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Falling
The sound of silence after a loud noise or shocking news can be one of the most deafening things in the world. I don't know how it happened... One minute he was yelling at me like he always does and the next... Well next it goes all fuzzy, like when the cable goes out on the tv or something. Then my conscience comes back and it's just silence... A really eerie silence. He's not yelling anymore... Did I say say something? Did he walk out again? I know he does that sometimes but... Hey, why's this in my hand? Huh... And the barrel... The steel is still kinda warm... But I haven't used it today, so that makes no sense. Oh well, maybe I took it out for cleaning or something. I'll just put it on the ta... Oh god... Oh my god he... Holy shit he's... He's dead. He's dead on the floor, blood splattered on the wall behind him and pooling underneath his body. So much blood... The world is spinning... You'd think I'd be used to this by now but no, the room is definitely spinning. I fell at some point... My knees are soaked through and the blood feels so warm against my clammy fingers... Still so warm...
The sirens are coming now... They can help... Oh god please help me. My face is wet with tears I didn't know were falling and the blood... God the blood is just everywhere. It's like I'm in some crazy nightmare where everything is covered. It's flowing down the walls, dripping from the ceiling... His body is gone now and the room is filling with blood. I hear voices coming from outside and a shrill scream of panic screaming nonsence and I think it's coming from me. My heart is wrenching and my mind is being torn in a hundred different directions. The spinning slows as the world starts to fade and I'm falling... Falling through the blood into the darkness. The voices and screams are fading as the darkness takes over. I'll never forget the last thing I saw before it took me, either. Your face, lined in panic and worry and your hands reaching for me, trying to pull me back. The blackness is winning but god I don't want to go... Please reach harder... Keep calling out my name... I'm falling, still falling... Please don't let me drown...
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