why can't they leave me alone
why can't they stop hurting for being ,me
i just me
they hate me
i can't change me
i tried too
but it didn't work
but they didn't care
choking on air, as i cry in my room
trying to not to think of them
they voice is in my head,
saying over an over
just to drop dead..
but it won't go away...
im nothing but a fag
im trash, im nothing but waste of space
why do i like a girl, im not a boy
why can't they stop.''
why must they do this to me..
i just want to be love
is that all that hard to do
is it?
to like me
am i that disgust to you?
cry fill my eye once more
going crazy in my room
as i try to understand why they don't accept me
i fall down in bed as i let myself go
can't stop crying, so lost
and confuse as what too do
i hate me, they made me like this
is so hard to breath with all the pain in my heart
loosing control of what real or not
i have some friend that love me, some that try to help me
but they some thing that can't do
i wonder why i am like this
when i finally fade up with this life
that i was born into..
when they don't want me here
school is hell, no one stop to care when im at my break point
why am i so different from them
why can't be normal
..i just want to died
maybe, just maybe
this hurt will finally go away..