JUST AS IT SHOULD BE
A/N: This is told in Kaoru's POV. It's a bit OOC so sorry. Review if you want, but I probably won't answer unless you're mean.
I know that you are gone now, but one day you will come back to me. You'll get tired of her and you'll realise how much better your life was when you had me.
I remember when we shared a bed, before you fell in love with her. Before you woke up, I'd lie on my side and stare at your face. Sometimes you'd cry in your sleep and I would wipe your tears away and whisper that it wasn't real, it was just a bad dream. I thought that I would be able to take care of you forever. I bet she doesn't know that you sob when you dream. I bet she's a heavy sleeper.
Do you remember the games we used to play? I was the sweet vulnerable one and you were the protector. Did you know how much I wanted our pretence be real? I wanted you to protect me always. We would be together always. You would be my whole world and you would be mine. Who told you to replace me with that girl?
At first, I liked her too! I thought she was a cute toy for us to share. How was I supposed to know that you wouldn't ever get tired of her? How was I supposed to know that you'd love her like a human rather than a toy? It's true, originally I did like her, but that was before I knew she'd break us apart. That toy had choking hazards, but there was no warning on the packet.
Even though, I want us to be together now and always, I'm willing to let you play with the toy a little longer. I will wait for you to get bored of her like I know you will, and then you'll come back to me. I sound stupid and arrogant don't I? I'm sorry. When you come back I'll make it that you never want to leave me again. Even if I have to wait for one thousand years, I'll wait for you to return. I'll wait for that morning when again I'll lie on my side and watch your deep breathing. I'll forget the times you weren't by my side, and it will be just as it should be.