A/N This is my first Fan fic.

*Nothing belongs to me sadly*

Isabella's Pov

I watched crouched silently behind the bushes my eyes scanning everything in front of me. Nothing seemed right anymore. With everything running through my mind at the speed of light everything imprinting itself on my brain. These people I was observing were dangerous. Not to the world but to me. Ever since we had meet they held power over me. Vast amount's of power.

Suddenly I was face down on the ground with my face in the mud. Mud never tasted good. The worst thing would have to be the foot in my back. The pressure alone would crush a human.

I ran through the list of people who were suppose to be in the house. Suddenly when I came to him I saw him above me with his foot in my back his face menacing. His shaggy blonde hair were swaying in the wind. "Why do you trespass on Cullen land?" His voice was soft with barely suppressed anger and pain.

I could not answer with my face buried in the mud. He must have understood this or felt my discomfort for he lifted his foot off my back. The relief I felt was immense. I sat up and let my Brown and red hair cover my face. He sniffed. I heard it and my 'power', more like a burden, told me this also. Soon enough he repeated again. "What are you doing here?" My voice, my vampire voice, was much different than my voice of a human. It was harder full of more experience.

"I am here to see you all one last time." His face snapped shut tight taunt. His eyes closed in denial. I could see it through my hair. His face became rigid.

"What do you mean one last time? Why are you A vampire? Why are you not going to stay with us?" His voice was filled hard with confusion. I smirked beneath my hair. His eyes had never figured it out it wasn't that hard. I was kidnapped and no one had ever found me. My father was devastated of course but that wasn't the problem right now. He was almost begging an answer. He knew who I was in his head.

I brought my head up revealing my nose everything else was still covered by my hair. "When a human is turned into a vampire they have one chance to say goodbye. This is my chance. This is my will, my want, my need. So may you tell your family that I say goodbye." I smile as I let my hair fall away from my mud covered face. My blood red eyes stared into his golden ones.. "This is not the last time I will see you... I know but it is the last time you will see me unless you are in danger. I will be keeping tabs on you."

With those words I saluted, as they would have to a major in the army, and I vaulted over his still body taking off with the speed I was still unused to. I heard him stand and turn watching me leave. I let out a sob. It was hard enough to do this, but it needed to be done. They were not ready to face me as I am now. Jasper would be the only one who understood my struggle, but he could help me no longer.

I heard him call to his family trying to get them to go after me. They were too late, and I was fast, Newborn fast they had no way to catch up with me. What I was not planning on was Jasper's tactical skills. Which he quickly put to action. Her 'gift' had kicked in and told her before it was to late she instantly changed direction and ran north instead of south.

Edward and Emmett were waiting. I snorted the brains and the brawn were not going to stop me. Edward smiled. "My Bella I have missed you." I let out a shriek of pure pain. Something that I did in the forest after he had left me.

Edward dropped to his knees as did Emmett. Emmett covered his ears and Edward curled into a ball. I stopped the shriek after I saw Emmett cover his ears. I moved over to him and placed my hand on his face. "I'm sorry big brother." I didn't react to Edward at all. I paid no attention to him. Placing my hand on Emmett's body was a big mistake that I realized as I pulled away. My face must have shown this because Edward reacted. His face showed horror.

"My Bella! What is wrong." My emotions were flairing all over the place as my mind took me to another place. I could not even respond to Emmett's declaration of "Get away from her."

I let go of my emotions as I often did when things became to much for me, but it was not enough. I dropped to the ground holding my head in my hands as my memories and Emmett's wafted over me. My mind instantly comparing the difference's and similarities of our experience. He was attacked by a stream I was attacked in the forest. He was attacked by a female bear, I was attacked by a male bear. More differences than similarities but my mind kept on whirring.

Jasper got to the little are we were in. He arrived with Carlisle and Esme. Alice was no where to be seen, probably back at the house. I was sitting on the floor my arms were around my legs and my face was buried in my knees. I hated this, it was to much for me. I was breaking down. I felt myself being picked up be strong arms. I struggled. They wouldn't get me alive. My mind didn't even recognize where I was anymore. Who I was with became a blur. The memories and my mind trying to process them made it impossible.

My legs kicked outwards and my fists balled trying to swing at my abductor. Calm enveloped me but I screamed at the feel of it stopping my struggle. Immediately it disappeared. 'Thank you for that mercy.' My mouth and brain seemed to have connected, because I must have said it out loud.

A voice whispered in my ear with the sweetest accent "Your okay with me I won't do anything you don't want me to." I whimpered. Then in a voice only I could hear he responded. "I'm not going to take you back to their home." I surrendered, that must have assured him I would not struggle anymore, because he began to move.

I relaxed in his arms with my eyes closed. I tried to block out Emmett's memories but it was not working They wafted over me one after another letting me see every moment of both his human life and his vampire one.

My hands were still on my head trying to stop it from exploding with the all the new information. My vampire brain was absorbing it but it was also fighting it trying to slow it. I wanted to scream. Soon I was set on a soft bed and the bed sunk in besides me. I instinctively curled closer to the person, my mind now realizing I was still with Jasper. The memories began to slow. His hands ran through my hair, petting, and soothing. Soon enough it was over. The memories stopped coming.

I opened my eyes and Jasper was leaning against the headboard immersed in thought. His eyes were closed , but his hand kept stroking my hair instinctively. "Jasper…" My voice suddenly sounded loud against the silence.