I do not own Evanescence, KoTOR, or anything else in this fan fiction. I wish I did.
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Atton stumbled into the third bar that night. The other had thrown him out. He stabbed at his pockets for several minutes trying to find a few credits for a shot of juma.
Oh but God I want to let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me
"Are you sure?" the bartender asked, watching him as he could barely stand. Atton stared at him blankly for a moment before nodding. Shrugging the bartender handed him a shot and went back to minding his own business.
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Atton squinted his eyes shut. She was still there. "Another shot" he slurred. He knew of the massive headache that would await him in the morning. That was nothing compared to how he felt now.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go
let me go
Mission tugged on big Z as she pointed over at Atton. "We can't just let him do this." She complained. Big Z only pointed out that Atton was a adult and could do what he wanted. "If your not going to help me than I'm getting him myself." She stated, stomping away. "Come on Atton." Mission said quietly, grabbing Atton's arm.
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Atton attempted to push her away but only succeeded in making his head spin as he fell onto the ground. He heard his name being called but everything faded away.
Lithium…
Oh I'm gonna let it go