When the days are cold

And the cards all fold

And the saints we see

Are made of gold

-'Demons' Imagine Dragons

Year 2017

Dean Winchester saw the truth staring him right in the face. He pushed it aside. Again and again, and things continued to get worse. An old friend once told him "You can't escape fate" but he's Dean Winchester, of course he can. He's done so many times. Death, fate, and destiny could never catch a Winchester… but the three succeeded. He should have known. Nothing ever ends, except for him of course. This was something he could not stop. Nothing he could do but wait, and wait. Damnit he didn't want to wait, he wanted to stand up and go home… to the bunker to Sam and Cas.

Then he remembered.

Sam left, and Castiel went missing.

He'd been alone for almost 5 years now. They'd given up on him. After the Knight of Hell and mark of Cain incident; Cas ran off with Claire and Sam just drove away. Him and Crowley worked together finding the cure for the mark… they did at the cost of Crowley. That left Hell in chaos and a supposedly dead Meg in charge. "I know where my story ends. It's at the end of a blade or the barrel of a gun." No his story ends in a hospital alone, and dying. No one was going to save him, or find him. The white walls were suffocating but not as suffocating as the weight of his sins, and knowing that once again Hell was waiting for him. He had fought demons for too long, even his own demon… now he had to fight the demon inside of him, such a simple bland word, which held so much meaning and pain. Cancer would be his end.

A long wait; he almost wished Castiel had killed him when he asked.

Just one more month he told himself. One more month and it would all be over. The battle would be won

A young nurse stepped into the room.

"Mr. Winchester someone's here to visit you."

When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail

Are the worst of all?

And the blood's run stale


A/N- I have no idea what I'm doing. I got the idea, did a little research and put something to words. What type of cancer will be revealed at some point when I finish up the research; I just felt like writing something really sad. I don't think I'm going to continue The Angels Among Us because it was supposed to all fluffy and cute and then it got dark very quickly. Story of my life. Anyways

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