Can't Understand.

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Author: Hello my peers! I had this rewritten! And also, sorry for not updating the second chapter of this story. I'm busy with my life and my other stories. I hope you can forgive me and keep motivating me with your help and reviews!

Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Yugioh Nor It's Characters. I Own Only My Ocs

Warning: yaoi scenes, possible swearing.


Chapter 1: Atemu Sennen

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It was very hot in August but Yami didn't care as long as he has his own body and living with Yugi and Grandpa. He was was outside the house in the back yard while Yugi answer the annoying phone that keep ringing when they were playing Duel Monters. Just as he was about to sit, Yugi came running with a phone on his hand.

"Yami!" Yugi's yell caught Yami off guard and fell straight to the ground, Yami glared at Yugi, picking himself up off the ground. Yugi blushed, it was the second time he said something outloud, almost screaming, and caughts Yami off guard.

"Sorry Yami" apologized Yugi.

"You're forgiven" said Yami.

"Thank you Pharaoh, oh I almost forgot to tell you that Ishizu called and said that she needs to talk to us and is very important, she's coming today!" said Yugi. Yami didn't expect Ishizu to come but something is telling him that the conversation will something of importance.

"Yugi, Yami come please!" came grandpa's voice.

"Coming!" both said at the same time, then glare at each other.

"I hate it when you do that!" both said it at the same time, then glared once more ,before both heaved a sigh at the same time, then another glare shared.

"Ah they're here ma ám" said grandpa when Yami and Yugi came into the living room.

"Hello my Pharaoh" greeted Ishizu who was sitting on the couch.

"Hello Ishizu, I didn't expect your presence. What brings you here?" said Yami.

"As you see my Pharaoh, I didn't came here to pay a visit, unfortunetly. I came here because I need to show you someone that looks just like you, but he's Egyptian" said Ishizu. " Not only that, it was rare also. Considering that he's like the one from your time when you ruled as Pharaoh."

"Wait, so you're saying that it might have something to do with the glow that escaped from the doors of Horus?" asked Yugi.

"It might seem so. Though I'm not entirely sure" said Ishizu.

"Well then, where might this fellow be?" asked Yami.

"He's in the Rachet Race place" said Ishizu. "It's where race horse takes place. It seems he's into horses."

"Very well. But I still question about your reason of this given information" said Yami.

"Well, my reason was, I thought that you would like to meet this person personally" said Ishizu.

"Well, when is this race going to start?" asked Yami.

"About a minute or two" said Ishizu.

(Rachet Race Stadium, 3:13pm)

When they arrived, the race was about to start. Yami was looking at each rider who might be the person Ishizu spoke of. All riders wore helmets and goggles so he can't tell which one.

"Yami, what are you looking for?" asked Grandpa.

"Someone... but all the riders are wearing helmets and goggles..." said Yami as he sat down, disapointed for not being able to locate the mysterious Egyptian.

The race began and all horses sped off. Yami watched every rider and horse. He spotted a black horse with a lighting bolt on its side, below the saddle. Yami look at its rider. It's rider was wearing all black with red streaks on the jaket and gold color on the belt. The rider and horse were infront, taking lead. Outrunning the other surprised riders. They were nearing the finish line. What anyone would not believe is that the black horse was speeding fast and passed the finish line, they won. The crowd cheered for the winners while the rider of the dark horse waved at the crowd and led his horse back to the stables.

"That horse is fast!" Yami heard Yugi exclaim with astonishment.

"Very rare and fast, Yugi" Grandpa agreed.

"Come, we must meet it's rider" said Ishizu as she stood up.

"Meet its rider?" asked Yugi. "For what? Autograph?"

"No... but meet him personally. He's the one I was refferring to." said Ishizu as she led them toward the locker rooms where all the riders were changing. Some were just conversing and some were just drinking water. The winner was still there while the others were taking a bath.

"Hm? Visitors" said the rider.

"Hello, my name is Ishizu, these are my friends" said Ishizu while Grandpa and Yugi shook hands with the rider.

"Pleasure to meet you all" said the rider.

"What is your name if it's ok to ask?" asked Yami.

"My name is Atemu Sennen but call me Atemu only" said Atemu.

"Atemu..." repeated Yami, quite not believing it.

