed Ava, forcing her feet to make the creaky climb back upstairs to the disquiet sanctuary of her bedroom. She could have sworn, as she failed to miss the squeaky board in the hallway outside her mother and Natalia's bedroom, that she heard her step-mother's low chuckle rumbling from behind the closed bedroom door.

Payback really is a bitch, Ava had thought, as she shambled back into the dark of her room and with more effort than should have been necessary, pushed, shoved and cajoled her mother over enough to slide back into bed.

She'd been a virtual zombie for the last few days, the lack of sleep leaving her feeling disjointed and decidedly crabby. Add in days spent dealing with demanding travelers and less than efficient staff at the Beacon, not to mention the mercurial and often maddening owner of the hotel, and Ava Peralta had been reduced to a shell of her former self. And it wasn't even Wednesday, yet.

At least Sunday and Monday nights she'd only had to deal with her mother's presence. Tonight, in one of those perverse workings of the universe, both Charlotte and Emily had decided to abandon Emma's bed for hers, so that Ava found herself wedged between her mother's sprawled and slumbering form and the astonishingly immovable weight of two pint sized balls of fur.

She'd just begun to doze off again, after shifting her mother's weight towards the other side of the bed and removing one kitten from its perch on her pillow, tiny feet like pegs pushing against her skull, when a sound from the darkness sent her upright in bed, eyes wide as they scanned the darkness.

"Pow! Pow!"

It took a minute for her groggy, disoriented mind to register that the sounds were just that, sounds, not actually gunfire. Sounds issuing forth from her mother's sleeping lips.

"Pow! Pow!"

"Mother! Mother, wake up!" Ava demanded, one had roughly shaking Olivia Spencer's shoulder. "Mom!"

"What?! What's wrong? 'S someone hurt?" Olivia responded sleepily, voice rough and slurred, one green eye glaring at her daughter confusedly as she struggled to force the other eye open.

"Dammit, Mom. You were making shooting noises in your sleep! You scared the hell out of me," Ava accused in a hoarse whisper. "What in the world were you dreaming about?"

Olivia flopped back against the pillows. Ava could see that part of her mother was clearly relieved that nothing was seriously wrong, while the rest appeared annoyed at having been awoken so abruptly.

"I was having the weirdest dream," Olivia muttered, scrubbing a hand across her face. "I was in Dodge City, you know, in Gunsmoke? Only Frank was Marshal Dillon and Natalia was Miss Kitty. Buzz was there, too. I think he was Festus."

"Well, there's some typecasting if I ever heard it," Ava murmured. "Who were you?"

"I was a mysterious gunslinger. I had on these leather chaps and a black flat-topped Stetson. I looked amazing. Frank tried to run me out of town, but I was determined to save Natalia from a boring, loveless life in Dodge. Frank and I were shooting it out when you woke me up." Olivia recounted, her expression clouding as she realized she'd been deprived of the satisfying ending to her dream. "God dammit, Ava! I didn't get to see if I managed to shoot him in the guts!"

"Well, forgive me, Mom, if I was a little startled to hear my mother making gun noises in bed in the middle of the night!" Ava replied indignantly. "Besides, you won, remember? You got Miss Kitty, so you don't need to shoot the Marshal. And I cannot fucking believe I just said that. Seriously mother, you have got to stop watching TV Land before we go to sleep."

"I know I got the girl. Doesn't mean I wouldn't enjoy putting a few shots in Frank, you know, hypothetically. In a dream," Olivia answered a little abashedly. "Not that I would in real life, of course. Although, there were moments last year when it seemed like a good plan."

For a moment, Ava could think of no response to that. Finally, she swung her long legs over the edge of the bed, marched to the door and flung it open. She crossed the hall in a few swift steps, her fist making firm, and loud, contact with Natalia's bedroom door before Olivia had managed to crawl out of bed.

"Ava? What the hell are you doing?" Olivia demanded, eyes squinting against the light in the hallway, hair tousled and sticking out at odd angles.

Ava didn't reply, merely tapping out another quick staccato against the thick wood grain.

The door opened to reveal a sleepy, and to Ava's mind, annoyingly well-rested Natalia.

"Okay, you win. I can't take it anymore," Ava informed her succinctly. "I'll do whatever you want. Laundry for the month. All the shopping. I'll chop wood. Hell, I'll clean the barn out with my toothbrush. But please, for the love of all that is good and holy in the world, will you please take her back?"

There was a bit more desperate pleading in the last sentence than Ava had intended to reveal, but at this point, the only thing that mattered was her mother back in her own room where she belonged. And if that required groveling, then grovel is what she would do.

"Please, Natalia? I am so sorry I ever read the paper, much less suggested that mom make you read the letter to the editor. I swear to you, I will never read anything ever again. I will never so much as speak the word p…, that word, again for as long as I live. But for heaven's sake, if you are truly a woman of faith and mercy, you will take her back, because otherwise, I may have to put a pillow over her face and end it all."

The look of pure, unadulterated amusement on Natalia's face was almost enough to pervert Ava's good intentions and bring that Spencer pride swaggering to the forefront, but the sound of her mother's voice behind her imbued her with a renewed sense of purpose: to get Olivia Spencer out of her bed.

"Hey! You know, sleeping with you is no picnic, either!" Olivia huffed resentfully. "You make this high-pitched whiny noise through your noise and you keep waking me up!"

"I keep waking YOU up?" Ava exclaimed, flabbergasted at her mother's words. "Mother, I haven't gotten more than an hour of uninterrupted sleep in the past three nights. You hog the bed, you hog the covers and you snore. Yes, Olivia Spencer, you snore!"

"I do not snore, Ava. I cannot believe you would tell such a blatant lie, like that," Olivia fumed, face beginning to flush with irritation. "Natalia, do I snore?"

Natalia had been watching the proceedings with an indulgently amused expression. At Olivia's question, she simply reached out a hand and snagged her spouse's pajama-clad arm and dragged her towards their still open bedroom door. Pushing a stumbling Olivia past her into the room, she smirked at Ava as she answered the question.

"Yes, Olivia, you snore. But it's okay. Now get in bed and let's all get some sleep, shall we? And tomorrow perhaps we can all reflect on the valuable lesson we've learned from this experience," Natalia said calmly. "Isn't that right, Ava?"

"She never had a prayer, did she?" Ava asked, gesturing with her head toward her mother, now sprawled happily in her own bed, Ava's expression one of awe at her step-mother's skills.

"Nope. Night, Ava," Natalia grinned, turning to enter the bedroom. "Sweet dreams."

As Ava swiveled and headed back to her room, she looked back over her shoulder.

"Yeah, speaking of dreams, be sure and ask mom about the one she just had, Miss Kitty." Despite her still precarious position, Ava couldn't keep the grin off her face.

"Miss Kitty?" Natalia repeated, the self-satisfied smirk fading slightly as she registered Ava's words.

"Oh, yeah. Miss Kitty. You might want to ask her about the chaps and the sexy black Stetson, too. Night, Natalia," Ava smirked, slipping her door closed on her step-mother's bemused face.

As Ava slipped back between the covers, she heard Natalia's voice from the hall.

"Olivia Spencer, have you been watching Gunsmoke marathons again?"