I once read. if there is a story you will read but can't find it you must be the one to write it. I wish I could remember where I got it from

But anyway that's why I am here I really wanted to read this fanfic but could not find it. so I am going to write it. but I am new to fanfics so It is maybe not that good, I am not English. and I am dyslexic. I use Grammarly for my spelling. this story is mostly gonna follow the force awakens (and the last Jedi when I come to there ) and yes the first chapter is short cause .i kinda need to see the movie again and the removed for my Netflix so I have buy it. next chapter is gonna be longer

disclaimer I do not own star wars or any characters in this story

Episode VII
THE FORCE AWAKENS

Luke Skywalker has vanished. In his absence, the sinister FIRST ORDER has risen from the ashes of the Empire and will not rest until Skywalker, the last Jedi, has been destroyed.

With the support of the REPUBLIC, General Leia Organa leads a brave RESISTANCE. She is desperate to find her brother Luke and gain his help in restoring peace and justice to the galaxy.

Leia has sent her most daring pilot on a secret mission to Jakku, where an old ally has discovered a clue to Luke's whereabouts….

breath in breath out. breath in breath out, I am trying to meditate. it is hard with all the noise around me. from different ships engines and people yelling. my hand is placed upon the green grass. it feels almost fake. what part I don't know the grass or my meditation. it's rare I do it these days. but I did feel a need to do something, anything. I have been here a month. I should be out there in the war, fighting. but after my last fight, I got badly injured. and I have been here healing. but I am ready to leave again. and I will soon

I open my eyes to look out over the resistance base. I am on a hill about 20 meters above ground. to my right side is a railing. there goes all the way down. on the other side of it is a stiff drop. it's the entrance to a hangar for ships. most of the base is under the ground. the resistance is desperately trying to find a way to keep fighting in this way. a war we are going to lose. if only my uncle was here

I have in a way lost hope in the resistance. we are fighting in a war we can not win. the first order is too strong .but again we can not just give up. we have sacrificed too much to just stop. and I will keep fighting as long as my heart beats. I just hope that someday what we do won't have been for nothing.

"Ben " my name was called by a voice I know far too well. It drags me out of my thoughts. I look down and see my mom. she clearly wants me to come down. I got a bad feeling about this, something must have happened. but what. can it be my father? or worse an attack

I stand op. ready to walk down the hill to talk with my mom. I take one step when I decide on something faster. and jump up on the railing and glide down. in five seconds I stand in front of my mom's disapproving look. "why aren't you more careful. I don't want you to get hurt" she asks."well maybe you should have thought about that before you did let me grow up in a war"I love my mom. and she loves me but we have lost the ability to talk with each other without arguing. "Ben. please if you will listen for a second. " "I am listening. what is wrong " she takes a deep breath before she answered "we have just received a distress signal from Poe Dameron. we don't know what have happened " Poe Dameron. a great pilot and a friend of mine. my mom had him sent on a secret mission. a mission I still not have been informed what is about. "that's a shame. are you gonna send out a rescue team" i ask. I doubt it. we are used to losing people all the time "no my son? I am gonna send you"

"me? why?" she explains to me that they maybe have located a map there leads to my uncle Lukes hiding place. and she had sent Poe to find it ." why did you not send me?. why did you not tell me?" I almost yelled at her "I am telling you now? you were in bad shape after your last fight. and had I told you about the map you would have run out there without thinking "I can't believe this, after years we finally have a clue to find him. and she does not tell me "and that is exactly what I am going to do now,"I say as I walk past her.I am going to find Poe and the map and then my uncle. I just need to go to "where is the map located?" I ask. she walks over to me " a remote desert planet within the Western Reaches of the galaxy's Inner Rim. the planets name is Jakku"