You stare, at the photo, On your bedside table
You want him back You want to hug him tight
Wait. No you don't
He did that to you
You rub the patch where hair used to be, wanting it to be there
Its not
A finger reaches up and runs itself along the bridge of your nose
You wish it wasn't the way it was
But it is
You run down the corridor,
Into your sisters room
She looks fine
He didn't hurt her
As much as he hurt you
You run downstairs, into a very small room
He used to lock you in that room, no food, no drink, no bathroom
But you still hide there
When you are panicky
You feel around for a threadbare teddy,
With an eye hanging off
Thanks to him
You remember the past,
Because the shadows still haunt you,
Of the loud shouts, the punches, the kicks
You remember,
He called you rotten
But you were only three
You didn't know what rotten meant
But it sure seemed scary
He wished you weren't there,
But the tables turned
He was giving his daily beating,
To My sister and me,
But then Mom walked in,
As angry as can be
He stammers,
And drops me on the floor
With My heart aching
And my ribs very sore
She had, just then,
A very short fuse
She told him to leave
And he didn't refuse
He said he was glad,
To be away from 'that child,'
And left us in peace,
For the rest of our lives,
Because , the following week
It was announced on the news,
That he was dead
And it wasn't a ruse
Moms heart skipped a beat,
Sister's heart too,
But mine didn't
Not because I was blue
I didn't know what it meant
It was just a word
But then, your head begins to ache
With all these hurtful things
Tears spilling down your cheeks,
Because of what he did,
You run upstairs,
Into your nice room
You walk around, though,
In absolute anger,
And you pick up the photo,
And throw it afar
Because you, neither him,
Would not really care
But then Mom calls you for dinner
And your heart misses a beat
Because now the picture is broken,
And you feel so complete,
But Mom rushes upstairs,
Feeling ever so worried
And she sees the pieces of photo
Strewn across the room
But she gives you a hug,
And wipes your tears
Because now he has gone
She'd neither have worried
She cleans up the pieces
And you feel so much better
She takes you for dinner
With your sister and brother
And those memories have gone,
You've got a happy family
A grin spreads across your face,
And you give Mom a hug
Because that worry bug,
Has just gone kapoof!
Because you've got a better family
And that is good enough
THE END
(A.N: when its says he or him, it means Phineas' biological dad
When it says you, it is you in Phineas shoes now.
When it says my or me, its Phineas's POV of what went on in the past, as he remembers
When it says sister, it means Candace, brother is Ferb,etc,etc)
