New unexpected story! Yay! Now this fic is dedicated to a boy I had fallen in love with years ago, but I had now moved on with my life and no longer let him hold me back. Now I am free and happy instead of gloomy and depressed; mourning over him. This is for you Tyler! Thanks for dumping me after an awesome 1 year relationship! Now I'm free…
This is a mixture of R. Kelly – How Do I Tell Her and Ciara – Sorry songfic!
I don't own DP (I would have gone to the 10th season by now lol!)
I can't…
No more…
I, the girl whose independent, known to knock teeth in if messed with, the freak of Casper High, stands in her room crying over the overwhelming heartbreak in my heart. I had reached a hand toward my chest, softly touching the fabric of my black shirt. I feel a gaping hole in my chest, yet I'm not surprised to say there is none. The pain wasn't physically, but emotionally. Tears clouded my vision and poured down my cheeks like a waterfall. My makeup I had especially fixed up for him had been ruined.
But I didn't care…
August 4th, we were chilling at the house
Said I'm done, I told you to get out
Didn't mean a word that I said
Cause I was hoping you would come back
A small whimper had escaped my lips. The pain was unbearable. My heart couldn't take it. Why? Why did he do it? The room temperature had dropped a few degrees, but I didn't care. The ripping pain continue on and on, seeming like an eternity.
Cause I tried and tried
And I cried and cried
Up late at night and I hurt
And I tried to fight and I cried to god
Oh please let it just work
And I'm going crazy with you
You got me so confused
Cause you walked away, and I walked away
And we should've stayed baby
In my other hand held a razor. A bloody razor...
Maybe he'll care now. I'll never know. My vision became blurrier more and more by the second. I knew the second I saw that flash that that boy, that person who dared call himself a boyfriend was here.
Black dots clouded my vision now…
All you have to do is say that I'm sorry
Baby I'm sorry
And I'm in love with you
Baby I want this, baby I want this
Say baby I'll do what it takes
And I will be here all the way baby
"Sam!" The muffled cry yelled as a shadow quickly sprinted on front of me. "G-go aw-ay. Let m-me die." My groggily voice replied, shoving him away ever so slightly, I had no strength left in my arms, in my body. I didn't, nor will I EVER, need his help. I wanted to die because of him, all him. His lips seemed to be moving but sound seemed so mute. All I heard was the deathly silence of the death that seemed to be consuming me. For some reason I realized…I still loved him, I still need him to breath to love, to live…
All you have to do is say that I'm sorry
Baby I'm sorry
You wanna know if I was moving on without you
I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you
To tell the truth I've thinking bout you lately
I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you
The last words that spilled from my cracked lips. "All you h-have to do i-is s-sa-y that I'm sorry baby I'm so-sorry." I had tried to sing but I knew those words had to come out awful, but no matter. He knew the rest. It was our song of course…
I knew tears were falling from his gorgeous blue eyes, seeing his shadow bow his head a bit. Then for a bit, just a bit I had heard him finish, quietly but clear, the last words. "But baby I love you." Then everything became dark. All I had felt was the feeling of being lifted off the ground.
I love you Danny…
(Full song below!)
Christmas day, you said you had a ring
But you changed your mind
Too caught up in the streets
Boy your truth is hard to believe
Why are you really scared of me
Cause I tried and tried
And I cried and cried
Up late at night and I hurt
Cause I put in mine and
Worked all the time
And you never put in your work
And I'm going crazy with you
You got me so confused
Cause you walked away, and I walked away
And we should've stayed baby
All you have to do is say that I'm sorry
Baby I'm sorry
And I'm in love with you
Baby I want this, baby I want this
Say baby i'll do what it takes
And I will be here all the way baby
All you have to do is say that I'm sorry
Baby I'm sorry
You wanna know if I was moving on without you
I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you
To tell the truth i've thinking bout you lately
I miss you, miss you, miss you, I miss you
I miss the way you hold me
The way you touch me
I miss the way you kiss me yeah
All I wanna do, do, do, do, do
All I wanna do
Is say that I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
So sorry baby
All you have to do is say that I'm sorry
Baby I'm sorry
And I'm in love with you
Baby I want this, baby I want this
Say baby i'll do what it takes
And I will be here all the way baby
All you have to do is say that I'm sorry
Baby I'm sorry But baby I love you
You know I think about you sometimes
I wonder how you are
Are you happy
You see I know
What we had was special
And I know you know it too
I miss you
I really miss you...
Good? Bad? Terrible? Alrighty now this is sort of my story but no suicide just lots of depression *sighs* but anyways review and like! Should I continue? Please let me know! XDDDD
Lots of trouble, lots of twist
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