Author Notes: Hi. This is my second fanfic/poem. This is the
way I see the pilots personality. Tell me what you think.
Seiya no Rekka



Feelings

Emptiness
Loneliness
What am I suppose to feel?
A girl and her puppy haunt me
Retrain him, they said
Said I was weak
Their perfect weapon
I became
Heartless, cold
True feelings buried deep inside
Use instincts to stay alive
Yet, my life means nothing
If my mission fails

Cheerful
Hyper
What do I really feel?
Every one that gets close dies
Father Maxwell, Sister Helen, Solo
The Maxwell church massacre
That's why I call myself the
God of Death
The laughing, joking is just a face
Some of the time
Loneliness, afraid to get close, hurt
Along with so much more
That face hides
Solders panic at the site of my gundam
I live up to my name
For no one is left alive

Silent
Emotionless
Am I supposed to have feelings?
I have no name
All my life I've gone by No Name
Raised by mercenaries
I joined when I was 8
I learned quickly
It was easier not to feel
A clown
My half mask and costume are cheerful
The half mask smiles
Yet I feel nothing inside
My face shows this
I have no fear
Not even death
In fact I welcome it
Maybe one of the missions will kill me

Innocent
Angel
That's not how I Feel.
I've seen too much
The blood will never be washed from my hands
I was pushed over the edge by it all
Into insanity
My friends brought me back
At the risk of their own life
Their blood is also on my hands
My innocent looks hide what I truly am
Spy, terrorist, assassin, a gundam pilot
I fight so other don't have to
I'll kill to bring peace
So others don't have to

Rightish
Rude
Here's my true feelings.
I was a scholar
Not a warrior
My wife was a warrior
So we never saw eye to eye
It took death to show me
How much she meant to me
The day she died
I changed
I became a warrior
For justice
I fight in her name
I just hope one day
I am worthy of her
Nataku