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Sum: Goku and the first woman he ever loved. . . Bulma. Kinda short, but I hope you like it. GokuBulma VegetaBulma ChichiGoku ONESHOT

See Me First, Love Me Forever

Goku' s Point Of View

I remember all the times Bulma and I had. We went on an adventure together when we were younger. I fell in love with her. She thought of me more as a brother...

It wasn't until I was sixteen, older, and taller that Bulma really noticed me as a man. She was still a few years older than me, but it didn't really matter. I knew Chichi had a crush on me since we had first met. I tried to stay ignorant of the crush because I really loved Bulma.

No one knew what happened to the two of us when we got together. We even had an illigitamate child, but our own friends still didn't notice. Bulma cheated on Yamcha for cheating on her with me. I cheated on Chichi, even though we were expecting Gohan.

The two of us weren't proud of what we did, but Bulma and I loved each other despite no one chose to look upon it. We showed that we loved each other rarely, so no one would ever notice, but I feel like people should of known. Should of been happy for us. Though it was way too late to do that. I guess we really should have thought of that earlier. Ha ha ha.

Bulma is now with Vegeta. They have a child, Trunks. I'm very happy for her and she's happy for herself. We stopped going behind our friends and families backs. I think Bulma knows that Vegeta won't lower himself to cheat on her, so she wants to do the same. We've finally become friends... Just friends.

That didn't last for long.

I didn't know who first came to one another first. Whether it was Bulma or me. But I know both of us were having trouble with our spouses. It was no excuse and we weren't happy about our weaknesses towards each other. We both gave in.

It still amazes me on how we were never caught. How Chichi and Vegeta remained loyal to us, even though we weren't loyal to them. Bulma and I knew we would never deserve them. We still tried to do what was right.

One night I came home. I knew I would have to be honest with Chichi. I told her:

"I saw Bulma first. I've loved her like no one else. I cheat on you every day when I think of her, but I couldn't help but think of her. We were never together. Though I still think that if some things would have happened instead we would be..."

It's too bad I chose to lie to Chichi now about us. I told her what I said on your funeral, Bulma. Don't worry though, Vegeta will never know. I know we both know he's been abused enough. All he needs to know was that you were loyal to him the best you could be, nothing else.

Normal Point Of View

Goku sighed as he gazed into the blue sky. His sons around him and Vegeta and his children not far behind. Goku never thought that he'd actually live to an old age with his family, since every time there's a big fight the tall sayain usually ends up dying.

But what Goku didn't know was that Vegeta knew all about what happened. The only reason he didn't take it out on the taller man is because he already did when they were in the midst of the marjin buu threat.

Vegeta stared up at the sky with Goku. Bulma was one hell-of-a woman. He'd love only her to the end.

The end.