"Correct" said Atemu as he took off his helmet and goggles, revealing a tanned man with star shape hair with golden bangs framing his face perfectly, crimson on the tips of the spikes and in the star shape hair was black. He had red crimson eyes that matches his colored tips, he looks a lot like Yami but theres some diffrences.

Yami kept staring at Atemu for a minute or two while Atemu talked to Grandpa.

"Your horse is very rare, Atemu. It runs very fast like the speed of sound" said Grandpa.

"Yes indeed. Wadjet is my only friend I have. I had him when I was little." said Atemu.

"Wadjet? Oh the horse you meant...Cool name!" said Yugi cheerfully.

"Yes. It fits him." Atemu nodded, chuckling at Yugi's cheerfulness.

"So tell me, Atemu. Do you have relatives?" ask Grandpa.

"Well... no... I'm not sure... I never knew my parents or anyone in my family..." said Atemu, looking away.

"Oh I'm so sorry, Atemu! I didn't mean to ask a horrible question!" said Grandpa while looking at Atemu, grasping Atemu's hands who looked at him, shocked.

"It's fine! No worries! I never knew them so there's no reason to feel all sad about it! Life goes on!." said Atemu, waving it off.

'He lives alone?' thought Yami. 'Its hard to believe it...I feel empty right now...Im not sure why...wait...I got a better idea'

"Um...Atemu..." Yami started, grabbing the other's attention.

"Yes?" asked Atemu while looking at Yami, waiting for the question.

"Well...If you live alone...then...why don't you come to live with us?" suggested Yami.

Atemu was startled by the question. He living with them? Theres nothing bad with them but he can't accept the offer.

"Yami, arigato for the offer but I can't accept it" said Atemu.

"Please Atemu? Pretty please?" begged Yugi while making the puppy dog eyes.

"You are welcome on our home, Atemu. Please accept the offer." said Grandpa as he smiled at Atemu.

"..." Atemu doesn't know what to think. Accept the offer or live by himself for the rest of his life?

"Atemu?" ask Yami while putting a pale hand at Atemu's tanned shoulder.

"Alright. I'll accept the offer." said Atemu while being tackled by Yugi.

"Arigato Atemu!" said Yugi while hugging Atemu around the waist.

"You're welcome, Yugi" said Atemu as he smiled at Yugi.

"Well. I must leave. Sorry for leaving early but I must return to the museum. Good luck." said Ishizu as she left.

"Hmmm...let's head home shall we? But first...Atemu's belongings" said Grandpa.

"I live near by. You don't have to help." said Atemu as they head where Atemu lives.

"Nonesense! I'll gladly help my adopted grandson!" said Grandpa cheerfully. Atemu smiled nervously at the elder while Yami shook his head and Yugi laughing at Atemu's expression.

.O.


(Game Shop)

By the time they set Atemu's belongings in his new room, which used to be an questroom, Yugi, Yami and Atemu sat on the couch watching a horror movie while Grandpa made some snacks in the kitchen.

"That's gross! How can those...ugh..." said Yugi while hugging Atemu around the waist. He got comfortable with Atemu now. And Yami was staring at Yugi hugging Atemu who was calmly watching the movie.

Yami doesn't know why he's feeling this way like jealousy but he never was. Everytime he would stare at Yugi and Atemu will make him want to keep Atemu to himself. What on earth is he thinking!? They're both male! They can't be together...but to Yami...he feels its not that bad...he had lost his mind... 'I indeed have lost my sense of humor...'

The movie ended and Grandpa came in to set the snacks down, noticing how his grandson was so comfortable and chuckled at the scene.

"Cuddly, Yugi?" Grandpa said, chuckling.

"Grandpa!" exclaimed Yugi, though not taking his arms off of Atemu's waist.

"Well...I'll go to bed, you three can watch whatever you want. No running on the stairs." said Grandpa.

"Grandpa we're old enough to run up the stairs..." pouted Yugi.

"But you, young Mister has that habit. Well Im off. Goodnight!" said Grandpa while heading up the stairs to his room.

By the time the second movie ended, Yugi had fallen asleep, Atemu and Yami had to laugh at Yugi's mumbling.

