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Clarisse POV:

Me and Chris broke up weeks ago on mutual terms. I may be a daughter of Ares but I'm still and girl and a human being. I'm still in my feelings but I felt bad for Prissy. I heard she was going to propose to Annabeth but found her fucking his half- brother. She's just a dumb cheap hoe. I wanted to go cheer him up but I didn't want to risk anyone thinking I was soft. Even though it hurt me to say it I did. Little did I know how much I would regret it or how much it hurt him.

"What's wrong Prissy? Crying cause Annabeth doesn't want you anymore? No one here does! You're old news... Go cry to your mommy." Everyone laughed at him. I could see the hurt and betrayal in his eyes and I felt guilty. But I put up my careless mask and went on with my day. He'll get over it. He has to, he's Prissy.

2 hours later

The conch blew for dinner so I walked to the dining pavilion. I asked for mashed potatoes and corn with cherry coke. It wasn't until Nico yelled where is Percy did I notice he wasn't here. I heard Grover shout that Percy was in danger.

"How would you know?" Annabeth sneered.

"My empathy- link. If we don't help him, he'll probably die." Grove shouted.

"No one cares about him. He's unwanted just sever the link."

I wanted to say that I cared but I didn't want people to call me a softy. So I didn't say anything. I excused myself and said I would go training. I really left to search for Percy… I mean Prissy. I loved him but I couldn't let anyone know so I kept it to myself. I finally found Percy, but what he was going to do scared me. He had tears streaming down his face and a note held under a rock. He was going to commit suicide.

"Percy!" I screamed.

He stopped and looked at me and turned away.

"What do you want?" He said, sniffling trying to hide his tears.

I was shocked to see the Hero of Olympus so broken and alone.

"I-I..." I stopped, "What were you about to do? Were you going to kill yourself ?"

"What's it to you? No one cares or wants me here right? They wouldn't care if I died. At least I'll be with my mom, Paul, and the rest of my friends. I have nothing left Clarisse. If you have something else to say before I commit suicide now's your chance. You might not get to see me again." he whispered

I stopped. Is this really how he feels? Did I really bring this upon someone? Why am I hurting the one I love?

"Percy, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I didn't know about your mom and stepdad. I'm really sorry. Of course we care about you. Without you we'd be dead. Please don't do this. And I-I..."

He turned around and looked at me.

"Why are you crying Clarisse? Everyone still likes you. You have friends and a family."

"Because," I started. It was now or never. "I love you and I'm hurting you." I whispered.

His eyes widened and he started to walk closer to me.

"I thought you hated me. Why the change now? Please don't tell me it's because you pity me." He said.

"No, I realized the kind of person you are. That's the kind of person I want to be with. And haven't you ever heard that the one who makes fun of you, like you."

"But you didn't just make fun of me. You tore me apart. I thought you were someone to rely on. I thought we were friends. I'm done with life and this camp I have nothing to live for."

"Percy, please don't do this. Think of Thalia and Nico. They didn't abandon you. Please I'm sorry. I love you."

My heart broke seeing him like that. Seeing him like that so broken and vulnerable I acted before I could stop myself. I ran up and kissed him and ran away. Not even turning back once. I ran straight to my cabin with only one question in my mind.

"What have I done?"