A/N: This is a FanFiction I am in the process of writing, and beyond chapter 3 (I believe that's it) I am on hiatus due to lack of ideas. So, with that said, I hope you enjoy chapter one! ^_^ Please R&R and enjoy!

Title: Beautiful

Summary: Alois is in love with Ciel Phantomhive, but Ciel doesn't even know he exists. There's an incident and Ciel becomes friends with Alois. Will they become something more? Modern Day setting

Warnings: AloisxCiel (Yaoi), self-harm, harassment/bullying, and swearing. You were warned. Also, and in denial and stubborn Ciel in later chapters. XD Possible OOC-ness (I'M SO SORRY)

Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroshitsuji or the characters. If I did, Claude would be nice (DAMN YOU CLAUDE) And I would make yaoi scenes.

Take note before reading: Look at the warnings, and if it has something you don't like please hit the back button. Italics are expressing thoughts unless something is being emphasized.

Alois Trancy sat in his chemistry class, completely bored, yet distracted. While everyone was busy paying attention, he was busy staring at the boy a few seats away from him. His name is Ciel Phantomhive. For the longest time, Alois has loved Ciel. He always loved to watch the bluenette during chemistry or in the hall. The problem is...Ciel doesn't even know Alois exists. Ciel probably never will know I exist... Alois jumped and snapped out of his thoughts as the bell rang. As he was walking to his locker, he heard:

"Hey, Trancy!"

Oh shit. Alois felt his legs go numb as he slowly turned around. "W-What do you want...?" Alois asked, fear in his voice. "Don't play dumb with us, Trancy!" Sebastian, the leader of the teenagers yelled. Before Alois could get away, Claude forcefully grabbed his arm and pulled them into the bathroom. "P-Please stop...Leave me-" before Alois could finish his sentence, he got punched in the stomach, falling to the ground. "Your so pathetic!" Claude laughed. "And what's worse, is that your a disgusting fag!" Sebastian said, laughing with Claude. The boys then began to kick him while he was still laying there, helpless. The bell rang, and the boys ran out, leaving Alois laying on the cold tile of the bathroom floor.

Alois painfully picked himself up, and walked to his final hour class. As soon as he got in, everyone just stared at him. He was trying to not break down in class, so he just tried to focus on his homework the rest of the hour. When the bell finally did ring, Alois dragged himself to his locker, then walked home. Today was so long...

Today was nothing new. It wasn't the first time this has happened to Alois. A lot of the school's population knew Alois' sexual preference was towards men, and at first, it was fine. But when it began to reach certain people, it became a large issue. It's been months now this is happening to Alois. Alois has no friends, and his parents are never home. And if they are, they pay no mind to him. They never cared from the start.

Alois unlocked the house door, slamming it behind him, and running upstairs. Once he got into his bedroom, he broke. He threw himself on his bed and began to cry. "What the hell is wrong with me?" Alois asked, wanting an answer. "And Ciel will never love me...He doesn't know I exist." he said, sadly. "No friends..." he said, crying harder. He pulled out a razor from under his pillow, and started to run it over his wrist. A flood of crimson began pouring out of his arm. "I guess..agh! You were really the only one who was here for me." Alois stated (He's talking about the razor blade.)

"I-I'm just worthless..." he cried. His arms and wrists were covered in cuts as he cried himself to sleep, and his bed was soaked in blood as he slept, and the crimson kept pouring from his skin.

A/N: First chapter complete! Yes, I know. Sebby and Claude are the bullies. I know. I feel bad for Alois. My medicine is making me so tired, so I should wrap up this A/N. I hope you enjoyed and please R&R and thanks for the love and support!

-Maddie-Chan