"I'll go put Yugi to bed." said Atemu as he pick up Yugi in his muscular arms and carried him up to his room. Yami followed them when he finished putting everything away.

Atemu lay Yugi down on his bed and kissed his forehead. And then close the door.

"Well...we need some rest so...goodnight Yami" said Atemu as he enter his own room and shut the door.

"Goodnight...Atemu..." said Yami as he entered his own room, closing the door, and crawled on his bed and fell into a deep slumber.


*Midnight*

It was midnight as Yami tossed and turned in his bed. He couldn't sleep. It was not that he has nightmares, he hardly had any. It was that the dream he dreamed had something to do with him and Atemu. But what?

Yami sat up but stop mid to gasp as he felt tight on his pants. He couldn't believe it. He was hard...he never was like this, never masturbated and never had this type of problem.

Theres no other choice but to do it...or he will be caught. He unzip his pants pull out his hard member. He panted and shudder at his own touch. He rub it alittle and gasp. It felt good, he rub it up and down, he had closed his eyes, picturing it was Atemu's tan hand rubbing his organsm.

He kept rubbing, panting, enjoying it.

"Atemu...ah...ah..." whispered Yami as he came.

Yami let himself fall back. Zips up his pants, panting. Will Atemu will like to do it with Yami? Does Atemu feel the same way as Yami? There's to many questions unanswered. Yami shook his head as he fall into a deep slumber.


Atemu woke up early. He sat up and stretched his arms and legs. Then got up and went to take a shower.

He got out of the shower, got dressed and went down stairs, towards the kitchen. He entered the kitchen and noticed that the breakfast was left there for him and Yami. He also noticed a note so he walk over toward the table and pick up the note, it was Grandpa's writings:

'Dear Atemu and Yami,

Me and Yugi went to visit an old friend of mine, I left your breakfast for both of will come back like in 3 days or so. I want you to behave, no fighting, and also if you wish to go out and have fun then you may, but lock the door, i left a spare key to lock the door.

Love,

Grandpa.'

Atemu chuckled, Grandpa always warn them to behave, knowing they're have left that childhood. Atemu was about to sit down when he remembered something: 'Today!? But I can't go if Yami is here...What am I going to do? What am I going to tell him? I hate to lie...but I can't tell the truth...I can't...I need to think of something...' Atemu thought as Yami walked in the kitchen, looking at Atemu.

"Atemu, where's Yugi and Grandpa?" asked Yami, not taking his eyes off Atemu's sexy face and body.

"They left, to visit an old friend in Egypt...here" Atemu handed Yami Grandpa's note as he sat down.

Yami began reading it silently for a minute, then look up from the note. "3 days or so? But that means they will come back in 3 days or so?" asked Yami.

"..." Atemu nodded and began to eat his breakfast.

Yami was about to sit down when the phone started to ring. He sighed and went to answer.

"Hello this is Yami Motou speaking, how can I help you?" asked Yami.

"Hey Yam! What'cha doing?" that voice belonged to no other than Joey. Yami could hear some rustling on the other line.

"Hello Joey, I was about to eat but did you needed anything?" asked Yami, leaning on the wall, watching Atemu who was still eating.

"What? Nah...wait...will you stop rummaging through my stuff!" Joey yelled to someone with him.

"Geez you don't have to be that loud, Joey" Duke's voice can be heard.

"Oh shut up, dice boy! Anyway, oh! Hey Yami! Yam?" asked Joey.

"Im here, Joey." said Yami.

"Ok, theres this new club! We can invite the gang there! So are you coming or what?" asked Joey.

" ...Alright, Joey" said Yami.

"Great! We'll pick you up in Kaiba's limo, chao!" exclaimedJoey, hanged up.

" Still the same joey..." said Yami as he put the phone where it belong.

Atemu had finished his breakfast, already washing his own dishes.

" um, Atemu...my friends invited me to go to this new club and...do you want to come with us?" asked Yami, looking Atemu carefully while sitting down.

" Club? Yami, I...I need..." Atemu never finished his sentence as the phone rang again.

" I'll get it..." said Yami as he stood up and answered. "Hello, this is Yami Motou speaking, how can I help you?"

"Hello, is Atemu Sennen there? I'm his friend Ruby." said a voice at the other line, known as Ruby.

