I see him again

I've been married to Jacob for 5 years now. Edward had left Forks the day I chose Jacob instead, but before he left he had said. "I will always love you, I will never love anyone else but you, and if you ever want me back, I will be waiting."

Everyday I remembered that, I was mad at myself for wanting Edward, but I loved Jake more.

"Bella Honey?" Jacob called.

"I'm in the bedroom," I called back.

Jacob walked into the room, "Bella can you make me a cup of Hot Chocolate?" He asked me the same question everyday, I had to say yes or he would get mad at me.

"Sure anything for you Jake," I said while I walked out of the room to the kitchen.

I poured the water in the kettle, and set it on the stove. I went to grab the Hot Chocolate mix when I noticed there was none left. I had to go shopping for the day, I hadn't gone in a while.

I walked back to the room and stood in the doorway. "Jacob I'm going to Seattle for the day, Do you want to come?"

"No thanks, Bells." He answered.

"Ok bye," I ran out of the house. God! He used to want to spend time with me, but now he's so crabby!! Because of his stupid job!

I opened the door to my truck and climbed in. I started driving to Seattle. I decided to check out Edwards old house so I turned towards the driveway. I parked my truck close by, and walked towards the house. I looked in a window, the house was empty but I remembered what it used to look like.

I was driving to Seattle now, at speed limit. Does Jacob still love me? Of course he does Bella stop being an idiot! Maybe I'm the one who doesn't love Jake, of course I love Jake, I left Edward for him. I winced, at the thought of him. I still love Edward, just not as much as Jake. I'm trying to think positive, I shouldn't have to do that.

I was at the Seattle Mall now, I found a parking spot, and got out of my truck and walked towards the entrance. I haven't been here in awhile, all I remember is that it was a reasonable size. I have to get Hot Chocolate mix…..And stuff for myself! I'll have a shopping spree!

I went to almost all the stores, when I decided I was hungry. I began walking towards the food court, when I heard a familiar voice. Who was it? I looked around trying to see someone I knew, I only saw faces of strangers, but as I looked closer to a big group of people I saw her! Alice Cullen.

I started running through the crowd of people, "Alice," I screamed. "Alice!"

She stared at back at me. "Bella?" She whispered, but I was close enough to hear her.

I ran up to her and gave her a big hug. "Bella, I haven't seen you for 5 years, and I've missed you so much! I heard you married the dog though," She babbled on, but there was only one question on my mind.

"Alice, where's Edward?" I need to see him, I want to see him.

"These days he hasn't been around, but if you want to talk to him you can-" She stared straight ahead of her and pointed. "You can talk to him right now."

"Huh?" I looked behind me, that's when I saw him, looking so beautiful.

"EDWARD!" I screamed running towards him, boom! I ran right into him.

"Bella?" His voice was so…..It was the voice I've wanted to hear for along time.

"Edward I've missed you so much!" I started to babble on like Alice always does.

"Bella I've missed you a lot too," He gazed at me with his brilliant eyes. "Life as been tough without you, and Alice has been trying to get my a wife lately but I promised I would only ever love you,"

I sighed. "Edward come back to Forks, Please!" I begged.

"Bella you love Jacob" He sneered his name. "Where is he anyways?"

"He's at home, he didn't want to come with me, lately he's been very moody."

"What! He let you come to Seattle alone,"

"Yeah, I guess you wouldn't of, and you would say I love you everyday." I finally figured out that I never really loved Jake more, I just wanted a change.

"Edward….I love you….. More" I leaned my head against his ice cold chest.

"…………….Bella be reasonable. If you loved me more, you would of married me."

"I thought I loved Jake more, but I just wanted a change…I've always loved you…That's why everyday I think of you."

He sighed. "Cheating on your husband now, are you?"

I giggled. "Not right now, but soon I will be."

He chuckled. "So are you getting a Divorce or are you staying as Bella Black?"

"I need time to think, but please come back to Forks with me! Please." Once again I begged.

"Fine,"