*this is my first fanfiction, but not my first story.*

-sadly, i mean very sadly i do not own degrassi. (in my head i do) l0l. i dont own the chacters either. But admit it. . . .wouldnt it be nice to own MUNRO CHAMBERS! :D

-i do own this story, so yay me!

**I was listening to Tonight, I Love You by The Latency when i started to write this"HINCE THE TITLE" l0l. please Enjoy!

-excuse my typos.

Tonight, I love you

Chapter 1

A New Beginning

(Clare POV)

I've been walking in the park for what seemed hours. I want to be heart-broken I want to feel betrayed, but somehow I couldn't get my heart to agree with my mind. What KC did to me was horrible. He left me for a put out like JENNA? I felt bad for calling her that, even though it was just in my head. I mean she wasn't an ugly girl, but she was a good friend of mine. I was always kind to Jenna, but all this time was planning to steal my boyfriend, my first boyfriend. I thought I loved KC, so why am can't I feel heat-broken?

I was walking, with my head down of course, I was never the confident one; I bumped into someone, hard.

"I'm sorry…" I started but when I looked up I was met by some of the most beautiful emerald eyes I've ever seen. He smirked at me.

"No, I'm sorry. I wasn't watching where I was going; you have nothing to be sorry for. What I jerk I am?" he looked around as if to see where he was in the park. I couldn't move even his voice was gorgeous. He brought his attention back to me. "I'm Eli" he held his hands out.

"Clare." I shook his hand. I don't know if he felt it but I could've sworn there was a spark. I thought I was rude to continue to stare. "So I'll uh…see you around?" He smirked that smirk I was starting to love.

"Guess you will, Blue Eyes." He turned and walked the other way to what seemed like a hearse and drove off. 'So he wore all black and drove a hearse?" I thought. This time my mind screamed for me to stay away, but my heart told me to get to know the real Eli.

(Eli POV)

She had the most beautiful blue eyes I've ever seen in my life. They stared up at me with wonder and surprise; I couldn't help but smile when I thought about them. I haven't smiled in a long time. Not since Julia left me. Not since I killed my girlfriend. It was too quiet and for some odd reason driving in Morty wasn't somewhere I wanted to be. I wanted to near her, her blue eyes, her curly hair, her beautiful porcelain face, her perfectly curved lips; I just wanted to near Clare. I shook my head. What was I thinking I can't be happy, not after killing Julia? The thought of Julia made me remember why I was in the park that day. It was the anniversary of her death, and after visiting her grave site, I just needed to clear me head.

I was I realized I was home I got out Morty, and walked inside the house to be greeted by my parents, Cece and Bullfrog.

"Hi Eli. Where you been?" My mom asked, as she beamed in her kitchen apron.

"Hey Cece, Hey Bullfrog." I said acknowledging both my parents. "I just wanted to see Julia before I start Degrassi tomorrow." My dad gave me a small smile.

"That's good son. She would want you to be happy, you know?" My dad asked trying to get up from the table. I giggled at his attempt.

"Yeah Dad, I know. But I don't want to talk about it so I'm going to get ready for school." I turned around, not wanting to see the faces, I've been seeing from them since Julia died a year ago. Once I got to my room I closed the door shutting out the world outside. I remember the nights I use to sit in my old room for what seemed days, shutting out everyone who wasn't Julia. I changed into my pajamas, and climbed into my bed, not wanting to watch TV or log-on to my Skype page. I just closed my eyes, letting sleep take over me.

"That still doesn't give me the reason as to why I should forgive you again Julia!" I yelled. I was beyond forgiving at this point. How could she have sex with my ex-band mate, at this point.

"But Eli I love you, and only you. I didn't mean for it to go that far. I'm here for you Elijah!" Her grey eyes pleaded with me as she spoke those words. But I was so angry not even her eyes can soften my emotions. I was still very hurt.

"Julia, don't call me that. I'm obviously not in the mood." I warned. "But since you didn't want it to go THAT far, how far you wanted to go?" I noticed a scared look flashed her face. If I would've blinked, I would've missed it.

"Sam and I been messing around for about a month, but I didn't mean anything Eli, because I love you and I am so sorry." She rushed. I noticed my blood became boiling under my skin. I looked around to notice we were standing outside the restaurant my parent took me and my older brother to, the one she followed us to. Some people were staring at us from inside, and I was clearly fed up so I decided I didn't want to hear anymore.

"Julia, get away from me." I said with as much venom in my voice I could make.

"Eli, please give me a chance." She pleaded.

'NOW JULIA! GET AWAY FROM ME! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" I yelled and turned around. But I didn't walk in.

"I'm sorry." She whispered, as she backed into the streets. And then it happened before anybody realized what was going on. All I heard was a car shriek and Julia horrid screams filled the air. I quickly turned around to see her lying lifeless on the ground, as the coward in the car sped off before I could see them. I ran over and grabbed Julia in my arms.

"Please don't leave me Jules. Please don't go." I whispered as tears came down my crashing down cheeks. I wanted her to be gone out of my life as in not being my girlfriend. Not as her dying.

She looked up at me with lazy eyes, her grey eyes as clear as ever. "I love you, Eli. I'm sorry." I started screaming as she closed her eyes. I held onto her as if my life depended on it. Someone touched my shoulder. I heard my mother voice.

"It's okay Eli." My eyes shot open. I looked around and noticed it was just a dream. My mom walks to my door. "It's just a dream baby boy." She closed the door behind her. I sat up in my bed. I looked at the clock it read 7:18. I rolled my eyes.

"Ugh, it's time for Degrassi." i said smugly as i got out of bed.

-AUTHORS NOTE-

*So what did you think. Please review. your reveiws are needed. THANKS!