"Oh yes he's here" said Yami, glancing at Atemu who walked over where Yami was, grabbing the phone.

"Ruby, do you need anything?" asked Atemu as Yami went to finish his breakfast.

" Yeah, we need you over here today at night." said Ruby.

" Today? But I thought it was tomorrow..." said Atemu turning his back at Yami who was staring at him, worried.

" Atem, we need you here, if you don't then we're fired. Come on, lil bro, you know it's hard for us to go looking for another place and we had enough of moving from place to place..." explained Ruby.

"Alright, I'll come. Today at night...ok...sayounara." Atemu hang up as he stood there for a sec.

"You're going somewhere today at night, Atemu?" asked Yami.

"Yes...sorry I can't come with you and your friends..." said Atemu, looking away, feeling guilty.

"Its fine...don't worry about it." said Yami.

~•0•~

By the time night came, Yami was waiting outside for his friends while Atemu locked the door.

"I hope you have fun, Yami." said Atemu, fixing his choker, handing the keys to Yami.

"You too, Atemu." said Yami as he look at what Atemu was wearing. Atemu was wearing a black choker around his tanned neck, two black dog cuffs on each wrist, a black shirt under a black jaket that had a chain loose on one of its pockets, a tight black leather pants that fit him well, two black leather boots that also has chains around them. Atemu looked hot and sexy in those but the question is, for what?

Atemu spotted a black sports car that stop in front of him. Yami glanced at the teen who waved at him as a greeting before beckoning for Atemu to get on.

"Sayounara, Yami. " said Atemu as he got in the car with Ruby.

"Yeah... see you, Atemu..." said Yami. Yami can make out what Ruby was wearing. Ruby was wearing a choker like Atemu's but his were red, a red shirt under a red jacket that had a chain on the left breast pocket, two bloody red leather boots that also had chains but not like Atemu's, and red leather pants that fit him well.

Atemu and Ruby started talking as Ruby pulled his car to the road and drove off. Yami was worried, Atemu may be sexy and hot but no one knows what danger awaits.

Yami spotted a black limo, which only belonged to no other than Seto Kaiba himself.

"Hey Yam! Come in!" exclaimed Joey, who's face was being pushed through the opened window. "Hey! Cut it out already!"

"ok.." said Yami, entering the limo and nodded a greeting to the CEO who just grunted. And off they go to this new club, little did Yami know that Atemu was heading there.

~•0•~

By the time the gang got in the club, the club was full of punk, rock, pop, and jazz music. People on the dance floor were dancing, some were at the bar, and some were sitting nearby a stage.

" This club rocks!" said Joey as he dragged everyone to sit nearby the stage. All of the sudden, the lights brighten, the music stopped while a spotlight was directed above a man at the center of the stage.

" Ladies and Gentleman, may I have your attention please." said a man with a spiked hair, its tips were green, wearing what looked like a wife beater and black leather pants with spiked boots. Everyone went quiet, all have their attention towards the man.

"Thank you. We're having a band here, they're going to play today at this moment! You know you want it!" the crowd cheered. "Alright, let me present you the band members. Ruby the drummer!" said the Ren as Ruby walked over to where the drums are.

"Thats Ruby the drummer! Sapphire the bass electric guitar!" announced Ren as the crowd cheered. Sapphire has black hair with sapphire streaks in a emo punk hairstyle, wearing the same as Ruby but his color was sapphire. Sapphire sent cold glares at the crowd and walked over to his sapphire-colored bass.

" The electric guitar is Neon!" announced Ren as Neon walked over to his neon-colored electric guitar, the crowd cheered.

"And now...the vocalist also a guitarist...iiiis...Multicolored Knight Of Doom-zing! " yelled Ren as the crowd got crazy as the Knight Of Doom, the vocalist, walked over to the microphone.

Yami's eyes widen. 'no...it can't be him...from all people...' Yami was staring at the vocalist who has tanned skin, wearing what Atemu was wearing, has multicolor hair, crimson eyes, his hair was pulled down, in emo punk style.

Yami can't believe his own eyes '...Knight Of Dooom is Atemu!?'

"The song is 'It's not over' by Secondhand Serenade..." said Knight (Atemu) as the crowd kept repeating 'Knight! Knight!' loud.

