WARNING! Spoilers if you haven't seen Volume 5, Chapter 13!

Authors Note: Hiya ^-^ As explained in the description, this is a poem format of Yang's thoughts. It's taken in the moment of Volume 5, Chapter 13 when Blake steps into Haven Academy and calls Yang's name. Bumbleby & Angst. Hope you enjoy!

You left.
You left.
I don't get it.
You weren't supposed to come back.
At least… mom never did.
Years spent searching for someone who'd only turn their back.
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I remember the day we first met.
You were sitting in the corner-
Book in hand,
Gaze immense.
You had been a distraction from even the shirtless boys
And at the time it was something I didn't get.
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Your tone had been so cold towards me,
But a little softer around my sister.
At the time I was just relieved that
I found someone else who'd be there for her.
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The day we became teammates,
You saw me when I was most heated.
I saw your smirk and decided to play it cool
But deep down I knew the spark hadn't seceded
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And everything was great, you know?
I felt that we were becoming closer as the days went by.
I learned your secret, which compelled me to reveal mine...
You took it all to heart-
You gave me your time.
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I feared what would happen the day I started seeing crazy things.
For a moment it was so scary-
I could've sworn you weren't going to believe me.
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Between my younger sister who had always looked up to me
And the quick-witted sass queen,
I had felt that it was only you
Who I trusted to see me in full vulnerability.
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Chaos erupted the next day.
You, missing.
Me, in pain.
My heart thumped quickly,
But no faster than I ran.
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You, found.
Me, a sour taste in my mouth.
Him.
Disgusting, disgusting scum
Hurting you-
I needed him gone.
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He caught me first.
That jerk.
A piece of me, gone.
Unconscious
Your friend said
He saw you run off.
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Silence hung the next day.
You, missing.
Me, in pain.
My heart thumped quickly,
But no faster than the tears fell.
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You, free.
Me, a sour taste in my mouth.
You.
Wonderful, wonderful you
were no longer so wonderful.
Maybe you needed to be far but
I needed you close.
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Not one, but two pieces of me were gone
And they were never coming back:
My right arm,
And the girl who didn't love me back.
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But now you're here.
You're…here.
I don't get it.
You weren't supposed to come back.
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All that pent up anger
Turns to sadness
And forgiveness.
I had feared that you too would turn your back.
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But you're not my mother.
You're my best friend.
And you made the promise that you're not going anywhere.
So all I can do now
Is believe in a happy end.
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