I never told you how much I loved you, this was my first mistake

I never said I didn't hate you, in fact quite the opposite

I always teased you in hopes you'd forget me this was to help push you away

I always made cruel jokes at you because I wanted you to be disgusted by my cruelty and maybe even hate me, it would have made things easier

I never told you how much I loved you this was my second mistake

I never said that all along I felt the same way a shocker eh?

I always pushed you away in fear of course

I always popped my pills hoping one would end it all I'm a doctor I couldn't O.D.

I never told you how much I loved you I realize now I've repeated this line 3 times

I never realized my mistake until now

I'll always remember the day you kissed me all those years ago and how my heart beat thirty times faster than usual

I'll always have room for you in my heart if you'll spare some room in yours

I'll never forget how much you cared about me no matter what the price

I'll never forget the day you saved my life didn't I tell you the night you called just last week I was about to end my life?

I'll always remember you were the one who loved me and probably still do

I'll always remember how I pushed you away in fear once again

I'll never forgive myself for not realizing my mistake this is why I must go

But I never told you I loved you, and now it's too late I'm gone, goodbye, I love you

House may have killed himself, but those words written to her meant more than anything he could ever say… So goodbye House, Cameron dropped the letter in shock it was meant for her, but did he mean those things? Why did he have to go, she still did love him, she would still love him for many years to come, to bad he would be there to share those years with her…Poor Cameron.

A/N: He finally admitted his love this is my take on what would happen if House loved Cameron but OverDosed trying to hide his pain, it was dark and maybe sad, but someone had to do it…