Neon started the guitar solo, soon followed Sapphire. As the two played the intro, Knight started the song.

*It's Not Over song*

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense
In playing games, when you've done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life I'd led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

[x2]
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.
Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart.
Don't tell me that we will never be together.
We could be over
And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you. It's not over.

*Song Ends Instrumentally*

Knight Of Doom, during all that singing, was implying gestures to go with the song and rhythm of the instruments being played. Having been finished, they excused themselves to go prepare for the next song.

"That was so emo style!" yelled Joey joyfully.

"Is this club for punks and emos? Cause I'm leaving if it is... I can't waste my time here just listening to these freaks.." said Seto, crossing his arms over his chest as his blue eyes scanned the club with calculating eyes.

"But they serve good drinks" added Malik, siping his light blue liquor, enjoying the taste of it.

"True...you know this Knight guy is sexy in my opinion.." said Duke, smirking at the group Seto just gave him an displeased glare.

"True that Duke...hot and sexy..." agreed Bakura, smirking, sipping his own drink. Bakura did find that Knight hot and sexy, he wanted to meet him in person too.

"Now Ladies and Gentlemens! They're going to come back but they have something in mind...but what?!" said Ren as the crowd yelled. "They're here!" yelled Ren as he walked off the stage.

Ruby, Sapphire and Neon were wearing everything black with ruby, sapphire and neon streaks. Knight came on stage, he was wearing a black stripped long sleeves shirt with a black skirt, two high heel black boots.

The crowd whistle at Atemu and yelled at him to spin but Atemu ignored them.

Yami couldn't believe it. '... never knew he would wear that... type of clothing...'

"Bring Me To Life by Evanescene" said Knight, his band members had switched instruments. Neon was the pianist, Ruby the drummer still, and Sapphire had switched his bass to the twin electric and bass guitar ((Author: notice this twin guitar is only 2-on-1, they do exist. )).

*Bring Me To Life song starts*

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

*Song Ends Instrumentally*

The crowd cheered loudly at them, Ren announcing another song as the band members went to change another outfit. They didn't took long for they just wore like casual partying clothes. The band members walked towards their respectful instruments but this time all three had microphones in front of them, seems that Knight is going to be doing some breakdancing while Neon started off the intro and then Ruby.

"Give Me Everything by Pitbull! Featuring Ne-Yo, Afrojack and Nayer!" exclaimed Ruby. The crowd got wild while Yami's group just clapped.

*Give Me Everything song starts*

[Ruby- Intro]
Me not working hard?
Yeah, right! Picture that with a Kodak
Or, better yet, go to Times Square
Take a picture of me with a Kodak
Took my life from negative to positive
I just want y'all know that
And tonight, let's enjoy life
Pitbull, Nayer, Ne-Yo
That's right

[Chorus:]
[Neon]
Tonight I want all of you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

[Sapphire]
Don't care what they say
Or what games they play
Nothing is enough
'Til I have your love

[Neon]
Let's do it tonight

[Sapphire]
I want you tonight,
I want you to stay
I want you tonight

[Neon]
Grab somebody sexy, tell 'em hey
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight
Give me everything tonight

Give me everything tonight

[Verse 1: Ruby]
Take advantage of tonight
Cause tomorrow I'm off to Dubai to perform for a princess
But tonight, I can make you my queen
And make love to you endless
This is insane: the way the name growin'
Money keep flowin'
Hustlers move aside
So, I'm tiptoein', to keep flowin'
I got it locked up like Lindsay Lohan

Put it on my life, baby,
I make you feel right, baby
Can't promise tomorrow
But, I promise tonight
Dalé

[Pre-Chorus: Ruby]
Excuse me (Excuse Me)
And I might drink a little more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me, if I could tonight
And, baby, Ima make you feel so good, tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

[Chorus:]
[Neon]
Tonight I want all of you tonight
Give me everything tonight
For all we know we might not get tomorrow
Let's do it tonight

*The Song Continues Until It Reaches It's Ending Point*

"Woah! Why you look at that!" exclaimed Ren, the crowd had been dancing and cheering. The Knight has been doing expert breakdances while the song continued, ending it with an hand-stand pose. "That's it for tonight! Now let's make those bodies move! Oh I was kidding! One more display of The Knight Of Doom's amazing yet erotic breakdances accompanied by his band members! Hit it hard DJ!"

