A/N: hello lovely readers, this is in essence Lone Howl from Jacob's POV it will cover different issues but they will run parallel. Hope you like this is just the prologue, punkwerewolf xoxo
Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns the exceptionally addictive world of Twilight, I only wish I owned Jacob Black
She Wolf
Prologue
She loved me.
But she loved him more.
What did the leech have that I didn't?
I was good enough to put her back together when he left, but she didn't care about me enough to bother about how much this hurt me or how much I was falling apart. She had made her stupid deal with him and soon everything I loved about her would be destroyed; he was turning her into a monster after they got married. The thought alone was made me sick, and to make matters worse she had sent me an invitation. Me? What was it not good enough that I could already see her walking down the aisle to that filthy leech, but I was expected to sit through it and pretend to be happy for her? Hell no.
I couldn't deal with her making goo-goo eyes at the bloodsucker any longer, so I had done the only thing I could... I ran.
And I'd been running for as long as I could remember.
I'd been running from the pack, slowly their worried voices had died down from my mind and I was completely consumed by my wolf side. At least in body, because every time I found myself stopping for a brief respite I would think about her. Had I imprinted on her? Or was it just wishful thinking?
What was the point anymore? She wasn't going to change her mind about him, and I wasn't going to go back to witness their happy union.
But...What if I did go back? Maybe she would change her mind? Was I stupid enough to believe that she might actually dump Edward for me? I shuddered at his name, but allowed myself to slow my run down.
What if I just go back to see if she really is happy? I could deal with it if she was happy I think...
I seriously needed to get my head figured out before I go insane; all of this love triangle stuff was driving me crazy. But maybe the idea to return wasn't so stupid after all? I would be with the Pack, if Dad didn't kill me when I traipsed in the door. I hadn't really left on good terms with anyone, especially him.
The Wedding was soon, catching up to me like the plague, but even if I was out here I wouldn't be able to avoid it. Bella's heart would soon stop beating and there was nothing in this world I could offer her to make her rescind her decision, the leech had bought her a few more months of life than she wanted but once they were married. She was as good as one of them.
Ugh...I really had to stop thinking about her; every time I seemed to be making sense of a situation my mind kept dragging her into the conversation. I needed to see her, just once more before she wasn't my Bella anymore.
I turned around, trying to figure out where I was, making a few quick calculations before running towards home...a howl ripping from my throat as I made the journey back home. A sudden sense of joy flooding me as I tumbled through trees and bushes as I neared La Push; Quil and Embry were going to have a fit when they saw me...Sam might rip me to pieces too when I got back but I'm pretty sure this was all worth it.
Because I was home and this was just the beginning.