Chapter 1
"Do you feel this?" The nurse asked as she putted pressure on Beca's back. "No." "This?" She asked as she changed the position of her hand. "No." "This?" "Yes." "Really?!" "Nope..." "Beca, please you have to be serious or we can't help you." Beca sighed. She had been in this hospital for to long now... 6 months! "Beca?" "Huh?" "Did you feel that?" "Oh, no." "This?" "A little." "Hm, a little as in less then the last time or the same?" "Uh I think less, could you do it again?" "Sure." The nurse putted pressure in her back again. "Definitely less..." Beca groaned. She kept taking all kinds of medicines but none of them worked. "Okay, I'm going to discuss this with your doctor and I'll be back in an hour, okay?" "Sure, but may I leave my room today?" "Uhm..." The nurse looked at Beca. "Please... You know I hate it here! Just please..." Beca almost begged her. Since she fell out of her wheelchair a week ago the doctors didn't allow her to leave her room. "Okay, fine but you need someone to come with you..." "Oh seriously?!" Beca groaned. "Beca..." "Yeah, yeah I know what if something happens... I'm gonna die anyway so what is the point?" Beca asked irritated. "You're not going to die, you know we're doing everything to get you better!" "Just focus on Ricky please, he's more important then me..." Ricky was her little brother. He had been in the hospital for 3 months but his condition was worse than Beca's. She got so angry when her mom told her they found the same nerve disease in his blood, he was only 8 years old... "I know how you think about that but you're just as important as he." "Yeah, yeah whatever but I can go on my own today?" The nurse sighed. "Fine." "Yes! You're the best Nancy!" The nurse smiled and walked out of the room. Then Beca was alone again. Her parents were at her brothers room most of the time with her little sister, Charlie. Beca grabbed her laptop from beneath her pillow and worked on her mixes. She got her volume out loud so she didn't hear someone come in till she saw a gorgeous red head with stressed eyes run into her room. "Oh my god mom I'm so sorry I'm late I had to work and they didn't let me leave earlier..." "Uh, I'm to young to be a mom I think, so I think you've got the wrong room..." Beca sniggered. "Huh?" The red head looked at her with her beautiful blue eyes. When she saw Beca her eyes got huge and her cheeks turned red. "I am so sorry!" "It's okay, too bad your boss didn't let you leave earlier." "Uh yes, sorry again. Uhm bye!" The red head left her room again. Beca looked at the close door. Those eyes, those beautiful blue eyes... Beca thought about the red head till the nurse and the doctor came in. "So Beca, how are you feeling today?" "Same like yesterday..." Beca mumbled. The doctor and the nurse turned her on her side to look at her back again. "No... No..." The third time her asked her if she felt something she looked at the nurse with a grin. "No..." The nurse shook her head. "Is there something wrong?" The doctor asked. "No, no nothing. Everything is fine." Nancy quickly said. "So this so the spot that less sensitive right?" Beca nodded. "Okay, how are you legs?" "Still useless..." Since her condition got worse at some point her legs stopped working, since then the doctors got more worried about her. "So, Nancy said I can leave my room today for an hour or more..." Beca asked after the doctor laid her on her back again and started to massage her legs. "Oh did she?" "Yeah, can I visit my brother?" Beca asked with hope. "Uh..." The doctor looked at the nurse with worry in his eyes. "We'll see about that but you can leave your room with someone..." "Oh come on! I fell one time. One time! It won't happen again I promise!" "Okay, fine but if you fall again you're never again allowed to leave the room on your own." "Deal! Thanks doc." The doctor smiled. The nurse left and the doctor said on her bed to stay and talk for a bit. "So how are you really doing?" "I'm fine." "Be honest with me please..." "I'm fine, you know just going crazy because I've been here for half a year now and I'm keep getting worse... But apart from that I'm fine..." "How are your mixes?" "They're great! You want to her some?" "Maybe later okay?" "Okay..." "I have to go now I'll come again tonight okay?" "Okay, bye doc." "Bye Beca." The doctor left the room and Beca was alone again. She felt tired so decided to get some sleep. As she fell a sleep she dreamed about the beautiful red head, she'd probably never see again...