"Yeah! We all had waited for this moment! The moment to shine and the moment to line up and join the fun!" announced the DJ. "Let us see those bodies twist and spin!"

The DJ had put 'Let Me Hit It' by Sporty-O, while the band members started moving hips until they got to the good start of the beat, that they started breakdancing.

~•0•~

After the show of the breakdance, the band excused themselves for the night as the DJ played different kinds of songs for the crowd to dance into the dancefloor. Sapphire, Ruby, Neon and Atemu came back from the changing rooms they share, wearing the clothes they wore before. Neon had his arm wrap around Atemu's shoulders, Sapphire had his arm wrap around Atemu's waist and Ruby hugged Atemu from behind, protectively.

Yami was feeling jealous of how they were holding Atemu. Atemu was calm all about the ordeal, chatting with his band members while they walked through the crowd of dancing bodies. Yami decided to make his appearance so he stood from his seat, ignoring the questioning gazes he recieved from his friends, walking his way toward the band.

"Atemu?..." asked Yami as he stop in front of Atemu and his band members.

"Yami?...W-what are you doing here?" asked Atemu, in shock. 'He's here?'

"Yami Motou, no?" asked Ruby, Yami nodded.

Neon and Sapphire look back at Ruby.

"Yes...you must be Ruby..." said Yami, not taking his eyes of Atemu.

Neon and Sapphire had sensed Atemu's uncomfortableness, they both tighten their grip a bit, protectively.

"Nice to meet you, Yami." greeted Ruby, seeing how Yami is looking at Atemu while said person was staring the other way.

"May I speak with Atemu alone?" asked Yami.

"Sure. Neon, Sapphire? Come with me." said Ruby, beckoning the other two band members to accompany him towards the bar.

Neon and Sapphire gave one last glance at Yami and Atemu as they unlatched their arms from Atemu's shoulders and waist, following behind Ruby, leaving Yami and Atemu alone.

"Why didn't you told me about this place and what you do here, Atemu?" asked Yami, crossing his arms in front of his chest.

"How would I if I coudln't find the right words to explain it to you positively?" questioned Atemu, looking at the floor.

"It would have been better if you have told me and Grandpa. We could of had understand about your living situation and what you make the living out of.." said Yami.

"Like that's easy to say. First of all, I had planned to tell you all but then I backed down because I didn't know how you will react.." explained Atemu, bringing his gaze to meet Yami's.

"But still...you should have let us know..what if something happens to you?" asked Yami.

"Do you think that's easy to say?! If I couldn't then what's the big deal?! I'm trying to explain this but all the pressure builts up and makes me more irritated that I might even break down, not from sadness but from anger!" snapped Atemu, pushing past Yami, blending himself into the crowd. 'I shouldn't had snapped like that..' thought Atemu, avoiding curious glances. His mind was clouded on hard thinking, not noticing the figure he's going to run into.

"Atemu wait!" called Yami after Atemu's retreating back, trying to get past the crowd.

Sapphire was busy talking to the bartender, his other friends speaking with Ren until he felt the sudden impact of someone colliding onto his back. Curious, he turned to face Atemu who was the one who bumped into him. He also notice that Atemu's shoulders were shaking. Sapphire wrap his arms around Atemu, comforting him.

"Sapphire..." whispered Atemu. Atemu knew he bumped into Sapphire, recognizing his comforting side of his.

"It's alright, Atem" comforted Sapphire, stroking his friend's hair until he heard the footsteps approach them.

"Atemu..." called Yami. Yami saw Sapphire hugging Atemu while said person's shoulders abruptly halted but then conitnued shaking violently.

"He's not in the mood to talk to you, Yami Motou.." said Sapphire firmly. Yami took the hint of Ssapphire's firm voice since he's the one at fault.

"I just want to apologize.." said Yami as he inch closer to Sapphire and Atemu.

"Leave it for tomorrow..." whispered Atemu, clinging onto Sapphire painfully but not too painfully.

"Atem, calm down...do it for me..." whispered Sapphire softly as Atemu leaned more into Sapphire's warmth and comforting embrace.

