Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or the characters, S.M. does

A/N: Okay so this is my first story ever. Lol , i have not written anything with paragraphs or proper writting skills since being in english class in high school 7yrs. ago. So keep that in mind please.

Chapter 1:Being a half vampire really sucks

Aw man I'm such a chicken shit. I knew I wouldn't have the balls to ask him on the phone, lol, guess I'll just text him.

* Hey Jake, it's Ness look I have a huge fav. to ask :)*

* Sure Ness what is it?*

* Well I was just curious if you and the pack would be interested in having a day at the beach, ending in a bonfire?*

* Sure sounds like fun, may I ask why?* Crap, what do I say? I could tell him the truth, yeah that should be interesting ' o well i woke up this morning with a rocking hot bod and i just want to show my crush how good i look in bikini' Yeah, that should go well. I better just lie and save myself from stupid nosey questions. * O no big deal, I just thought it would be a good end of summer thing* please buy it, please buy it!!!

*That sounds great, i'm actually mad myself for thinking of it lol* o thank god!

*Great can you pick me up 7 2marrow night?*

* Sure Ness, I'll be there 7, c ya then*

*Yeah, c ya then night Jake*

* Night Ness, love ya*

*love ya 2 Jake* PHEW!!!!

I guess you're wondering what all that was about, huh?! Well let me tell u about what lead up to that lil' text conversation. I guess first I should introduce myself. Hello my name is Renesmee Carlie Cullen and I am the daughter of the very handsome Edward Cullen and the beautiful Bella Cullen. I just had my 8Th birthday and and when I say just, I mean I turned 8 like 5 days ago. I know what you're thinking ' so she just 8 what's the big deal' and normally you'd be right but in my case you're way, way off. Here sit back and I'll explain a little.

The Cullen Family is not like other families my family is preatty unique.

Firstly my family is a coven of VAMPIRES. Yep, lol, no joke, they are. Are you still with me, lol?

Secondly, my family friends are werewolfes, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Now, my family consists of my parents Edward and Bella( who by the way will be forever 17 and 18), my grandparents Carlisle and Esme, my aunt Alice and her hubby my uncle Jasper, and my aunt Rose and her hubby uncle Emmett.

Yep, just your typical all American family, who doesn't age, and preserves human life by feeding only on animal blood (vegetarian vamps, funny right lol). Oh, and did i mention that they are all painfully beautiful. All of them even the men, but the women of my family are absolutely breathtaking. It makes me sick.

Why does it make me sick? Well i guess it's because I am not 100% vamp like my family. I'm only 50% vamp, The other 50% is all human, which means that i have none of the Cullen beauty because of my stupid human half. You see my mom, Bella, had me before she changed so yeah, but what's done is done right?! At least i exist! Also I don't look like a normal 8yr. old, which is because of my vampire half. Anyway i look more like a 16/17 which would be awesome if i didn't look so plain.I also am pretty smart i have the mental capacity of a .

Now, im not ugly by any means just plain. Nothing like the GORGEOUS women in my family.

My grandpa Carlisle told my parents in I that once i hit 7 I would stop growing and be frozen in time like the rest of them. I was so excited leading up to my 7Th birthday just waiting for a sudden growth spurt that would send me into womanhood. But noooo i didn't change at all, I was by no means happy either. I'm doomed to live out my existence in this body. Ugh, i had a plain face, no lips, no curves, no ass and most importantly NO BOOBS!!!!!!

Needless to say I wasn't expecting anymore changes. Boy was i wrong!!

So, five days ago I turned 8 and my aunt Alice of course threw my an awesome party, i just wished i could have enjoyed it more, but i was still pissed I'd be like this forever. I know that's sad but i couldn't help feeling self conscious of my non existent body surrounded by all these beautiful people.

After telling my friends goodbye and my family goodnight, i walked up the stairs to my room planning on going straight to bed because I was so depressed. I felt so bad i stayed up there 2 days without interruption just examining my non existing body in the mirror.

I should've know i wouldn't be alone much longer what with my families supernatural hearing and that annoying little mind reading power my dad has.