I hadn't even gotten my breath back and you've already taken it away for a second time
You were supposed to be gone
I was supposed to never be able to see you again
But somehow, the universe changed its mind and I'm seeing you standing here in front of me and you're okay
I had only just got over the numbness of realizing you were gone forever
That we'd never have the chance to see each others faces
And that pain that comes after the numbness froze when I saw you and now it's melting into the biggest breath of relief
Our planes of dimension broke their barriers and collided
And now they're one and the same and I'll never have to see you one last time
Your smile doesn't need to be a memory anymore because now I'll see the real thing every day I see you
Now I don't have to deal with the grief but I'll always wake up and panic because what if you're no longer here anymore
The thought of feeling like that again scares me more than ever because to lose you again right after I thought I had already lost you forever would turn me to stone and ice and I'd shatter
And I wish I didn't have to think about that but it'll always be in the back of my mind
But right now
I just need to get my breath back
Because you're no longer gone
And I don't want to deal with that
I just want to be with you
And let everything be okay