"..." Yami walked away from them, returning to his table where his friends bombarded him with questions about his whereabouts.

Atemu still kept shaking but it slowly started to die down as Sapphire hold him. He was glad that his band friends cared for him no matter if he snapped at them unintentionally. Sapphire was cold to others but not to his own band, Sapphire has a soft part deep down inside even if he refuse to admitt.

"Calm down, Atem..." said Sapphire. Atemu to him is like Atemu was his little brother. Sapphire and Atemu have somehow have bonded. Atemu also was bonded to Ruby and Neon, they're like his older brothers.

"Arigato Sapphire..." thanked Atemu, inhaling and exhaling calmly. Neon and Ruby appeared behind Sapphire as they arrived, looking at Sapphire hugging Atemu.

"What happen, Sapph?" asked Ruby as he walk over to Atemu.

"Its about that Yami Motou, right?" asked Neon, Sapphire just nodded.

"Well...what happen?...you know what...explain us later...cheer up Atem" said Ruby. They hug Atemu and then went to sit down on a empty table.

Atemu couldn't let go of Sapphire so he sat on Sapphire's lap. Sapphire didn't mind as long as Atemu was calm about it. They satrted chatting about business and band issues, unaware of a pair of eyes watching them with jealousy and sadness.

~•0•~

Atemu received a text message from Yami that he was going spend to his friends' house so Atemu decided to go with Sapphire. As they arrive at Sapphire's home, Atemu look around the darkened room, it felt cold but it was fine since he got used to Sapphire's coldness toward others. As Atemu explored Sapphire's home, Sapphire went to sit on the couch.

" I hope you don't mind the coldness in here..." said Sapphire, glancing at Atemu who shook his head.

"Its fine, Sapphire..." said Atemu as he sat down, beside Sapphire.

"Don't you mind if we watch something?" asked Sapphire, pointing toward the wide Tv plasma that hung from the wall.

"I don't mind." said Atemu as Sapphire got up and went to put a movie.

As Sapphire put in the movie, Atemu was looking around his living room.

"Something wrong, Atem?" asked Sapphire, returned to his seat next to Atemu.

"No...just wondering..." said Atemu, smiling.

The movie almost took 3 hours until it finally ended, cosidering it was a gruesome zombie movie, it didn't bother the two occupants of the living room. Sapphire had fallen asleep during the last end while Atemu had his eyes wide awake, looking at Sapphire.

Atemu kept staring at him, just wondering. Finally, he made an move.

In order to not wake the sleeping Sapphire, Atemu got up slowly and then place himself on Sapphire's lap, facing him.

Atemu knew that Sapphire going to wake because Sapphire started to stir, startled to see Atemu straddling him.

"Not to be rude...but why are you sitting on my lap?" asked Sapphire.

"Just wondering...on how to feel be loved..." said Atemu as he lean in, brushing lips with Sapphire's warm ones.

Sapphire sat there, frozen. It felt awkward but sat still as Atemu kissed him.

Atemu noticed it, as he kept kissing him for Sapphire to respond back.

Sapphire couldn't believe it. Atemu wanted him to respond back? This can't happen! But as he wanted to shift, he felt something on his lower half but he couldn't get a look because Atemu couldn't give him that permission.

Atemu moaned quietly while kissing Sapphire. He shifted a bit, grinding his arousal with Sapphire's hips.

Sapphire gasp softly, letting Atemu to plung his tongue in Sapphire's mouth. Atemu moaned again, he was really getting into Sapphire's heat.

Sapphire felt tight in his own pants, he moaned quietly, but he knew Atemu heard him because he grind their arousal again, a bit hard.

"Ate...haa..." whispered Sapphire quietly, Atemu taking that as an hint, with his free hand, he slid his hand in between Sapphire's legs. He heard Sapphire gasp again, his breath getting hot on his skin.

"I know you want it Sapphire..." purred Atemu, liking the fact that Sapphire is loosing his mind.


Author: Well, did you all liked the rewritten story now? Took me two days lol but worth it nah? Idk what happened but my chapter 2 of this story... it disappeared! DX But I'll redo it again though! Bear with me guys! Ciao mio amicos! :D