disclaimer:I do not own Naruto!

I do not own the song:Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
you felt so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Itachi was never really stable with his life. Ever since he became the ANBU captin he had so much stress. Which was understandable becuase he was only thirteen, but he was so depressed and felt that no one cared for him. Basicly everyone expecially father was so strict with him. He felt unapreaciated. And after Shisui died and he got blamed for it it was just overwelming for him.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I believe that all the time Itachi was afraid to mess up. Aftraid to make bad grades and not do better than his best or he would disapoint father. And thats something niether of us wanted to do. Father was really strict with us.

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I remember he messed up this once and father just exploded. He just sat there and took insult after insult and father just got madder and madder. I don't even remember what it was, but it was this stupid thing really. I really don't think father saw him or me as really his sons but as property of pride. Something he could show off to others. And we had to deal with it.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

Father was always so hard on him. Me too, he would always compair me to Itachi. I used to think it was so I could get as good as him, but my father really wanted Itachi to feel weak by compairing me to him. Father really was cunning but it made both me and brother insicure inside.

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing!

Then the night came were all the pent up emotions that Itachi kept inside for all those years of torment finally came out. I was really little but Itachi used to talk to me and tell me not to let fathers words effect me the way it did him sometimes and try to ingore him becuase he doesn't understand how it makes up feel. He got really upset. He would cry when he thought no one was listening. But once Itachi eroupted he killed everyone. Now I truely understand why Itachi was so upset all the time and I cry, myself now.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

I didn't trust anyone for the longest time. I couldn't. After Itachi ran away, he did offer me to go with him, but I was afraid. I told him and he said to stay in Konoha. I feel bad about not going with him. I was truely alone. With out a family or friend. And I don't like it.

Because of you
Because of you

It's all becuase of Itachi. Becuase of Brother. He was my family and my best friend. So, even though I respect and cherish him above all else. It's my goal, to kill him.

-Uchiha Sasuke

(end of song fic)

I hope yall liked this it's my first song fic. so plz review and i'll make some more song fics. if yall liked this.

Taij